r/BetaLoserTraining

I'm a 29yo virgin and my birthday is coming up in the few days, for the occasion I'm looking for humiliation tasks and punishment of all sorts so there are no bad ideas, I'll try to accomplish as many tasks as possible on the day and maybe even the weeks to come, if asked for proof I'll do my best to provide them, all within limits of course but don't hold back.

About me, I own a chastity cage, a dildo that's the same size as me (15cm) so I can literally go fuck myself if I'm told to, never had a girlfriend, never seen a woman naked irl and only kissed a girl once in my life.

Make turning into a 30 years old virgin the most humiliating and frustrating experience of my life, dm are open.

So my older brother has been fucking this girl

He's invited her over only one other time and they fucked in the living room

It didn't occur to me to record audio last time but it did this time

He told me he was going to use the living room and not to come in

I placed my phone on audio recording mode in the cupboard on the hallway next to the living room

He shut the door to the living room and put on a movie

I was shaking with excitment and fear of getting caught but was also horny as hell

It felt like getting cucked.. I felt like a loser jerking off to the superior man fucking girls while I can't fuck any. I can't get any pussy and only had sex twice in my life while he probably had it dozens of times.. he will be the one to continue our bloodline because I don't think I'll have any children because I can't get a woman

I jerked off in the hallway next to the living room as I heard them.. I was so aroused

Now... it was recorded using my phone so it's low quality.. you'll hear a lot of background noise (the movie, doors being slammed open and shut, kids screaming, bikes, me fiddling with my phone, a low rumbling noise). But you'll also hear her moans and whimpers, him smacking her and their bodies slapping together

Enjoy

I've been looking through this sub and I haven't been able to find much on stuff for a beta girl like me so I'd like to find some daily rules for cis female beta girls.

I know the regular rules like:

Never cum always edge

Only watch beta safe porn

One ruined orgasm a week

Affirmations every day ( please also give me some new affirmations to say)

But I need some new rules as my master has asked me to find some.

Please be creative and keep to the comments so everyone else that comes upon this post later can see these!

I am owned so if you try to message me I'm not allowed to message back.

Thanks!