r/DeniedGirls

Currently 8 days denied and 2 days into this new arrangement >_< I never would have even gone on the balcony in like a bra even before… and now I sit there fully naked with a butt plug in and watch my pussy drip and clench around nothing 🥺

In the mornings I still get edged with my clit anywhere between 3-100x depending on how much time we have 😂 but after that my pussy gets ignored and at night daddy trains my butt and nipples 🥺 during this I have full permission to come… but of course i can’t. But I do feel it’s possible, it does feel INCREDIBLE honestly. Both anal and the nipple play I can’t even choose a favourite I really hope I will be able to orgasm both ways one day 💖

Has denial made it easier for others to come in ways they weren’t able to before?

After September 1st I won’t be cumming until after the new year. That feels disheartening but why is my pussy so wet about it.

And my online dom who put me on permanent denial would probably be happy to know that others are torturing me but I really hope not 😅😅 he wants me to
Always post and find more people to talk to when I’m not busy . But the tingles are unbearable 😭

Medical grade tape works great on my pussy, I wear it outside for several hours and despite getting massively grooly, it holds up.

my pussy has gotten sooooo swollen and puffy since she’s been denied🤭 it’s so adorable how she controls me. my cunnie is soooo sensitive now☺️

Sir wanted me to write a public journal-type post about my first week of denial, so here I am, detailing just how much of a horny fucktoy I apparently am lol

I think the biggest thing I’ve realized is just how obsessed with masturbating I actually am. Like seriously. I’ve always known I masturbate a lot, but I didn’t realize how automatic it had become. Horny, bored, reading, trying to sleep… my hand just ends up there without me even thinking about it. Which becomes a problem when I’m supposed to ask permission before I cum and I kept deciding not to 🙃

One thing we’ve been experimenting with is transparent medical tape as a makeshift form of chastity. I’m using it to basically seal my clit away during the day so I can’t absentmindedly start touching myself whenever the urge hits. And honestly, the mental aspect might be my favorite part. I may even be starting to enjoy how horny it makes me just seeing myself sealed away and knowing I’m not supposed to have access to it.

Sir also wanted to remind me that I’m supposed to be his ready-to-use fucktoy, so he’s been having me wear lingerie every day to help keep me in that needy mindset. Welllll… I keep forgetting and wearing comfy underwear instead & also keep needing reminders to send proof of the tape. I also sent Sir a video showing him how needy I was while trying to rub myself over the tape. Apparently I don’t understand that “no touching” means no fucking touching. Oops.

So all of that earned me a punishment involving a whole lot of teasing and stimulation without being allowed the release I wanted. And honestly, it was torture. Everything in me wanted to stop thinking, indulge in what I was feeling, and chase it until I got what I wanted. Instead, I had to sit there wanting it and accept that wanting something doesn’t mean I’m allowed to have it. And the numbing cream on my clit with a vibrator on high was awful.

And THAT is probably the part of denial that’s finally starting to click for me.

Before this, denial mostly meant “I’m not allowed to orgasm.” Now I’m realizing it’s also about breaking this weird little cycle I’ve created where every sexual urge needs to be immediately satisfied. Horny? Masturbate. Bored? Touch myself. Can’t sleep? Masturbate. Something feels good? Keep going until I cum.

Sir wants me needy for him. When I give myself whatever I want whenever I want it, I’m basically taking away the exact neediness and frustration that he enjoys creating in me. I’m starting to understand that staying needy is kind of the whole point. Which sounds super obvious now that I'm typing it out haha

So, one week down. At least one more to go… but probably longer because I ALSO keep forgetting to add my toys to our online inventory. I’m supposed to add 10 toys per day and every missed toy adds another 2 days of denial.

Holy fuck, while writing this I just realized I think I missed TWO DAYS 😫

Actually, I’m also currently writing this in my pajamas without the tape or lingerie on, so apparently this journal entry has turned into me documenting my crimes in real time. Fuck.

OH! And I forgot to mention the best part: this whole denial thing was my fucking idea in the first place 🙃