u/sssyhanna

mtf speaks to me and it scares me. but being a sissy doesnt seem as bad. 1. its not permanent 2. its just a kink

but everytime i "feel" like a girl its like im being myself for the first time and its addicting. its not enough just wearing the clothes. its being on the receiving end of a relationship, wanting to please and nurture and make someone happy, pulling someone in and making them WANT you

i used to think i really liked sex. i also used to think i was a man that loved to dominate submissive women. then i started playing with my ass and every sissygasm since has made me more and more of a girl

in the past 3 months, ive realized:
- i like men
- i like cock
- i dont like my cock
- i was never really a man
- i want to be a girl

has anyone else been "changed" by a sissygasm? its the only way i orgasm now and i havent used my penis since then