This might be the wrong place to ask this. But I'm looking for someone that is simultaneously progressive, but also into the 1950s/ tradwife aesthetic.
I know it might be a long shot. But I just want to see if such a person exists.
Extra points if you're open to poly, and/or cuckqueaning with a pan guy.
Yes, I cribbed the title a little bit from another poster. As a writer, it's an objectively great title.
But to the point, how would I know if someone younger is interested in me?
I ask because there's a woman I work with that I am interested in, and I think she is too. It does not help that I have some trauma regarding asking women out in school/ work that has made me avoid asking women out at school, work, or any other place I have to go frequently(gym, any store I go to on a regular basis, etc.) Additionally, I've learned that some of this maybe tied to my ADHD. I wasn't diagnosed until a couple years ago. And I struggle with imposter syndrome and picking up social cues when it comes to this stuff, in part because I shut that part down when I'm in a professional environment.
I've ignored these opportunities in the past, but don't want to miss out this time. Any advice would help and be appreciated.
I've long had the desire to have a fling with a woman where she ends up pregnant. But she knows that we can't be together. We continue to see each other for a while after she gets pregnant. But we eventually go our separate ways.
Since larger testicles produce more sperm, do women look for this in a man?
I ask because mine are twice the size of the average, and I've had many women tell me something along the lines of "oh, you're going to get someone pregnant" or "I want you to get me pregnant." It doesn't help that I catch women often looking at my crotch. Especially if I'm sitting down, because realistically, my two choices in buying pants comes down to buying ones that are too baggy, or ones that outline my junk.
I also very clearly have high testosterone levels in other ways too. I have more than average body hair, but not to the point of excess. I also believe that my high testosterone levels are part of why I am way more fit than guys half my age.
So, I am genuinely curious if women look for this.
I personally believe this is why I have such a strong desire to impregnate women, and get baby fever a lot. I feel like it's the male equivalent of how women feel around their fertility cycle. The only difference is that it's a near constant ache. And I just wish I had someone that at least understands this, and is there for me to release this strain.
I hope this post fits the subreddit's criteria, because I don't know where else I could ask this question.
Would a woman in her 20s actually be into a fit 40 year old guy?
Or is this just a male fantasy?