u/itsyoursx

It’s been three long years… I swore off men, or so I thought… but umm, ya girls got needs. 😋

I (36f)haven’t had sex in three years. I have been fantasizing about a bwc just taking my pussy and using it. Filling me up with cum more than once, and then just disappearing, leaving me there with my pants around my ankles. Maybe you stalk me and find me later at home when I’m alone. Then, you do it again. Maybe you catch me when I’m leaving for work and you force me into the back of my car. Fingering me, and shoving your tongue in my mouth while I fight back. Sometimes you’re really violent and degrading and other times you’re more gentle but still forceful.

He has a mom/son fetish.

I initially wanted to run at the idea, but then I was intrigued. We’ve been leaning into it, it’s been ok so far.

Today, he said he wants me to objectivity him and use him. His words. I froze up. This is way outside of anything I’ve ever done. I’m always more submissive and like being degraded.

I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing. I already have to step outside of my comfort zone and take control, but really don’t want to look stupid doing it lol. The more specific the better, just to get me on the right track please.