u/thatspacetea

Hi everyone,, I have BPD and always had to deal with addictions, being sex one of them. I've been sa'ed before which enhanced my hypersexuality long ago.

Yet, now I'm truly desperate, feeling I haven't had consistent, satisfying sex in years.

I used to post online but things always get out of proportion and end up masturbating all day to comments, or people get way too weird (e.g. using my nudes to pretend they are me to trade).

I'm discussing this with my therapist tomorrow. I can't live like this I can't even masturbate with her overwhelming this feels ..