Random questions from a beginner
Background:
Foremost, I'm so excited to be on this journey and I'm in no rush to find that dry prostate orgasm. Here to enjoy the ride....
I have the Aneros Eupho Syn V device, which I got a little while ago. This is my first backdoor device I've owned and have never inserted anything in my ass prior to this. I've had ~13 sessions with it so far ranging from 45-85 minutes. Some sessions I've experimented w/ additional penile stimulation, other sessions being backdoor only. Some sessions I've finished w/ penile orgasm, w/ the device still inserted.
I still have yet to consciously identify the prostate. Usually my conscious fidelity of sensation increases overtime during a session going from dull awareness of something being in my ass to a higher definition of felt sensation(s) back there, however I still don't necessarily feel where the prostate is. Inactive approaches haven't amounted to much, while more active seems to do more for me. Further, I have yet to observe any involuntary contractions whatsoever, nor any leakage. Given time, I generally can find some pleasure from the backdoor every session to various degrees, but nothing too crazy.
Thoughts and Questions:
I remember that Forrest Andrews mentioned in a podcast that the Eupho device can require more advanced muscle use / control, especially being a smaller device. Any additional thoughts or comments on this? After reading the wiki again, I'm thinking I should experiment w/ more structured contraction exercises. I've mostly just gone w/ the flow during sessions, just contracting and relaxing here and there, rocking my hips, etc; generally playing around with what feels good. I think I've lost the plot a bit, and would like to get in the habit of really focusing on various contraction exercises and seeing how they feel. Correct me if I'm wrong, but this seems like a good approach to generating those involuntaries and leakage. I've poked through mindgasm and worked through the first few lessons prior to using the Aneros device. I'm also wondering if anyone knows of any other places to find audio exercises I can follow to help me execute on a more structured approach during sessions.
I'm also considering adding another device into my inventory to experiment with. I'm considering a larger Aneros like the Helix or Psy, or possibly getting something different like the NJOY. Would love any opinions about this.
Lastly, I'm not sure if more discussion needs to be had around this, but it seems the community is divided when it comes to use of penile stim during sessions, especially for a beginner. I see myself as simply experimenting w/ various methods and finding what works for me. I do find the sessions w/ penile stim to have a lot more going on, but unsure if it's helpful for awakening the prostate...
TLDR
Beginner finding his way... Has yet to definitely identify the feeling of the prostate, or observe any involuntary contractions, or leakage.... Has found some pleasure, but nothing crazy... Looking for thoughts around the use of the Eupho model and the need for better muscle use / control... Curious about trying a more structured approach of using contraction exercises... Looking for good guided audios for contraction exercises (other than mindgasm)... Considering getting a different (potentially larger device), or NJOY... Ongoing discussion of penile stim while awakening the prostate path...