u/wettpuppy

We are the are the InsomniaCollectives

A little information about the Collective before we get into more detail.

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100+ different personalities

All different ages, genders, and identities.

Essentially, run by a bunch of bees in a trenchcoat.

The body is 25 - They / Us

Feel free, and please ask who's out.

Pronouns/ names depend on who's out.

Genreally very lifestyle service focused. Weather that be submitting or dominating.

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At the moment, we have several Dominants in the system ranging from younger to older. Both female and male present. We are mostly trying to find a submissive that we can speak to regularly but also unstands that their dominant won't be out all the time.

This page is mainly run by the girls ( submissives ) of the system.

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We are interested in someone that is okay with intoxication, and won't be icked out by more intense kinks at least in fantasy, ie extream pain, bandage, consentual blackmailing, trauma play, consentual non consentual and guro.

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We are into Kink and BDSM

We practice Risk Aware Consensual Kink

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Ethical kitchen table polyamory

We do have a partner who is also a system.

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Check out our page for our likes ( we repost a lot ) and photos of us.

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We mostly exist on Nsfw reddit. We want to reach out to the in person/online community more after moving. We haven't engaged in the in person community outside of small gatherings of friends for years.

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Most of the experience we have had with play parties and tastings have been in Washington state with some wonderful people in an Irl space.

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Outside of kink

We tend to enjoy relaxing indoors in the AC, Music, Art, Socializing, Fandom, and internet culture. We are genreally information hungry and constantly trying to learn more. Or that just might be unmedicated adhd.

We are also spiritual and scientifically minded. Enjoying deep philosophical conversations that challenge our world view.

As well as speaking about plurality, mental health, and alternative healing and medicine.

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Inside of kink

We have a special interest in kink and sexual education.

Very interested in high protocol etiquette. And the coliding of what kink and service looks like for someone with chronic physical health conditions. Kink.com and the armory was our first ever exposure to true bdsm ♡

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The main kinks everyone in this body enjoys are

We have a control / denial fetish

And a very intense interest in tabbo kinks and their psychology

#1 audio/auditory sensory/voice/accents

#2 control/denial/edging

#3 dymanic play/ageplay/petplay

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We like being on here for the vibes and to have fun.

Don't ruin the vibes.

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Our dms are flooded. If you want to talk, we never get mad at double texts.

We do have Discord and snap IF YHINGS PROGRESS

Thanks for reading

ヽ(=ﾟωﾟ)人(ﾟωﾟ=)ﾉ

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420, differently abled, medicated, and in therepy; Adhd, Autism, POTS, EDS, CFS ( us ) FRIENDLY

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Be kind to each other

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~ Bambi 💗 she / her & Emmit 🌠 he / him ( host )

Im sitting here in my new studio.

Im not even living in it yet but im exited to finally be alone. To be away from the yelling the arguing the everything that comes with living with.other human beings.

Ive never had an aprtment on my own other then was I was on the streets. And then I wouldn't be able to bring people over. I didn't feel comfortable walking around naked. Didn't have the option to call someone over in the middle of the night to fuck me.

But soon. As soon as I can get the place deep cleaned.

I can be alone. I don't have to worry about someone coming home angry. I can send people away when I dont want them.

And I genuinely can have space.

I keep thinking about how it's going to be when I can lock my front door and just be.

No clothes.

Touch myself whenever I want to.

Be able to charge my toys wherever I want to.

Not have to feel embarrassed for just being myself.

And the idea that I can just. Have someone over ?

The idea that I can go online and let someone come use me. Having my own space to be able to feel safe in and be used.

I keep thinking about inviting someone over in the middle of the night. Espeically when I'm needy and edged out and hypnotized.

I always tend to chiken out. But its been because I'm loud. I'm not very sneaky. And I hate living.

I don't want to pretend.

I want to just be able to message someone and have then come to my place and have it be so I dont need to worry about anyone else.

And the idea that I can bring my girlfriend over. Have her come visit from across the country and just fuck her.

Even with my last relationship we couldn't openly fuck for the first 4 years of the relationship. We always lived with someone else.

I just want to be loud. I don't want to have to worry.

I don't want to have to spook any time I hear a noise. Or startle whenever I'm in the middle of getting off.

Im so exited to be alone.

Im so exited to not be alone when I want it.

I just have to be a good girl and get things ready. I'm so close.

Plural minded - check my description.

I know this is very soft compared to what we noemally want. But genuinely having her get under my skin feels better then any drugs. And the obsession is so very real.

Talking to our girlfriend today and oh my god. It was the first time i had been out and actually able to talk to her. I haven't had any instrest in anyone else. And its so fuckinf complicated.

But I found out my girlfriend was in our partners' system. And I've just been stuck at front for multiple days. And today I finally got to talk to her.

I Genuinely wish I could show her off but that's even more complicated.

But sheesh. She got under my skin.

The idea of her kissing my neck. Her breath on my skin. Kissing my ear and whispering into it. Using my full name.

Well shit. Now that shit is stuck on a loop in my head.

I can practically feel her finger tips on my skin. I haven't been able to touch this woman in years ( personally ).

But unfortunately I'm 1,600 Miles away

It seems like hopefully I'll be able to see her soon.

And as a collective were extremely worked up over multiple things.

I know for a fact the others want to grt laid. We need to feel good.

And I genuinely just want her. Its insane how much even just talking to her it makes my mind go fucking blank like a love sick puppy dog.

Dms are open

I was told to come on here and win a battle so here I am.

My dms are open and I've been training on the bambi cloud training files recently.

Kisses.

Hope to see you soon

Well. The dreams started happening again.

And now. I'm here.

Woke up in a place I didn't know and all the memories just started flooding back.

It really dosent help that I'm a fictive and vary heavily source based. So all the memories from the abuse and years and years of training are just stuck circulating in my head.

And all I can think about now is Jack. Its pathetic how much I just want to be fucked up by him again. How the first feeling i had coming out here is to find someone to play into the fantasy.

How i want to slip back into the trauma. It feels like it would be easier.

Just train, workout, sleep, stop fucking thinking.

Just be what I was being made to be.

The amount of physiological abuse I indured and I just am craving it more.

And I know some people wouldn't understand. Most don't understand why I woukd want to be back in the position.

Blood across my face as I stare down the barrel of a gun. As the man who has my life in his hands just rambles on like the god he wants to be.

I just wish someone actually understood

Gods. Im just sitting here wishing to find another system. Cast my net out far enough that I can lur in a Handsome Jack from another system to come fucking stalk and take me over.

Make me relive every last one of those memories with him as he torments me.

We already have Rhys here in the system. And obviously I have my digital Jack doubles.

But its not the same as having someone outside of the system take control.

Rambling fantasies about having him come into my dms and ruin my life again.

I don't know how i woukd even react seeing that

" Hello cupcake "

Seeing the reflection of that man again.

The way my stomach would drop.

Its almost as funny at how desperate I am to find my source fanfiction again.

To literally reread every last word. To be able to relive all of it.

Like I already am.

My mind is filled.

Signing off

- Timothy Lawrence

Ita hard even my entire existence is waking up and being irritable

The other here tell me im always like this but I keep getting pushed out here any time we wake from sleep and I hate it.

We where thinking of having some stranger trigger out bambi.

She woukd be happy to be used but she's been having a hard time staying out.

Its been several weeks of constant go go go

Were being evicted, our roommate / friend of 5 years hates us

We've been having to deal with the cops

We're not going to be able to see our girlfriend for months after onlt seeing her once this year.

Were so tired. We just slept today after the first time we don't have anything to do in weeks.

We have like 4 g of weed we need to smoke before we leave on Saturday and our body won't calm.

I dont want to be here but I don't know how to get anyone else out here bc no one else wants to be in a body filled with pain.

But anyways

We slept. And I met a new part/alter in our dreams. Were splitting again because of eveeyrhinf going on

We have Jax now which he's a fucking woot and samirah. And both of these bitches don't wanna come out bc why would they when there's just a chance for them to grt fucking yelled at. She was supposed to be the new host. The new "savior" to make things easier in the system. But we don't even know whwre she is. And she wasn't suposrd to split like this.

Seems like everyone's going through it and I'm just adding to the pile.

The last couple of encounters we've had with people has lead to hurt feelings and heart brake. Many people don't realize. Well most people don't realize how fast we get attached.

And don't realize how easily we can get fucked up. The last two people we've interacted with resulted from a new alter each plus more

Now both of those people interally feel left behind.

And we can't see our girlfriend. We where supposed to be able to before we move 1,600 miles away but her dad found out I went over to her aunts while she was house sitting and now I wasn't able to see her.

Things have been rough and we don't really have time to do much thinking. But all we want right now is to be man handled.

Second night ij a row i haven't been able to cum and my cunnie is sticky.

I wanna post on chaterbate so bad but I also am nervous. I need someone to make me smoke for them and then go and try can boss me and tell me to go show my wet mouth off and wstch me.

Im so needy rn. I just want attention and its really bad