Loving not loving PIV
Don't really love to put my penis in her vagina. I don't hate it, but I just don't love it. For a long time and several partners I felt pressure to perform, pressure to bring her pleasure by fucking, pressure to enjoy it. Since I've been honest about this with my fiancee sex and life are so much better.
This morning we were cuddling and kissing a bit. I asked her if she want to play a little. She wanted to and I used a vibrator to get her off, while making out. After her orgasm she used her thumb and index finger for really slow, long, loose, teasing strokes. I started the move my hips, hump the finger-pussy she made for me. And after a few pumps I got a really intense ruined orgasm. The best way to cum IMHO