u/ruanfen

こんにちは。

22歳のアジア人です。
日本語を勉強中なんですが、普通の会話だけじゃつまらないので…
日本人男性とエロい話や下ネタをしながら覚えたいです。

間違えたら優しく直してくれると嬉しいです（もしかして、もっとエロく直してくれる？）。
オンライン希望です。

興味ある人、DM待ってます~

Throwaway obviously.

I am 22F, I’ve been secretly masturbating in public and semi-public places for the past couple of years. It started as a one-time thrill and quickly turned into something I crave. I know it isn't a good thing, but I just simply got hooked doing it..

It’s not like I plan it every time… sometimes I’m out somewhere and the urge hits me hard. Before I know it I’m discreetly touching myself in places I really shouldn’t - empty classroom, car in car parks, dressing rooms in stores, public restrooms, you name it. There have been multiple times where people were walking right by or I could hear voices getting closer, and instead of stopping I just got more turned on and press my fingers deeper into me.

I always feel a wave of shame right after, telling myself “never again,” but then the thrill wins and I end up doing it again. The mix of fear and pleasure is stupidly addictive.

I feel like such a freak for admitting this… but honestly, part of me would love to try actually fucking in those same places next time.