u/LazarusChemistry

My wife locked me in chastity the first time last October. I got her a key necklace and a PA lock and asked her to wear my key and lock me in the PA lock. She did and you can see the results in my profile. She was always careful not to touch my penis during locking ceremonies, which intensified my humiliation. She is an expert emasculatrix.

Our adult daughters noticed immediately and asked me about it. I said nothing "I got my wife a necklace".

Later she decided to stop locking me. Since my cock is display-only, I want to do some modifications (pix in profile). I decided to stretch my PA and frenum for a start and get some nice heavy jewelry in there, and a custom made 2ga PA Lock. Very heavy , very emasculating. And I want her to lock me with it.

So I want to restart chastity play with my wife. I've opened up to her about my defining sexual humiliations. I've been relieving those experiences on Reddit and I recently told her about my experience being groomed to be a pussy free cuck by an amateur dominatrix. It was very liberating sharing that with her and she was shocked and fascinated. Being kept pussy free by my wife puts me in the place I was destined and I know my old Dom would be proud.

If I want my wife to start locking me again I need her to understand why humiliation is so important to me sexually.

I met Sunny at Haley's Comix in Chicago in the early 90s. She walked around the city bare foot and was disarming and very attractive in a pixie kind of way.

Early in the relationship she introduced me to a "friend" of hers. A trans woman living in a basement apartment. She was very excited to see us and they talked about their old days hanging out, and her struggles living the lifestyle.

I never was able to make headway sexually with Sunny, but she hung out with me a lot and I followed her like a puppy dog. She told me that she really liked me but as a really good friend. I felt like there was a chance but I'd have to go slow. We always hung out in my apartment.

After a few weeks she told me that she had moved in with a guy and really wanted me to meet him. She said I'd like him. She didn't tell me about her relationship with him but she took me to their place and introduced me. He seemed nice enough as a roommate but I was confused about what was happening. She sat me down and looked deep into my eyes and told me that she loved me, but not for sex. She didn't think that sex was good for me. She was having sex with her roommate but wanted me to be there too and wanted our relationship to continue. She was really happy with this arrangement and wanted me to be happy too, and she wanted me to be good friends with her boyfriend.

I shook as I realized that I had been slotted into her life as the Cuck, and that her roommate was our bull, and that she was my Dom and had been for a while. She broke me the same way she had broken her other friend. She had shown me that this is what she did to men, and that she would do it to me. And then she did. She emasculated me so easily and made me grateful for the experience. I was frightened that I would be kept by her as a sexless man.

I tried arguing with her that she didn't need two boyfriends, that I could be enough for her, which made her boyfriend laugh. She scowled at him and said "Look at me, don't look at him. I want you this way. I really like you and I want you to think about this."

That was my Advent into life as a pussy free beta.

I met Sunny at Haley's Comix in Chicago in the early 90s. She walked around the city bare foot and was disarming and very attractive in a pixie kind of way.

Early in the relationship she introduced me to a "friend" of hers. A trans woman living in a basement apartment. She was very excited to see us and they talked about their old days hanging out, and her struggles living the lifestyle.

I never was able to make headway sexually with Sunny, but she hung out with me a lot and I followed her like a puppy dog. She told me that she really liked me but as a really good friend. I felt like there was a chance but I'd have to go slow. We always hung out in my apartment.

After a few weeks she told me that she had moved in with a guy and really wanted me to meet him. She said I'd like him. She didn't tell me about her relationship with him but she took me to their place and introduced me. He seemed nice enough as a roommate but I was confused about what was happening. She sat me down and looked deep into my eyes and told me that she loved me, but not for sex. She didn't think that sex was good for me. She was having sex with her roommate but wanted me to be there too and wanted our relationship to continue. She was really happy with this arrangement and wanted me to be happy too, and she wanted me to be good friends with her boyfriend.

I shook as I realized that I had been slotted into her life as the Cuck, and that her roommate was our bull, and that she was my Dom and had been for a while. She broke me the same way she had broken her other friend. She had shown me that this is what she did to men, and that she would do it to me. And then she did. She emasculated me so easily and made me grateful for the experience. I was frightened that I would be kept by her as a sexless man.

I tried arguing with her that she didn't need two boyfriends, that I could be enough for her, which made her boyfriend laugh. She scowled at him and said "Look at me, don't look at him. I want you this way. I really like you and I want you to think about this."

That was my Advent into life as a pussy free beta.

So many women knew me as a beta and treated me as the sexless best friend and in some cases as the outright cuck. My cock lost its utility after breeding. I am kept pussy free by my wife and I am in and out of chastity these days. My body mods include a 2ga PA Lock and a 4ga frenum. The PA lock is so heavy it emasculates me by preventing erection. The frenum is also part of my chastity play. I plan more permanent attachment points specifically for chastity play. I am a beta.

https://www.reddit.com/r/ChastityPiercings/s/LgnJ1VPhXd

"I like you for your mind and him for his body. I want you to be my boyfriend but not for sex. Sex is not for you, I don't think of you that way." She looked straight at me with her upside down doe eyes. Her other boyfriend laughed from across the room while she said this to me. She hung upside down from his pull up bar so her shirt hung down and I could see her bra. She was so sexy and I wanted her so bad. I was her cuck in all but name and now she finally got around to saying it out loud. She would fuck him and seduce me into being her pussy free boyfriend, and I was glad for the privilege. I could bearly look him in the eyes knowing that he was getting fucked and I was her cuck, and he knew it. Complete voluntary emasculation. I loved when she did that but I couldn't tell her. It was such an ego destruction for me to be desexualized by a goddess.

Why am I devoted to women who deny and humiliate me? I've been pussy free for a dozen years and my wife has told me that she's keeping me this way. Once my breeding days were done she was done with my penis and I became a voluntary celibate. Last time I asked for sex was in December. She said: "No I think you like it this way. It's good for you." I am so happy to have an emasculatrix as a wife.

My hot friend M was visiting from out of town. Now we'd never had sex, but I was hopeful that if I showed her a good time I'd get lucky. We got a booth in a great Irish pub down the street and had dinner and drinks. I had really long hair at the time and she asked me if I'd thought of changing it up. I told her that I was thinking of shaving it eventually, and that it was starting to get unmanageable. She confessed that she had also thought of shaving her head (she had shoulder length hair) but hadn't got up the nerve. So I suggested that we go back to my place and shave each other's heads that very night. I had a set of clippers and some razors. M, her bulldog and I walked the few blocks back to my place in a state of excitement.

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We took off our shirts and went to the bathroom with a chair. She just had jeans and a bra on and looked so hot. She clipped my hair short then put shaving cream on my head and shaved it smooth. She was impressed I let her do that, but it was a great submissive scene for me. I had shaved my face earlier but was sporting a nice goatee. I was very excited at this point but had all along realized that she might back out. I would have been OK with that. Instead she squealed "my turn!". She let me clipper her head and shave it smooth (clean razor of course). It was a very intimate scene. She was a blond so I had to feel for rough spots to get the job done right. I was excited to see where this would lead. I suggested going further and shaving our crotches. She laughed and said "No, I'm not going to cheat on my boyfriend. I have a better idea."

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She whipped out her camera and took a selfie of the two of us and sent it to him. He called her immediately in a state of panic. He completely freaked out about her new haircut, and was audibly crying about me being there and me shaving her head. She laughed at him mercilessly. She didn't want to have sex with me, I was always her safe beta friend, but she did want to use me as a faux bull to tease and humiliate her boyfriend. She told him about my suggestion and he screamed "NO!" He could hear us both laughing. She let him imagine what else we were doing without admitting to anything other than the head shaving. I admired her skill at manipulating and dominating him.

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The next day was bright and sunny out, so we went for a walk downtown. Two skinheads wearing shorts, T-shirts and sunglasses walking a bulldog. We got a lot of stares from the straights and had an awesome time. I felt like a bull walking with her like that, but I knew then that she liked keeping me as her pussy free friend.

She let me shave her head but kept me pussy free. Used me to make her boyfriend jealous putting him on speaker as she described what we'd done. I was cuck and bull, whatever she needed me to be, but not to be fucked ever. A complete minx who had me wrapped around her finger and knew it. Another relationship that helped me accept my pussy free status when my wife decided I was for display purposes only.

She let me shave her head but kept me pussy free. Used me to make her boyfriend jealous putting him on speaker as she described what we'd done. I was cuck and bull, whatever she needed me to be, but not to be fucked ever. A complete minx who had me wrapped around her finger and knew it. Another relationship that helped me accept my pussy free status when my wife decided I was for display purposes only.

Met her while singing jazz. She was so sexy and loved telling me about her experiences with real men, and let me know I was not one and that I would never see her naked or enter her. Another experience that helped me slip into my role as a pussy free husband when my wife decided my fucking days were over.

Women want me pussy free.

I have always known women who wanted to keep me pussy free. Girls in college who pointed out my sexual inadequacy - small size, poor performance. A girl was relieved my cock was so small. A future lesbian who honestly emasculated me. I ate her ass regularly. A girl in Chicago kept me pussy free and wanted me to be the cuckold in a throple with her boyfriend. That was confusing and exciting. He laughed as she looked me right in the eyes and said she wanted me to be her sexless boyfriend. I was not ready.

My wife has kept me largely pussy free since the kids were born. She wanted me for breeding purposes only then decided my cock was no longer useful. I easily slipped into the role of chaste husband. I'm living out the pussy free existence I was always meant for. I have been in and out of chastity and am regularly emasculated verbally. My cock is display only. When I'm not in chastity I wear large gauge piercing jewelry that makes penetration impossible without removing them. This year marks a dozen years of voluntary chastity.

Women want me pussy free.

I have always known women who wanted to keep me pussy free. Girls in college who pointed out my sexual inadequacy - small size, poor performance. A girl was relieved my cock was so small. A future lesbian who honestly emasculated me. I ate her ass regularly. A girl in Chicago kept me pussy free and wanted me to be the cuckold in a throple with her boyfriend. That was confusing and exciting. He laughed as she looked me right in the eyes and said she wanted me to be her sexless boyfriend. I was not ready.

My wife has kept me largely pussy free since the kids were born. She wanted me for breeding purposes only then decided my cock was no longer useful. I easily slipped into the role of chaste husband. I'm living out the pussy free existence I was always meant for. I have been in and out of chastity and am regularly emasculated verbally. My cock is display only. When I'm not in chastity I wear large gauge piercing jewelry that makes penetration impossible without removing them. This year marks a dozen years of voluntary chastity.

This year I will be a dozen years pussy free. I am thinking about getting one dozen hafada rings - six on each side. Not sure how many to get at once, or what size to get if the goal is twelve. How much will they jingle? What will it weigh? Should I get titanium? Should I keep them tied? What type of rope? It's an exciting idea to add to my newly stretched 2 gauge PA and 4 gauge frenum. Going from six gauge to four was a lot, but the results are fantastic.

I have discussed getting more cock piercings with my key holder wife and she is OK with it. This will allow for piercing and rope chastity in addition to the chastity padlock we've been using.