u/xDaddysNeedyPrincess

Daddy started denying me a few weeks ago and I feel like a different person. We have always had an exceptionally happy and healthy relationship, genuinely. I didn’t think it was possible to really improve, nothing NEEDED improving. Our sex was amazing. Now I barely want to call it “sex” cause it sounds too ordinary. Everyone has sex.. When I’m naked in bed with daddy and he’s touching my body and I’m suckling on his dick it feels like a spiritual experience.

I have had massive issues in the past with anxiety and overthinking, especially when it comes to sex. Past abuse made it so I didn’t even know what I liked or how I like things, I had to fully start from scratch in exploring and learning about my own sexuality. Daddy always made sure to give me the safest space to try anything I wanted. We started getting a little bit into hypno-adjacent territory which helped me get into subspace a lot more easily and THEN i could enjoy myself freely.

Since I’ve been denied I feel like I almost don’t leave subspace 😂 okay that’s not true, i CAN keep it together during the day and be an adult when need be. But it now only takes a slight suggestion, a certain word, his smell, his thumb on my tongue… and I’m gone. Desperate, panting, suckling, whimpering. Giving up control comes so naturally.

I’m learning so much about myself still, I’m wanting to try so many things. Currently on day 9 since my last orgasm and I’m starting to wonder if I even want to come again… Why, when I can just drip down ku thighs and clench around nothing while taking daddy dick down my throat? This sounds like such fake porn actress male gaze talk but I pinky promise I couldn’t be more serious. My empty pussy and tingly clit are so happy being desperate, it’s my mouth that craves to be filled 🥺

Since everyone seemed to love this 🥺 and I looove talking about him 💖

1. Extensive research on every one of my disabilities and mental illnesses. Continuously. He’s constantly sharing new things he’s found about different topics and asking about my experience with it. This DOES extend to bedroom stuff (like the suckling i mentioned in part 1) but he makes my entire life easier and more accessible every single day 💖

2. He helps me keep track of my cycle. It’s very irregular and affects me a lot, so it has been a priority since day 1 to be in the loop and take as much mental labour off me as possible. He has access to my tracker and that way always knows when I’m due, when I’m ovulating etc and makes sure to have sweet treats in when I need them or remind me not to make big decisions during my luteal phase. Also kinda same topic but he got me lots of lovely period panties which have helped me so much but I could never afford before I met him.

3. He is in full charge of any toys etc that we use. We have a big drawer with all vibes, dildos, butt plugs, waterproof blanket and lots more. I never ever touch that drawer. But everything is always charged, clean, organised.

4. He has never once judged or said no to anything I wanted to try in bed. And I’m into some weird stuff 🥺 But pleasuring me GENUINELY gives him so much pleasure he ends up just as obsessed with these things because they make me crazy

5. He trained me for MONTHS to take him in my butt. He is quite well endowed and I have had some problems in the past with pain during sex so he didn’t risk anything and slowly went up in butt plug sizes, training me soo gently until I could comfortably take one size for a long time before starting with the next one. And now we are both reaping the rewards of his patience and discipline because I can comfortably take all of him now and it’s become a big favourite for both of us 🥺 he always knows whats best for me 💖

The comments on my last post really touched me. I’m so happy to hear from other subs who are equally lucky and those who find comfort and hope in my relationship 🎀

Disclaimer: I am aware that every dynamic is wildly different and I’m not saying that if a dom/me doesn’t do these things they’re low effort it’s just a bit of fun and after waiting for this life of my dreams for almost 3 decades I like bragging and oversharing a lil 🫶🏻

1. ⁠He cleans up EVERY mess I make. Or he makes me make rather. A big problem fully submitting and turning off my brain during sex used to be the potential mess (I’m a squirter) and he took care of every single one of my worries on day 1. I can literally go straight to sleep after sex and will wake up to fresh bedding and laundry already sorted.
2. ⁠He lets me suckle his dick or thumb to go to sleep or just soothe if we happen to be able to do this during the day. For however long I need. For context, I’m autistic and very badly orally fixated, not in like a porn way “omg i always need cock in my mouth” but like genuinely all day in every day life I need this to soothe really bad. It’s usually chewing gum or my lips but ofc that’s inconvenient when trying to sleep plus this is extremely intimate and sacred to me.
3. ⁠He brushes and braids my hair before I go to sleep. Every night. He learned to braid my hair before we even got together!
4. ⁠He can make me come in 20 different ways within a minute (in theory) and he KNOWS when I’m close I don’t even have to stop him when getting edged. I genuinely used to think it was literally physically impossible for me to get anywhere near a climax without touching myself at all. But alas 🤤
5. ⁠He has NEVER raised his voice or swore at me. Ever. And it’s been like 3 years. He doesn’t even shout to call me from the other room, he always goes out of his way to come and speak to me properly. I’ve got some trauma around being spoken to badly from the past and while he is naturally very gentle and soft spoken anyway, he has gone above and beyond as he always does for me 💖

I have struggled with my identity as a sub a lot in the past. I am very naturally submissive, not just sexually or romantically. But I’m also very sensitive and thought I couldn’t actually have a D/s relationship because I didn’t realise soft doms were a thing. I’m living the life I’ve craved for the longest time and just know I would have loved to see posts like this before I met daddy.

I’m still very much at the start of my denial journey but I want to say it’s showing very quick results >_<
I won’t lie and say I’ve never done butt stuff before or didn’t like the feeling. Like getting licked there has always felt so good to me or having a finger or two slowly inserted.. but now. Oh my.
I will preface this by saying that daddy had been slowly training me to be able to eventually be able to take him fully from behind so this wasn’t 0-100 by any means. We had been slowly working our way up slightly larger butt plugs. But it has only been one week since my last orgasm and I’ve already been fucked properly in the butt multiple times since 🥹 bearing in mind, I begged for it each time! It’s like I had a taste of blood and now I am feral >_< Also I’m soo much more sensitive all over, the sensations feel almost fully different from before I feel like I prestiged and unlocked a whole new world of pleasure.

I don’t know if it’s just anatomy or if something else is wrong with me, but it’s always been a very slight issue in our relationship that depending on the time of the month, position etc. I wasn’t always able to fully take daddy in my pussy without any pain because he is just barely too big.
Another reason why we initially started going down the anal route was so daddy wouldn’t have to wear a condom sometimes 🥺 i can’t take birth control sadly, but ofc condoms feel quite different from just raw sex plus I definitely have a bit of a breeding kink and have always dreamed of feeling daddys cum inside me.

Now I can comfortably take all of him, I can literally feel his dick growing bigger and harder inside me and I can push my butt back into him as much and desperately as I want without any pain it’s absolute bliss!

Daddy likes to edge himself inside me while I drip and drip and then he cums and puts my plug in so I don’t lose a single drop and it’s my favourite 💖

What new kinks have you developed since starting your journey? I’m sure there’s more coming for me, I can’t wait 🎀

I’m relatively new to this community so I’m not sure what the general consensus is. I see a lot of - for my standards - hardcore stuff in this sub. And don’t get me wrong, I’m loving the content here so much! But a lot of it doesn’t feel relatable to my own relationship so I was wondering if maybe I dont really belong here or if the softer content just doesn’t do well and gets buried? Or maybe you all started like me and this time next year im in full chastity 😂

I do call my dom daddy (only privately tho, whispering it in public is the most id do, is that normal?) and he has full control over my body/pleasure. I haven’t been allowed to touch myself for a long time, but i also don’t have to cause he does it plenty 🥰 I’ve always really really been into edging and its recently turned into denial. The initial reason for this was that after some unplanned denial i ended up being extremely turned on every day and sending lots of nudes and asking to be touched which daddy loves. And so do i. But since then I’ve noticed so many positives already that I rarely see being talked about. My mental health has improved so much, my anxiety has gone from super bad daily to.. barely there. Like what is that?! I also feel so sexy and beautiful even tho im not ovulating rn, my self image has always been so bad and now i just feel like im glowing im so so happy 🥹
Also ive really gotten into anal through this. Like a lot. Transcending the game.

Daddy touches me every night (because i ask for it) and we have so much fun together, its soo intimate and romantic and erotic I’m obsessed. He always makes sure to edge me just before i go to sleep so im wet all night and every single morning since weve started this I wake up so desperate. My mornings used to be so stressful, struggling to wake up, anxious about one thing or another.. now i wake up and beg daddy to edge me again before i start my day and i couldnt be happier or more fulfilled 🥰
I am not fully denied right now, i get “occasional orgasms”, but we havent come up with a proper reward system yet to figure out how/when i get them. The only condition is that after coming, i get edged a few more times so i stay wet 🥰 hah im so horny this is bliss I kinda forgot my point now. Just happy for any exchange on the matter, how did your kink start and develop? 🎀