27 [F4A] Heed the warnings, siren ahead.
You always come back, and relapse. You’re always being drawn back in because part of you needs this. You need to be scared. You long for the rush of adrenaline this brings. You wonder what it’s like to genuine have a connection here, one that’s truly terrifying. One that can truly make you feel euphoria for the first time. The mix of fear, and post nut clarity hits HARD.