u/hypno_rub

Buzz is one of my favorite triggers of all time and I'm trying to reinstall it stronger than ever, looking for good flies to do that with. Last night I was listening to Shibbys The Buzz Word which worked wonders, and I'm looking for any other files that will help reinforce that amazing buzzing feeling.

(I know Buzz Word is an hfo, and I'm open to other files that are too, but I'm not particularly looking for anything with an hfo/orgasm command)

I had previously used calias curse (worked great, I only came once in about 2 months), and my new mistress thought true loves curse would be fun. I thought it would be relatively the same, just with less people I could beg.

On paper that is right, but MAN it feels different. Still amazing, but it's also sooo different. Its less of a horny publicly controlled thing, and for my situation personally it feels less about denial and more about my orgasms being exclusively from her. There's also a new kind of desperation that comes from being horny when she isn't available, teasing myself mindless knowing that there is LITERALLY no way I can cum. No kind reddit comment or gc, just teasing and denial.

Might add the curse of constant pleasure or another file if anyone has recommendations or anything like that ;)

I finally treated myself and pulled the trigger last night, got a medium hush 2 and lube. Any tips, tricks or things I should do before it arrives/pretty soon after getting it?

I've made a lovense account on the app and have looked at some erotic hypnosis files that are compatible with it, any other fun things to start with?

My mistress told me to listen to true loves curse today, and now she has complete control of my orgasms. I can't beg here or any groups I used to talk to when I was under calias curse, it's just her. She has complete control and it feels amazing, I don't even want to try to cum, I want her to own me (but the file also has the suggestion that the more you are denied the hornier you become, so maybe that'll change lmao)

If you have the right person, I HIGHLY recommend (as someone that has only been under the curse for like 2 hours)

I listened to the curse a while ago and was fully under it, hand would slide off before I could make myself cum. I eventually started listening less and less and thought I wasn't under its effects any more

But then in the last week or so I've been a sub for someone online and realized I subconsciously don't want to cum without them telling me to (even right now, I'm horny but don't want to cum)

The curse really got to me subconsciously, and I think some of it never left, which is pretty cool and makes me even hornier. Anyone else had similar lingering feelings and urges?

Thinking about getting an Edge 2, and I'm wondering how much trial and error it takes. I've used some anal stuff before, but only static. Wondering about the app and how easy it'll be to get the hang of

Also wondering how hard it is to figure out controlling other devices, would definitely be interested in some mutual play in the future

I recently quit porn but I think I might get back under the curse now. I'm also considering getting a Lovense Edge 2, and thought about how to pair it with calias curse/the curse of constant pleasure.

To me the idea of being able to edge with my hands but only cum from the vibrator/hfo is super hot, but I think the curse would still require me to get permission for that orgasm. Is there a way to make that work or some other file that would work better? Or if I want to use the curse would I just have to come and desperately beg for permission and time I want to cum?