i’ve been using k lube for about a year and i’ve nearly run out so im about to buy more.
i like how affordable powdered lube is and the ability to mix to the consistency i want.
but i know there are a few other options out there.
what lubes would you recommend over k lube?
i’ve been using k lube for about a year and i’ve nearly run out so im about to buy more.
i like how affordable powdered lube is and the ability to mix to the consistency i want.
but i know there are a few other options out there.
what lubes would you recommend over k lube?
TW: addiction, drugs, ED
so i (26 NB) have been playing with my ass for a long time, and it’s a huge part of my sexuality. over the years i’ve gone through waves of shame and learned to accept this desire, but it’s at the point of genuinely getting in the way of my life.
i’m a bit size queen and i’ve built a collection of pretty big toys, including a large bad dragon nocturne, a sinnovator dagon 16” tentacle, and a really fun 13” realistic skin cock. i also like to wear my large knotted dildos as plugs as all my actual plugs feel too small to be satisfying now.
the thing is, i just can’t get enough. here i am, sitting filled with a double knotted dragon dildo, writing this post because i feel out of control. i’ve spent 3 days straight playing with all my toys, getting ridiculously stoned and forgetting to eat. this is not an uncommon occurrence when i have days off.
i put my toys away before going to bed, telling myself im going to be productive tomorrow. i wake up, i try to be productive, but the urge to be filled rises until i can’t ignore it anymore. i take one of my toys and insert it to wear it as a plug while i work, convincing myself ill keep working. but before long im grinding on it, then im face down ass up in mindless bliss.
i consider myself anal mostly, i cum only to end my hypnosis, otherwise i do not stop. but that often doesn’t last long before im sat on a huge toy again.
besides all the free time i could be spending on something more productive, this also has an impact on my relationship. i have an amazing relationship with my beautiful girlfriend but we lately don’t have a lot of sex. i dont think this addiction is the only reason, but its definitely a part of it.
she knows how much i love to take it in my ass and she has tried using toys on me occasionally but it’s clearly not something she is that into, and hasn’t happened in over a year. i wonder if the reason im so obsessed with anal in my alone time is partly because of the lack of it in our relationship.
we tried ENM for a while so i could explore bottoming for real cock, but i never had the courage to actually meet anyone, and shes no longer up for it anyway.
i have fantasies about just becoming a cam girl or something so i can justify how much time i spend filling my ass. but that isn’t an option for me, and i don’t actually want that. it’s just a fantasy really.
as hot as i find writing about this, im looking for advice.
has anyone dealt with similar experiences?
has anyone got any advice for keeping this kind of addiction manageable?