u/unusual_asset

The past 2 Saturday mornings we have used a penis sleeve resulting in her going into convulsions and moaning loud enough to wake the neighbors, yet she says I doesn't matter to her if we use it or not.

I think she doesn't want to admit she likes bigger ones.

I'm a very happily married man of 25 years. I have struggled and fought these sins since I was young. I don't even watch porn lustfully but more for the act of sex itself if that makes sense. I'll watch a particular style of sex or situation and never even think about wanting the woman involved. Does anyone else have this issue?