u/secret-kink278

Hi,

I’m Han 🩷 I’m 26F and live in Yorkshire, UK. Im looking for a daddy to call my own in a long term relationship (if we connect and get there!). I am a little(and sometimes brat) who loves diapers and pacis and all the cuddles. I have only started leaning into my little side this year so it’s still quite new to me and I’m still learning things about myself! I had a daddy for 5 months recently but unfortunately it broke off as he had to take a step back from kink for his mental health. But I finally feel ready to move on.

I am looking for a relationship and a partner who is a dominant man and can make the decisions for me because I hate making them myself. I want someone who can give me some rules and rewards and light punishments to keep me inline (especially when I’m a brat). I want someone who will help me explore this little side of myself and encourage me to be the best version of myself I can be!

Kinks: I am into ddlg, abdl (I wear diapers occasionally, only wet them atm!), orgasm control and denial, overstimulation, light impact play and bondage. I also have a HUGE praise kink! I’m interested in light medical play, light humiliation and CNC (if discussed thoroughly). Limits include: no permanent marks, no blood, no scat, no extreme pain or humiliation. And no comments about my weight (I do get quite sensitive). There is probably more I’m into and willing to discuss different kinks and learning about them!

As a big girl I am a nurse so can’t always be online but I’m online as much as I can be! It also means I can’t be 24/7, but I did go through a phase of wearing all the time outside of work but it’s expensive!

Outside of work I enjoy reading, crafty things - crochet and cross stitch mainly, cozy games on my switch, true crime shows and podcasts and a nice walk. I love Disney things (my teddies include Mickey and Pluto - one for downstairs and one for upstairs) and one day I wanna visit all the disney parks in the world. So far I’ve only visited Paris. I also love Lego but it’s so expensive! I’ve learned I love Bluey! But open to cartoon suggestions!

Looks wise I’m 5’6, dark blonde hair, I wear glasses, I’m a curvy gal. I dress mainly comfy but I love a dress when I go out on dates or to meals. I do suffer from anxiety and depression - but it’s well controlled with meds, I just get a little anxious if there’s long periods of silence without explanation within a dynamic/relationship. I do also have some stomach issues with my health, but it doesn’t usually largely affect my life (most of the time).

Anyway if you like any of this and want to chat send me a DM! I look forward to hearing from you! ☺️💕

Hi,

I’m Han 🩷 I’m 26F and live in Yorkshire, UK. Im looking for a daddy to call my own in a long term relationship (if we connect and get there!). I am a little(and sometimes brat) who loves diapers and pacis and all the cuddles. I have only started leaning into my little side this year so it’s still quite new to me and I’m still learning things about myself! I had a daddy for 5 months recently but unfortunately it broke off as he had to take a step back from kink for his mental health. But I finally feel ready to move on.

I am looking for a relationship and a partner who is a dominant man and can make the decisions for me because I hate making them myself. I want someone who can give me some rules and rewards and light punishments to keep me inline (especially when I’m a brat). I want someone who will help me explore this little side of myself and encourage me to be the best version of myself I can be!

Kinks: I am into ddlg, abdl (I wear diapers occasionally, only wet them atm!), orgasm control and denial, overstimulation, light impact play and bondage. I also have a HUGE praise kink! I’m interested in light medical play, light humiliation and CNC (if discussed thoroughly). Limits include: no permanent marks, no blood, no scat, no extreme pain or humiliation. And no comments about my weight (I do get quite sensitive). There is probably more I’m into and willing to discuss different kinks and learning about them!

As a big girl I am a nurse so can’t always be online but I’m online as much as I can be! It also means I can’t be 24/7, but I did go through a phase of wearing all the time outside of work but it’s expensive!

Outside of work I enjoy reading, crafty things - crochet and cross stitch mainly, cozy games on my switch, true crime shows and podcasts and a nice walk. I love Disney things (my teddies include Mickey and Pluto - one for downstairs and one for upstairs) and one day I wanna visit all the disney parks in the world. So far I’ve only visited Paris. I also love Lego but it’s so expensive! I’ve learned I love Bluey! But open to cartoon suggestions!

Looks wise I’m 5’6, dark blonde hair, I wear glasses, I’m a curvy gal. I dress mainly comfy but I love a dress when I go out on dates or to meals. I do suffer from anxiety and depression - but it’s well controlled with meds, I just get a little anxious if there’s long periods of silence without explanation within a dynamic/relationship. I do also have some stomach issues with my health, but it doesn’t usually largely affect my life (most of the time).

Anyway if you like any of this and want to chat send me a DM! I look forward to hearing from you! ☺️💕

Hi,

I’m Han 🩷 I’m 26F and live in Yorkshire, but I’m from the north east! Im looking for a daddy to call my own in a long term relationship (if we connect and get there!). I am a little(and sometimes brat) who loves diapers and pacis and all the cuddles. I have only started leaning into my little side this year so it’s still quite new to me and I’m still learning things about myself! I had a daddy for 5 months recently but unfortunately it broke off as he had to take a step back from kink for his mental health. But I finally feel ready to move on.

I am looking for a relationship and a partner who is a dominant man and can make the decisions for me because I hate making them myself. I want someone who can give me some rules and rewards and light punishments to keep me inline (especially when I’m a brat). I want someone who will help me explore this little side of myself and encourage me to be the best version of myself I can be!

Kinks: I am into ddlg, abdl (I wear diapers occasionally, only wet them atm!), orgasm control and denial, overstimulation, light impact play and bondage. I also have a HUGE praise kink! I’m interested in light medical play, light humiliation and CNC (if discussed thoroughly). Limits include: no permanent marks, no blood, no scat, no extreme pain or humiliation. And no comments about my weight (I do get quite sensitive). There is probably more I’m into and willing to discuss different kinks and learning about them!

As a big girl I am a nurse so can’t always be online but I’m online as much as I can be! It also means I can’t be 24/7, but I did go through a phase of wearing all the time outside of work but it’s expensive!

Outside of work I enjoy reading, crafty things - crochet and cross stitch mainly, cozy games on my switch, true crime shows and podcasts and a nice walk. I love Disney things (my teddies include Mickey and Pluto - one for downstairs and one for upstairs) and one day I wanna visit all the disney parks in the world. So far I’ve only visited Paris. I also love Lego but it’s so expensive! I’ve learned I love Bluey! But open to cartoon suggestions!

Looks wise I’m 5’6, dark blonde hair, I wear glasses, I’m a curvy gal. I dress mainly comfy but I love a dress when I go out on dates or to meals. I do suffer from anxiety and depression - but it’s well controlled with meds, I just get a little anxious if there’s long periods of silence without explanation within a dynamic/relationship. I do also have some stomach issues with my health, but it doesn’t usually largely affect my life (most of the time).

Anyway if you like any of this and want to chat send me a DM! I look forward to hearing from you! ☺️💕

Hi,

I’m Han 🩷 I’m 26F and live in Yorkshire, UK. Im looking for a daddy to call my own in a long term relationship (if we connect and get there!). I am a little(and sometimes brat) who loves diapers and pacis and all the cuddles. I have only started leaning into my little side this year so it’s still quite new to me and I’m still learning things about myself! I had a daddy for 5 months recently but unfortunately it broke off as he had to take a step back from kink for his mental health. But I finally feel ready to move on.

I am looking for a relationship and a partner who is a dominant man and can make the decisions for me because I hate making them myself. I want someone who can give me some rules and rewards and light punishments to keep me inline (especially when I’m a brat). I want someone who will help me explore this little side of myself and encourage me to be the best version of myself I can be!

Kinks: I am into ddlg, abdl (I wear diapers occasionally, only wet them atm!), orgasm control and denial, overstimulation, light impact play and bondage. I also have a HUGE praise kink! I’m interested in light medical play, light humiliation and CNC (if discussed thoroughly). Limits include: no permanent marks, no blood, no scat, no extreme pain or humiliation. And no comments about my weight (I do get quite sensitive). There is probably more I’m into and willing to discuss different kinks and learning about them!

As a big girl I am a nurse so can’t always be online but I’m online as much as I can be! It also means I can’t be 24/7, but I did go through a phase of wearing all the time outside of work but it’s expensive!

Outside of work I enjoy reading, crafty things - crochet and cross stitch mainly, cozy games on my switch, true crime shows and podcasts and a nice walk. I love Disney things (my teddies include Mickey and Pluto - one for downstairs and one for upstairs) and one day I wanna visit all the disney parks in the world. So far I’ve only visited Paris. I also love Lego but it’s so expensive! I’ve learned I love Bluey! But open to cartoon suggestions!

Looks wise I’m 5’6, dark blonde hair, I wear glasses, I’m a curvy gal. I dress mainly comfy but I love a dress when I go out on dates or to meals. I do suffer from anxiety and depression - but it’s well controlled with meds, I just get a little anxious if there’s long periods of silence without explanation within a dynamic/relationship. I do also have some stomach issues with my health, but it doesn’t usually largely affect my life (most of the time).

Anyway if you like any of this and want to chat send me a DM! I look forward to hearing from you! ☺️💕

I had been speaking to my daddy/dom for 6 months. He was clear it was never a committed bf/gf relationship but was clear we had a deep trusting connection because of the DDLG and d/s elements, We only met once because he works away but talked every single day for 6 months. He knew I had a fear of being ghosted because of previous relationship.

He had an accident he was responsible for at work and was sad and asked for some time, after 3 days I said I guess this is over and he confirmed my worst fears. He said an accident happened that he was responsible for because he was too focused on our dynamic and porn and things. He ended it and said he needs time out of the kink world and keeps trying to reassure me it’s not my fault but it was our dynamic he was focussing on how can that not be my fault? I am mad that he didn’t just have the conversation with me rather than ghost me and then confirm my fears.

I feel so so so so guilty and bad for being a bad sub and partner. I don’t know how I’m ever gonna be able to be little or subby again, he was the first and only guy I’ve ever had that experience with. I didn’t tell my friends the nature of our relationship and only one of them knows I’d been chatting to a guy and had sex so I can’t even lean on them. I feel so so so shitty and can’t stop crying and all I want is for his arms to be wrapped around me kissing my head and telling me it will all be okay.

I don’t even know what I’m wanting from this post I’m just sad and wanted to vent.