u/itty-bitty-ash

Hi, so, my husband (34m) and I (28f) have been journeying into this hotwife stuff for the last two years now. Even then, I kinda still think we’re newbies as we haven’t really gotten to me actually having full blown sex with other men yet.

It’s only been in the last few months that I’ve even starting doing anything at all with other men, and I’m having fun, but, I’m also having a hard time with wanting to take it further. Part of me does get turned on at the idea of doing more, but another part of me can’t get over feeling like something is wrong, like I’m doing something I shouldn’t be doing.

I’ve been going on dates with the same bull for the last two months now, and he’s sexy, and fun, and we’ve gotten as far as me giving him some blowjobs and videoing them for my hubby. My hubby has been absolutely stoked and keeps asking when I think we’re finally gonna go all the way, but I keep telling him that I’m waiting for the right moment. I’m just worried that the moment won’t ever feel right. I like getting to play with our bull, I’ve let him finger me and eat me out, but any time I think about actually going back to his place (we always just fool around on the car) and actually fucking him, it’s like my gut says there’s a problem and I can’t shake it!

Any advice on how to push past this *cock block* I’m experiencing? (sorry, bad pun I know) I really want to see my husbands face when he finally gets to watch that video, but something in my nerves is holding me back.

I (26F) cheated on my husband (31M)

I’ve never cheated on anyone before, but it kind of just..happened.

I ended up alone with a coworker at the bar after all our other coworkers left, and the tequila must have done something, because while we joked and laughed together, something came over me, and I just kissed him. He’s married too, but instead of pulling away, he kissed me back!

We made out for a while, and there was even some groping. He had a lot of fun squeezing my ass, and I had just as much fun grabbing and rubbing his dick through his jeans. That’s as far as it went that night, but now we’ve been flirting at work when no one else is around us, and I’ve been fighting the urge to text and start sending him naughty pictures. The last few times me and my husband have gotten intimate, I’ve been thinking about my coworker. Apparently that’s had an effect on the quality of our sex, because my husband has been telling me it’s been way better than it used to be lol. Ive also been masturbating more, getting off while I wonder if he’s been thinking about me while he fucks his wife.

I can’t help but feel like it’s gonna keep going further. I never wanted to be a cheater, and my best friend is trying to convince to get a divorce before I go any farther with it. I think she might be right, but I just don’t know yet.