r/BetaLoserTraining

hi!

Im looking for someone who can humiliate and degrade me for the useless loser beta that I am.

please make me feel like a complete beta loser virgin…

Posted this originally on the betafriendzone sub that got taken down.

This was all over the course of ~two years, maybe five or six years ago.

I joined this world of warcraft guild, pretty casual doing some light raiding and all. The guild master and raid leader was a girl, very pretty too, posted tons to her insta and twitter and she had a blog. We hit it off really good, chatted a lot in game and then over discord, played together, quests and dungeons and whatever. I don't remember exactly how it started but I started to just kinda do stuff for her in-game. She didn't ask for anything at first I just took it upon myself, like I figured she'd need something for a profession or something.

And I realized she never actually said thanks or anything. She just said things like "oh good" and whatnot. It bugged me a little but I never said anything about it and if anything it made me want to do better, I felt like I needed to. So I got this expensive gear piece I knew she needed.

And then her only response was to tell me there was actually another piece she really needed too if I could just get that for her... and I did. Not a word of thanks, and for whatever reason I liked it, it turned me on.

For months this just continued, she needed something and i got it for her, it even kinda came close to cucking because this guy she had just started dating was taking her somewhere for a weekend and she... well didn't tell me to outright but also wasn't really asking me to log onto her account and make sure she didn't miss any daily stuff. Which I did.

She posted some pics from their trip, sent me a few in dm's too. Nothing sexual about the pics really but they still got me hard af. She still never thanked me for anything, and that wasn't just what she was like. Sometimes in guild chat or the guild disc she'd rant and rave about when someone did the smallest thing for her or when someone performed good. Just never me.

After maybe a year of this we were pretty deep in it, I was paying for her wow subscription, her discord nitro, regularly logging onto her account to do whatever stuff for her. We were still close friends though even with this simp dynamic, we chatted and talked constantly about everything. She was really sharing everything with me. I don't think she was trying to tease but dunno, also it feels like she must have been.

Like... she screenshared with me once and was showing me nipple piercings she was thinking about getting. She got a tat on her upper inner thigh and sent a bunch of pics at the tattoo place and as it was healing. She told me all about when she cheated on her boyfriend and how good the sex was even.

Again we never said anything about it really, except this one tat pic. A, pretty much, pic of her barely covered pussy and she wrote "lol enjoy". Moments like that make me think she must have known what she was doing to some extent. I hope she did at least.

Obviously there are alphas and betas. I totally understand how alphas get pleasure and what's enjoyable about it. I guess I don't understand what pleasure betas get out of being betas? Not getting the girls, being submissive. It kinda seems like it sucks?

Any betas or beta experts able to enlighten me? I'd love to talk about it

I met Sunny at Haley's Comix in Chicago in the early 90s. She walked around the city bare foot and was disarming and very attractive in a pixie kind of way.

Early in the relationship she introduced me to a "friend" of hers. A trans woman living in a basement apartment. She was very excited to see us and they talked about their old days hanging out, and her struggles living the lifestyle.

I never was able to make headway sexually with Sunny, but she hung out with me a lot and I followed her like a puppy dog. She told me that she really liked me but as a really good friend. I felt like there was a chance but I'd have to go slow. We always hung out in my apartment.

After a few weeks she told me that she had moved in with a guy and really wanted me to meet him. She said I'd like him. She didn't tell me about her relationship with him but she took me to their place and introduced me. He seemed nice enough as a roommate but I was confused about what was happening. She sat me down and looked deep into my eyes and told me that she loved me, but not for sex. She didn't think that sex was good for me. She was having sex with her roommate but wanted me to be there too and wanted our relationship to continue. She was really happy with this arrangement and wanted me to be happy too, and she wanted me to be good friends with her boyfriend.

I shook as I realized that I had been slotted into her life as the Cuck, and that her roommate was our bull, and that she was my Dom and had been for a while. She broke me the same way she had broken her other friend. She had shown me that this is what she did to men, and that she would do it to me. And then she did. She emasculated me so easily and made me grateful for the experience. I was frightened that I would be kept by her as a sexless man.

I tried arguing with her that she didn't need two boyfriends, that I could be enough for her, which made her boyfriend laugh. She scowled at him and said "Look at me, don't look at him. I want you this way. I really like you and I want you to think about this."

That was my Advent into life as a pussy free beta.

After 17 days caged, I tried slapping my balls by hand and with a dildo while scrolling reddit. While my general rule is that I don't get to have any penile stimulation, I think this was, to a degree. It probably was a little bit like a vibe, the movement from quickly slapping my exposed balls, felt good on my useless but by now extremely sensitive nub.

It felt amazing as I started to get closer and closer from it. However I knew I shouldn't be cumming this way. I had to fight for that, remind myself that this was already more than I deserved, that an orgasm like this was very likely to give me that feeling of letdown that keeps me from being a good beta. So I kept edging by beating my balls, kept denying myself. It was addictive to get to edge again. I followed ballbusting hero videos, one after another and kept hitting them harder with a dildo that represented everything my dicklet isn't. The pain was how I paid for allowing myself to edge like this and it slowly grew worse. After multiple hours things started to get really difficult, edging wasn't as easy anymore as the ache in my balls got worse and worse and I eventually stopped when it became too much. It was incredibly frustrating, yet so fitting.

It's two days later now and my balls are still aching when I try to get anywhere close to pleasuring myself like this again. I wasn't sure whether I'd regret that I edged like that, but I don't. It reminded me of what I can't have and punished me right with it. That's why I think plapping is a perfect way to edge for betas. And this beta got just what it deserves: more frustration. Frustration so bad that it makes me writhe.