u/lilydotme

This is something that I actually did. You could tell me your thoughts on it or how you'd change it or add to it. It'll be fun to know what others think.

It was raining in my city. The rains are my favourite. I had just completed a night shift at work and I was supposed to be sleeping.

But I was so horny that my mind just kept churning up filthy ideas.

At first it was just putting a bobby clip on one of my nipples. Let the pain build up while I slowly fall asleep. Almost drifting to sleep I realised it's not enough. I put one of my kegels into my cunt. In a few moments another one joined it. The stretching of my needy cunt made me gasp with pleasure. It felt so good.

Sleep had left me now. I got my plug, bent over like the bitch I am, leaning over the bathroom sink looking at myself in the mirror I inserted my plug. I came back to the bed and decided I don't deserve clothes today.

One of my nipples was already clamped. I tied the remaining udder really tight with a shoelace.

The kegels came out of me and in went a reasonable sized vibe. I clamped both my meaty lips down there in such a way that the vibe remained snug inside me. I cuffed both my legs together.

At this point I shifted to my recliner right in front of the window where I could see the rain and maybe it could see me. I stretched my legs, as wide as the cuffs would allow and started fucking myself with the vibe. The feeling of being filled in both my holes was so intense.

At some point I started fucking my ass with my plug. I can't believe it used to hurt me and be tight at one point of time. I glided so easily that at one point it slipped out completely. It was a little dirty from being inside my ass. If it was me at some other time it would have completely grossed me out. But not this time. I pushed it right back in me and continued to fuck the vibe.

The pain in my nipple had grown intense at this point. I pulled at the clip, letting it pinch my nipple as it slowly slid off. I didn't let the pain die easily. I slapped my throbbing nipple hard a few times, almost arching with pleasure.

I put a belt around my neck and covered myself with a blanket. I kept pulling on the belt, restricting my air flow. Still cuffed, plugged and cunt clamped, just enjoying the rain as the slut that I am.

What exactly I'm looking for:

I want someone with experience. The kind of experience that makes even everyday objects into a source of humiliation or pain for me.

Someone who's only into me and not entertaining 10 different chicks on the side. I'll take all your time and my sex drive might leave you high and panting. It does vary with my cycle but I've noticed except during ovulation I'm horny as a jackrabbit, especially in my luteal phase.

I want this to be long term. Something we build. Somewhere where we keep experimenting. Trying out new toys. I love toys. I don't want a session and we're done kinda thing. Texting when we get a chance, making it dirty the next.

I want sincerity and a lot of kink and a lot of domination. But we both need to understand it won't happen right off the start. I'm not going to start obeying you just because I texted you. You can insist on certain titles and I might even call you by them but it will be hollow. Nothing means anything until it's earned. I earn your efforts, you earn my submission.

I think you've already guessed it, I can be a brat. I'm very dominating and bossy in my real life. Even if I'm the youngest in a room my word holds and no one can compel me to do anything. I can be intimidating. So you have to understand, to truly turn that personality off and give my leash in your hands, it takes a lot. I'd rather have no one than let a cretin get control of it.

I try to remain fit, I hope you do too. I'm not particularly attracted to men outside a healthy weight range. It's hot if I think of an overly fat man forcing me to submit but I will never choose one consciously. To each his own.

I'm ok with pictures and videos and I expect some from you too. I love to show myself, really. Again this will happen only after a certain level of trust is build. I really enjoy phone calls too. I'm not a fan of video calls but I'd like to do them occasionally.

It's very important for me that you're single. Not married, not in a relationship. It honestly is a very strong limit of mine.

Now coming to something that everyone wants to know. Pay attention and don't ask me again.

My kinks-

1.I love bondage. Any and most forms of restriction have me wet in no time.

2. Discreet play. Anything under my clothes or in a secluded environment surrounded by a crowd, I'll mostly be into it.

3. I love getting humiliated. I love my body getting degraded. Respect my mind but just reduce me into a fuck toy. Just being a little nasty bitch for you.

4. I think I mentioned toys. Chastity is something I'm big into but unfortunately I don't have a chastity belt, yet.

5. Discipline. Punishment and discipline. I will resist, be strong enough to see it through. I love being put in my place even though it might not seem like it.

6. Impact play.

My limits would be public exposure, scat, puke, extreme pain or violence, unhygienic stuff, incest.

I'm also very particular about aftercare. Mostly I just like to be talked to, I might not say much but I require your presence. If I find it lacking, the whole thing just stops making sense to me after a while.

I know I've written online but I'd like for it to transition to irl someday. I'm in India and that is my timezone. If you know where I'm from I'll know you'd have read this entire writeup that I so painstakingly wrote. Anyways I never have a valid visa in my passport(they all expire) so probably you'll have to visit.

If you have any questions feel free to reach out. Tell me a bit about you, where you're from. If you do include a picture, I'm not complaining.

Give me something that makes me struggle and writhe. The slight sensation is to boring and not enough.

I put a ring gag in my dirty mouth. Cuffed my ankles together. Tied my neck to the furniture with a heavy metal chain, a huge lock hanging from my neck. Do you have any other tasks to degrade me

I went to see a movie today. Obsession.

That's not the fun part. The fun part is how I went to see it. I came home from work and immediately got naked on the bed. I was given 3 minutes to put 30 clips on my udders and cunt. I managed it just in time. Then I was asked to do 30 jumping jacks. I dropped 13 clips. I had to slap each of my nipple 13 times for it. With the remaining clips still on me I interested a buttplug in my asshole. Then I got a dish sponge and put the rough side against my pussy and tied a tight crotch rope on it. I wrote the most degrading things all over my torso, thighs and ass. I skipped a bra and wore a shirt. I put on a long skirt underneath. I was ready to go to the movies. I spent the movie researching my next fuck toy to get. There were some very interesting options. I ended up buying a tiny vibe to be a slut at work.

I wasn't allowed to remove my buttplug or crotch rope even after almost 5 hours. As soon as I came home I was asked to strip. I wanted to pee so bad but I wasn't allowed. I had to put a pillowcase over my head and kneel on all fours with my nose in the corner. The timer was set for 20 mins. I was allowed to remove my plug after this but I rushed to pee. I forgot that I wasn't allowed to pee yet. Master let this one go because I had been such a good girl. He just made me drink a whole bottle. He asked me clamp my nipples and add useless cunt right above my pussy. I was to tie one udder really tight and sit with both of them resting on a table. Then we played a question game. If master didn't like my answer I was to hit each udder once. Once he was done with this game, my nipples were throbbing from being hit with the clamps on. He asked me to put 3 fingers in. He asked me to use spit and force if needed. But I told him how easy they went in because of how wet I was and he went.. which hole. 'Oops'.

So he asked me to clamp my wrong hole shut and I tried to force the 3 fingers in my asshole. He then made me get my vibe and tease the clips that were clamping my pussy shut. A few moments in and I was begging him to let me put the vibe on my clit or inside me. He let me remove 1 clip from the 3 that were clamping my pussy and force in the vibe through the space. It was so easy to cum. One after the other. He wanted me to reach 10. 7 was easy. 8 and 9 required a little effort. I was spent before I could reach the 10th. I had such a good time today at the movies ;)

I see people have bi experiences all around me and I feel so left out.i really really do. I want to have a few kinky experiences with another woman. I see so many pretty girls everyday around me but it's really hard to approach someone.

I spent all of last night clamping and unclamping my nipples at work till they were sore and tender. I wanted something more to look forward for the next day.

He asked me put on my tack bra to sleep. I put the inserts on under a tight sports bra. I laid down on my stomach and tied my legs far apart so they wouldn't close. It took a few tries but I got them tied spread apart. Then I inserted a small vibe in my pussy and left it running. I was supposed to sleep like that. With the tacks pressing on to my skin and the vibrator running inside me. He's asleep now but I'm just having all kinds of thoughts in my head. The running vibe and the tacks pressing on my breasts just don't let me sleep.

I have clamps on my nipples currently. I will call myself any nasty name or insult that you ask me to, in the comments. The dirtier the better. I'll remove them after I reach a certain number

I am currently doing a night shift and someone from reddit has asked me to clip my nipples for a total of 5 hours throughout the night. I used hairclips that I had in my bag. I can't do it for less than an hour anytime I start. Make it more fun for me?

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Even though I'm on my period, my kinky ass is so horny. I first got out my track bra and put on a tight sports bra on top. It wasn't enough. I put clamps and then the tack bra. I hadn't worn my but plug in ages, I decided it was time today. I put it on and it went in like it belonged there. Something was still missing. I made a tight crotch rope, so tight that I could feel it pinching my clit every second with every moment. I wore all my clothes back like there was nothing underneath. Discreet play like this makes me the wettest.i just wish there was someone to slap my pussy right where the rope is pinching my clit and spank my ass hard with the buttplug shining in between. Tell me what else can I do to make it more painful and intense.

Even though I'm on my period, my kinky ass is so horny. I first got out my track bra and put on a tight sports bra on top. It wasn't enough. I put clamps and then the tack bra. I hadn't worn my but plug in ages, I decided it was time today. I put it on and it went in like it belonged there. Something was still missing. I made a tight crotch rope, so tight that I could feel it pinching my clit every second with every moment. I wore all my clothes back like there was nothing underneath. Discreet play like this makes me the wettest.i just wish there was someone to slap my pussy right where the rope is pinching my clit and spank my ass hard with the buttplug shining in between.

It's been too long since I've had a dom or even a play partner. I want to do this in real rather than keeping it indefinitely online. I'm open to start online but would definitely want to transition irl.

I want to build something long lasting, maybe even turn it into a proper relationship with an actual future.

I'm someone who enjoys soft domination. I can be quite bratty. I cannot do 24/7.. the idea sounds hot in theory but real life does come in the way. There are too many situations, feelings and thoughts to deal with. Having said that I do enjoy tasks that go on throughout the day and punishments that follow sometimes. I like someone who knows what they are doing and also learns how to keep me on my toes. I don't like lax doms, I need to respect you and that comes with you taking your role seriously.

I love bondage, impact play, toys, humiliation to name a few. I also enjoy discreet public play.

I'm monogamous and prefer my partner to be the same. I don't indulge in penetration but there's a lot to be done apart from that.

I don't want this to revolve around sex all the time though I definitely want that to be a major part of it. I want us to be able to talk and be interested in other parts of our lives. Aftercare is very important me and I would want as much time dedicated to it as we would towards play.

So if you know how to tie and pull my leash, don't be shy to text me. Just be between 26- 40 and be assertive.

We had a fun Saturday. My husband, our little babygirl and I. Our little girl was asleep on the couch and I was getting drowsy next to her after a day filled with activity. My husband picked our girl to tuck her in her bed.

 He came for me next. He picked me up in his arms and took me to our bedroom. But instead of putting me down on the bed he gently let me down on the play table that he had already set out. It was padded and semi soft and I had spent very many hours on it. It seemed liked tonight was going to add to the count.

 ‘Strip’ he commanded. I quietly stripped, a little amused and excited. He gently guided me to turn so I was on my stomach. He grabbed one ankle and locked it tight to the edge of table. He pushed my leg apart and did the same with my other ankle and secured it to the opposite edge. I could feel the air on the back of my thighs and gently teasing my pussy. He started braiding my hair as I lay there resting on my knees. He attached some rope towards the middle of it and tied it as he completed it. The end of the rope was then tied to an anal hook. I knew what was coming next.

 He lubed the hook well and wiped the leftover on the entrance of my ass. He slowly pushed in the hook till the rope was taut. I gasped as it went, feeling the cold metal inside me. In this position I had to keep my head lifted up, as soon as I bent it to rest it on the table the hook pressed into my ass. He tied my wrists to the same rope towards my ass. My hands stretched straight.

 He came in front to give me a quick kiss on my lips and check if everything is alright with me. I gave him a smile to show my consent. No sooner had I done that I felt a sharp sting on my ass. I tried to jump up but there was no escaping. Infact I had to try not move much because of this damn hook. He spanked my ass again and again and again. My hands kept clenching and unclenching as his hand fell on my ass cheeks continuously. I could feel the heat on them as sure as I was that they were turning pink. I was whimpering and calling his name. But he knew I loved this as much as he did.

 He slid a finger, confidently along the surface of my slit. He didn’t push too deep. He rubbed the same finger down my cheek as I felt and smelled my wetness. He bent down to lick my throbbing ass cheeks, his cold tongue bringing some relief. The very next second he spit once on my left ass cheek and then on my right. I could feel his spit running down my ass. He brought out a candle and lit it up. He gave me a few seconds for the wax to collect and then slowly dripped it all over my back and ass. I struggled on the table, unable to move. Each drop making me flinch. I could imagine my backside being a red canvas from the wax and the beatings.

 He then untied my hands and slowly removed the hook from my ass.  I breathed out as it went out, knowing the sharp pain will come with relief. He left it tied to my hair though as he opened my ankles. He picked me and threw me on my back on the bed.

 He removed his own clothes and came near me. He took my hand in his and kept it on his manhood. I felt him completely,my hand moulding on his part. I could feel the warmth and him twitching under my hand. He let me take my time and when I was done feeling him, he slowly guided himself into me.

 I looked at my husband with the absolute love that I had for him. He bent down to kiss me as he slowly increased his pace. I could hear the wax crust and break under me as I put my hands deep in his hair and kissed him back. I moaned into his mouth as he fucked me hard. I held him close to me as my eyes teared up from getting rammed into but I didn’t want him to stop. I guided one of his hands to breasts as my back arched. He came into me and held my face as he emptied himself inside me. The moment he was done he turned to lie on his back and pulled me on top of him. We lay there as he stroked my back and hair and gave my tiny kisses wherever his lips would reach.