Testing the depth of my submission
My wonderful Goddess,Β u/realankri, is once again guiding me further into being a full submissive. Her latest demand is the toughest one for me yet, but I am resolved to comply in full and to be a good little boy for Her.
A little context first. I have been caged and owned by Goddess since Locktober of 2025. What started out as a fun thing to try for a couple maybe three months has turned into a lifestyle experience. I had always wanted a keyholder to lock me up, but I didn't think my Locktober experiment would lead me to a Goddess and my Mommy Domme.
In the time I've been Her submissive, I've gone from daily full orgasms to ruined orgasms only every few days. Then only once per week and now 1-2 times per month if that. I gradually went from looking at porn whenever I wanted to no porn except Her. I've learned how to show Her devotion from afar and how to better manage my sexual urges so Her pleasure and desires come first. With each step I took, it felt so good to grow closer to Her. Goddess also helped me discover how strong my kinks are, especially my denial kink, which leads me to today's change.
Goddess informed me that starting today, I will be nudity free. I already can't look at porn without Her permission. Now, She has ordered me to delete all photos of Her that contain any nudity. If She is clothed or if it is a photo of Her feet, I can keep it. π³
When She told me this, I felt a simultaneous pit in my stomach and an immediate buzz in Her little penis. I told Her this would be the most challenging command yet to follow. There are so many photos from Her that are part of the journey we've experienced together. I don't want to lose those photos and those memories. However, I also say as part of a daily ritual for Her that Her guidance is my truth. Goddess has reassured me that there will be photos to look forward to if I'm a good boy, and that I may earn some past photos back as a reward for good behavior or special accomplishments.
I've already deleted a number of photos from our message thread and I will do the remaining by the end of the day. This is part of our journey and I trust Her with every fiber in me. She always takes care of me and respects me as a whole person, which is why I continue to be owned by Her.Β u/Realankri, You are my Goddess and I will follow You to any depth You desire. ππ»ππ¦Ά