u/i_h8_myself350

Question

Per my earlier post, I was assaulted and robbed. I was wondering if it would be ok to post a link.to a cash app pool.to.help me.recoup.some.of.the rent money? If not, I totally get it and im.so.sorry for.asking

It happened

I don't even know how to process what happened today.

I had an in-call with a client. The agreement was $100 for head only. Instead, he became aggressive, manhandled me, and forcibly penetrated me vaginally without a condom. After he was done, he robbed me and took the $900 I had earned today. That was my rent money.

I'm in complete shock. I feel violated, angry, numb, and scared all at the same time. I keep replaying everything in my head, trying to make sense of it.

I'm not even sure what I'm looking for by posting this. I think I just need support from people who understand this life. Has anyone else been through something like this? How did you get through it? Did you report it? Did you take time off, or were you back to work right away?

I never thought this would happen to me, and I honestly don't know what to do next.

So I have had 3 separate clients (all in their 20s) who get it up ok, but doesn't stay up. I had heard that watching too much porn can make having sex with an actual human more difficult. I asked all 3 if they watched a lot and jerked off a lot and they all said yes so I suggested a porn detox and that may help the issue. Am.i way off base in my thinking? Is this something any of yall have dealt with or heard of?

I sent a mod mail with my ad link and put my reddit name in my ad for them to see. Does anyone know how long it takes to be verified?

Idk if this is allowed, but would anyone be willing to look at my ad and tell me their opinion (good, bad, ugly) and maybe suggest any changes i could make?