I'd been fantasizing about eating my own load for years but could never manage to do it as post nut clarity would always kick in. I always enjoy eating any precum that I would expel but that's as far as I went. I am bisexual and have no problem having another guy cum down my throat or lick his cum off his belly or my hands but as soon as i cum I'd loose the urge. It was maddening.
I went to a massage parlour once where the masseuse used her big tits to make me cum. I came all over her tits. As I layed on the massage table recovering from my orgasm she came over to me and shoved her big cummy tits in my face. I had no time to react so I just licked and sucked her tits as she laughed and told me to clean up my mess. My cum tasted salty. I licked her clean. When I was done she left the room so I could get cleaned up, dress and leave. I noticed I was rock hard again. I quickly jerked off again and came almost instantly. I couldn't bring myself to eat my cum again. That time.
After that I would regularly edgefest myself until precum would leak and then lick it up. Then I would bring myself to the brink of orgasm and just as I was about to cum I would stop and let go of my cock. A bit of thick cum would run down my shaft. If I didn't touch my cock right away then I could scoop up my cum and eat it. I could repeat this 3 or 4 times before I'd loose control and cum. Still once I came the PNC still kicked in and I was done. After months of doing this one night after a particularly large and powerful orgasm I just layed in my bed full of cum recovering. As I grabbed a towel to clean up I dipped my finger in a pool of jizz in my belly button and tasted it. Just a bit, but it was progress.
Then I tried putting my legs over my head as I came so I could shoot on my face. That was a game changer. The first few times I tried this I missed my face or came on my bed next to me, but then with some practice I finally hit my target. I shot a massive load of cum and covered my face. Some of it went directly into my open mouth. That time I just ate what went into my mouth and then wiped up the rest.
I tried again another time and I scooped up all my cum and ate it. After that it became a regular routine for me every time I masturbated.
Now I have reached the point where I am eager to eat my cum every time. Not a drop goes to waste. The other day I met a guy online and we got together to frot together. We met at his apartment. We watched some porn and jerked off for a bit, then we stood up and rubbed some coconut oil on our cocks and frotted. Pretty soon I shot a massive load all over his cock. I quickly dropped to my knees and licked every drop of cum off of his dick and then shoved his cock in my mouth and sucked him off until he came. I swallowed his load too. Not a drop went to waste.