[Request][M4F]Soft DD/lg fucking with some emotional support for someone suffering from long term autistic burnout [Aftercare][DDlg][Daddy][Cunnilingus][Missionary][Doggy][Sensory Play][Light bondage][Size difference][Overstimulation]

Plot:

I'd write this myself, but I'm too exhausted to write another comfort script

One of the biggest things I've been suffering from is the constant "masking" and lack of support. Personally, I'm always a proponent of trying to meet in the middle and compromise in order to function in society.

But it's just grown to be too heavy.

Listener is struggling with a life transition whether that's returning to college in middle age, trying to find a job, laid off, etc.

Speaker can tell she's just utterly done. When she smiles, it's more of a grimace. Even a genuine smile doesn't reach her eyes. Kinda a dead fish look to be honest. At least, that's how I feel.

Speaker can see she's not stopping on her own, so he decides to take things into his own hands. I'm fine with some sternness. I know myself and that I'm a stubborn person.

The sensory play is the biggest part for me.

Now, I'm not talking about the traditional ASMR triggers (though binaural is always welcome). Even just including things such as...soft blankets, cuddling with stuffies, holding Listener tightly to make her feel secure.

I personally have a huge voice kink (go figure), but for me, it's beyond just hearing a nice voice.

It's hard to describe but it's physically pleasant to hear something nice. Not just a voice, but even a metal song I enjoy, i can still feel that pleasure. While the opposite is very painful. If it's unpleasant like yelling, etc. it's physically painful.

Okay that was too long

Sex acts I'd like to be included: Cunnilingus, doggy, missionary. Overstimulation is a huge one for me. I wanna be "head empty, no thoughts" literally lmao

Phrases/pet names I'd like to be included: I'm partial to "little one" along with the traditional pet names. Just a lot of reassurance that I don't have to be performing all the time would be great.

Things I absolutely do not want to be included: Things I don't want: No "hardplay" for this one please. Rough fucking is fine, but nothing like choking, degradation, humiliation, knife play, etc. Usual hard limits apply. No scat, watersports, incest, animals, public

Above all though NO YELLING!

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u/toocynicaltocare — 3 days ago

[M4F] Defining Bravery [SFW][MDom][Affirmations][L-Bomb][Comfort][CW: Implied Past Emotional and Verbal Abuse][Safe Space][Reassurance][Crying][Uncle Iroh Impression]

Originally posted on PTA, but this can easily be adapted for a kink dynamic with a MDom and fSub

I'm partial to DD/lg personally, but I'm sure it can fit for anything.

If you wanna flip it around for different genders, etc. feel free to. Just please credit me!

Script

Original PTA text below:

I haven't written a script in close to a decade.

Many things have happened since then.

But, this is something I'd still love to have filled.

If you are familiar with basically being an Elsa (conceal, don't feel, don't let it show), then you might find some comfort in this. I know I would.

And yes, I quote Uncle Iroh. I grew up watching Avatar The Last Airbender as it was airing, so it'll always have a special place in my heart.

I intentionally left it ambiguous regarding the reason Listener is upset. This was originally going to be an aftercare audio, but I decided against it. I wanted this to be more widely applicable.

Thanks.

Disclaimer: All characters are 18+ and consenting adults. Do not use my content without credit. Do not use it for AI training or monetization.

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u/toocynicaltocare — 4 days ago

[Introduction] Back after almost a decade

Was almost 9 years ago when I was first in the community. Fell outta it, life happened, but as I go through another transition in life, I decided to see how the community was doing. I've been itching to write again, and I missed creating narratives.

For short, I can go by Cynic, and I'm definitely a degenerate.

Pronouns are she/her, gender is cis-female

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u/toocynicaltocare — 4 days ago

Good earbuds

I prefer earbuds over headphones, but welp, for my listening pleasure, what a good affordable set of earbuds?

I desperately need new ones, especially for those really high quality audios.

EDIT: I completely forgot to mention but I have VERY small ears.... so I definitely need earbuds that would fit that.

EDIT 2: Found some! Got the Soundcore P30i and they work with my baby sized ears LOL

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u/toocynicaltocare — 6 days ago

[M4F] Defining Bravery [SFW][Affirmations][L-Bomb][Comfort][CW: Implied Past Emotional and Verbal Abuse][Safe Space][Reassurance][Crying][Uncle Iroh Impression]

Script

I haven't written a script in close to a decade.

Many things have happened since then.

But, this is something I'd still love to have filled.

If you are familiar with basically being an Elsa (conceal, don't feel, don't let it show), then you might find some comfort in this. I know I would.

And yes, I quote Uncle Iroh. I grew up watching Avatar The Last Airbender as it was airing, so it'll always have a special place in my heart.

I intentionally left it ambiguous regarding the reason Listener is upset. This was originally going to be an aftercare audio, but I decided against it. I wanted this to be more widely applicable.

Thanks.

Disclaimer: All characters are 18+ and consenting adults. Do not use my content without credit. Do not use it for AI training or monetization.

EDIT: How did I post this and forget to actually link the damn script. I'm a dummy

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u/toocynicaltocare — 6 days ago

[A4A] WIP Comfort for Crying [SFW][Implied Past Emotional and Verbal Abuse][Safe Space][Comfort][Reassurance][Crying]

So, it's been almost a decade since I've written a script, and I'm pretty damn rusty. I've been writing prose this whole time, so it's been an adjustment going back to this haha.

I did read the tips in the FAQ and the guides, but I think what I'm still having a hard time doing is...giving better context in a way? Like I have all these lines of reassurance but it feels disjointed and hollow.

Script

Thank you in advanced!

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u/toocynicaltocare — 7 days ago

[M4A] Would love to hear men read my favorite poem! "Sonnets From the Portuguese 1" by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Sonnets from the Portuguese  1: I thought once how Theocritus had sung

By Elizabeth Barrett Browning

I thought once how Theocritus had sung

Of the sweet years, the dear and wished for years,

Who each one in a gracious hand appears

To bear a gift for mortals, old or young:

And, as I mused it in his antique tongue,

I saw, in gradual vision through my tears,

The sweet, sad years, the melancholy years,

Those of my own life, who by turns had flung

A shadow across me. Straightway I was 'ware,

So weeping, how a mystic Shape did move

Behind me, and drew me backward by the hair,

And a voice said in mastery, while I strove, ...

Guess now who holds thee?'—Death,' I said. But there,

The silver answer rang ... Not Death, but Love.'

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This poem has a really special place in my heart. I first discovered it when reading "Til Death Do Us Part" by Tangstory. It still remains my favorite novel. When I read the analysis of the poem and Browning's background, I felt connected to this poem on a deeper level.

u/toocynicaltocare — 10 days ago

Long shot but....any good Welsh MDom creators?

Ever since the egghead Solas in Dragon Age Inqusition swooned me and then broke my fucking heart, I've had a thing for Welsh accents. Then came Blaidd in Elden Ring. And then I discovered Estinien in FF14... I'm doooomed

Are there any good MDoms with Welsh accents T_T

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u/toocynicaltocare — 11 days ago

30 [F4M] #Wisconsin (USA/Europe Timezones) Sub/little looking for a Daddy Dom to provide a stabilizing and guiding influence in my chaotic life!

Hello! Now that I’ve rested, I can write a proper personals post!

I’m a sub/little that’s looking for a cis-male Daddy Dom that can provide a stabilizing and grounding influence. My current situation is pretty chaotic, and I’m just craving the guidance, nurturing, and clear stable expectations a Daddy can provide.

I’m open to those that are 31-40 years old. Definitely nobody younger than me.

I’m 30 years old and East Asian. I live in Wisconsin, but I’m open to long distance if the goal is to eventually be together in real life. 

That’s another important thing. I’m looking for a proper relationship instead of just a dynamic. I know that’s a deal breaker for a lot of people.

I know another deal breaker is that I’m not very feminine, mainly because of a lot of sensory issues. I don’t wear dresses, skirts, heels, and jeans. I don’t wear makeup because the sensation is really unpleasant. So, if you’re looking for a girly girl, it’s best to move on because I won’t fit that. 

What I DO enjoy wearing are loose shirts, oversized sweaters, yoga and sweat pants, shorts, and sneakers. Obviously for work, I am able to dress business casual. I’m just really picky about the material the clothes are made out of.

Another important thing to note is that I do have autism and ADHD. However, this does not mean I’m incapable of adulting. If you’re looking to infantalize me because of those, I’m not interested. 

I weigh 232lbs at only 5 '0 tall. I do want to lose the weight but right now due to my living situation, I’m not able to prioritize it. I’m hoping to move out by the end of summer when I return to school. I also have psoriasis which does worsen with stress. Since I’m pretty stressed out now, it’s more prominent now. 

I graduated with a bachelors back in 2021, but it led nowhere so I’m returning to college for a B.S. Economics. Hopefully by the time I graduate, the job market won’t be as shitty. Due to this, I won’t be able to relocate for 2 years. Once I’m done though, I’m up for relocating for sure. I wanna leave the city I grew up in haha.

As for my hobbies, I enjoy reading, video games, drawing bad art, writing, listening to game streams, educational videos, and learning in general. If I can share these hobbies with a Daddy, that’d be amazing!

Other important notes. I’m left leaning/liberal. If you are a right-leaning/conservative/Trump supporter, don’t even bother messaging me.

Since I am looking for a LTR that hopefully results in “forever”, I need to note that I am CHILD-FREE! I do NOT want children. I will never change my mind about this. 

I’m also monogamous and kinda clingy when I get attached. I’m not interested in any poly relationships, helping you cheat on your SO, or anything like that. 

Alright, now to what you’re probably waiting for; Kinky me.

Kinks: Praise, affection, “good girl”, nipple play, orgasm control, overstimulation, edging, monsters/aliens, forced orgasm, corruption, roleplay, remote sex toy control play, and CNC.

I also have a HUGE voice kink. I definitely have a preference for those with smooth baritones. Do with that what you will. 

Hard Limits: Heavy impact play, degradation, humiliation, extreme bondage, heavy sensory deprivation, wax play, needles, knives, guns, blood, piss, shit, human toilet, cucking, incest, animals, social suicide, exhibitionist, anything permanent, yelling, verbal abuse, age regression, age play as a minor, bladder control, feederism, 

To be honest, I’m still exploring, but if it’s not one of my hard limits, I MIGHT be willing to give it a shot. 

I’ll say that you’ll get further with me using sugar instead of the stick. I WILL not tolerate someone who yells, emotional abuse, or verbal abuse. 

I can be pretty silly and teasing but I don’t want this treated as bratting. I want someone to accept that I’m a playful person when I’m not required to be serious.

For “little space”, I don’t age regress. For me, it’s more of being able to indulge in activities and feelings that I enjoy that I haven’t really been able to in the past. Making bad art, watching some shows from my childhood, feeling pampered and secure and that I can lean on someone. Being able to cry/have a meltdown without being gaslit and ridiculed for it would be amazing.

 I want to feel safe to indulge in “meaningless” things such as squealing about how adorable Clodsire is and how much I love beavers. I want to feel like I can create without the pressure of trying to get better at it/monetize it. 

As for what I’m physically attracted to, I’m attracted to masculine looking men. Think Scott Arthur, Robert Vernon, and Gallagher from Honkai Star Rail. Yes, I know that last one is 2D, but he’s literally one of the best examples of what I’m into haha.

I think I’ve touched on everything in this. 

I’d like to exchange pics early on to avoid wasting time. I’ve made that mistake a few times now where we’ll talk for a while and then we exchange pics only to find we’re not attracted to each other. To prove you read this, tell me what you’re passionate about in addition to your basic information. 

Okay, that’s my novel. 

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u/toocynicaltocare — 23 days ago