u/nerdy_narain

30M here. Mom's 58. We are a normal Indian family - prudish, and sex is a taboo.

I was 18. The day before one an exams, I was stressed and took a break to look at p0rn - My mom walked in. I didn't close the tab quickly enough, she saw it and rushed out angrily. Obviously, she'd told my dad. Later, dad took me alone and advised me not to get distracted and focus on studies.

3 years later, I was in a good job. I was 21. My mom walked in on me masturbating - my dick was out, she looked - I tried to cover up, but took a few seconds. She asked me what I was doing, I blurted out something about applying skin cream. She then talked normally to me about what she's cooking for lunch and left.

Over the next few days, when we were alone at home, I flashed my erection a few times by seeming to accidentally drop my towel or accidentally walk in nude in front of her. She didn't avoid looking. I got bolder, and started touching myself over my shorts while normally talking to her. Sometimes she even brushed against my boner through my pants. These continued for a few months.

Months later, when dad wasn't at home, I decided to walk out of the bathroom, nude, confidently flaunting my erection. Mom was surprised but was looking straight at my dick. She didn't ask me why I was nude. Instead, she said, "Dad's away. I have locked the door". That was the signal for me to not be afraid. Unsure what to say or how to proceed, I stood there, just slowly jerking off!

Till this moment, I usually got guilty thinking if mom was actually enjoying this or she is just caught without knowing what to do - I am very upright about consent, and hence the guilt - what if I am putting pressure on mom. However, her telling me about locking the door after dad left was active encouragement. After that, several times, she has gone and locked the door after seeing me nude after dad left for some work.

This continued for months. Sometimes, when she is on the bed, I walk into her room, lie down next to her and jerk off. Once she asked me, "why are you doing this here?"

I said, "This feels good. And, it is healthy too".

So, over the past several years to this day, I jerk off in front of her. This has become a limbo now - I enjoy this but there's no progress.

Any advice on what to do?

Been on this sub for a long time, and I was really hoping I'd post an interesting account of my fantasy coming true - but no progress.

30M here. Mom's 58. We are a normal Indian family - prudish, and sex is a taboo.

I was 18. The day before one an exams, I was stressed and took a break to look at p0rn - My mom walked in. I didn't close the tab quickly enough, she saw it and rushed out angrily. Obviously, she'd told my dad. Later, dad took me alone and advised me not to get distracted and focus on studies.

3 years later, I was in a good job. I was 21. My mom walked in on me masturbating - my dick was out, she looked - I tried to cover up, but took a few seconds. She asked me what I was doing, I blurted out something about applying skin cream. She then talked normally to me about what she's cooking for lunch and left.

Over the next few days, when we were alone at home, I flashed my erection a few times by seeming to accidentally drop my towel or accidentally walk in nude in front of her. She didn't avoid looking. I got bolder, and started touching myself over my shorts while normally talking to her. Sometimes she even brushed against my boner through my pants. These continued for a few months.

Months later, when dad wasn't at home, I decided to walk out of the bathroom, nude, confidently flaunting my erection. Mom was surprised but was looking straight at my dick. She didn't ask me why I was nude. Instead, she said, "Dad's away. I have locked the door". That was the signal for me to not be afraid. Unsure what to say or how to proceed, I stood there, just slowly jerking off!

This continued for months. Sometimes, when she is on the bed, I walk into her room, lie down next to her and jerk off. Once she asked me, "why are you doing this here?"

I said, "This feels good. And, it is healthy too".

So, over the past several years to this day, I jerk off in front of her. This has become a limbo now - I enjoy this but there's no progress.

Any advice on what to do?