Got stood up for my date/dick appointment last night and this is how I decided to spend my time instead….ruining my holes and brains and slapping my stupid needy pussy for ever thinking she could earn an orgasm….
Fucking my tight lil boypussy with the biggest dildo I’ve used so far turned me into a grunting whimpering mess…it felt so much better than my lil plugs and I might be hooked now 😣 every thrust in makes my swollen dick feel like it’s throbbing, aching, reaching for an edge it’s just baaaarely shy of. I could edge this way forever honestly, maybe humping my pussy into someone’s boot while I do 🥴 let me be your hungry lil buttslut!
These past few days have been lost to a haze of edging and ruining and melting my brain away with porn and smut and audios and toys and I can’t get enough of it… My clitty is so hard and throbby and beefy and needy…it hasn’t been long at all but it already feels so huge and perfect when I use my clit sucker…..I truly need so much more attention and abuse to edge myself to. I hope my denial period gets extended again…I’m so tired of everyone wanting me to cum all the time!! Can’t they tell I way better like this? Stupid, slutty, eager, silly, nasty meat bag with holes…please fuck me, anyone…everyone…just don’t let me cum!!
These past few days have been lost to a haze of edging and ruining and melting my brain away with porn and smut and audios and toys and I can’t get enough of it… My clitty is so hard and throbby and beefy and needy…it hasn’t been long at all but it already feels so huge and perfect when I use my clit sucker…..I truly need so much more attention and abuse to edge myself to. I hope my denial period gets extended again…I’m so tired of everyone wanting me to cum all the time!! Can’t they tell I way better like this? Stupid, slutty, eager, silly, nasty meat bag with holes…please fuck me, anyone…everyone…just don’t let me cum!!
I’ve been trying to slut myself out more when I leave the house and I can’t telll if this “outfit” is crossing the line. You can kiiiiiinda see my nipples but it’s honestly not bad. And my boxer shorts are bigger than some shorts I’ve seen! It doesn’t really matter that it’s technically underwear right?
Haven’t been recording as many of my ruins lately cause she gets camera shy when it comes to getting right up to the edge…
Though I will say it always hits so much harder when I can see every second of it happening and know that I’m going to show it to thousands of strangers online…
Sooo i’m denied pussy or clit orgasms right now but technically cumming from anal isn’t against the rules 👀 I’ve never managed to do it before but the way I’m feeling right now has me convinced a fat cock pounding my shithole would really push me over the edge 😵💫
Back on strict denial and my pump is my best friend right now…I barely even have to touch to edge after 30 min swelling up… I’m gonna get a bigger cup soon so I can make it even fatter 😵💫 plus some extra pics of me bending over to get railed in the ass cause Im convinced I could cum from it at this point 🤤
I am sooo happy to finally be able to start hormones, and for some reason I didn’t even realize just how much I would love the increased sensitivity on my clit 🥰 I feel like I’m in heaven always wanting to rub and grind and hump, it’s like a constant dull ache between my legs… And then I finally thought to pump and it seriously blew my minddddd I was pulling my buttplug in and out fucking myself to relieve the ache in the pit of my stomach from not being able to rub my tiny throbbing dicklet fuck… I also loooove how porny my puffy pussy looks, I’d eat myself out if I could 🫠
playing with all my new toys has my brain melting into mush 🥴 I’ve been using the satisfier vibe for years now and the wand is so differentttt 😩 I can’t even imagine what an orgasm with it would feel like…good thing I can’t have them anymore 🥰 cause I’m kinda scared of it….
Hey guys! It’s so exciting to find a place like this and realize that I’m not weird after all 🫠 I’ve been a long time stuffie lover, ever since my grandpa gave me the softest polar bear named Paws when I was born, and then we were inseparable until I was 16 and he was lost to a horrible ex boyfriend 😭 I would brush him and snuggle him and tell him my secrets…I had more stuffies but he was always my favorite…now that I’m bigger I really like green things like froggies and turtles and how weird and cool they are!! I like to think my stuffies grew up with me and now we have a wonderful fun relationship and they help me feel good in so many special ways…including humpies and rubbies!! Anyways I’d love to talk to more people about this so I don’t feel as lonely!!
Switching up my routine a bit as I go into another spell of only ruins… instead of fucking my pussy I plug it up with my new pussy plug 🤤, add a buttplug or dildo to my ass where I can kinda just grind on it, then spend all of my time teasing my mouth pussy…. It’s weird how much I like touching non private parts when gooning, I think I just really love the idea of sexualizing all of these public parts of myself…
Anytime I’m trying to get back on track I tend to go back and edge myself stupid to my own ruins, then record a new one. It starts up a beautiful little cycle of tension in my belly that gets ruined over and over again until I inevitably fail and cum. I guess here is my promise for a new ruin video soon…. I’m manifesting the willpower to edge and ruin a huge orgasm giving my kinky cunny a twitchy horrible drawn out ruin with lots of yummy hang time. Are ruins a big part of denial for you? Or strictly forbidden?
I need to hear the hard truth from someone outside of my brain. I need to be denied. I should be denied. I’m happier when I’m denied…more submissive more attentive more sensual more energized…it turns me on too! so bad the only thought that pushes me over the edge is “what if I ruined” 🫠 I edge for hours on end to the pure thought of having my orgasms taken away, but then at the last minute my greedy greed cunt steals a huge satisfying orgasm and puts me right back at square one… I’ll try anything at this point so pleeeease help me out!
I’ve been playing a game with myself where I have no clue if I’m going to cum or ruin right up until the very last second of my desperate goon sessions…and honestly I’ve been ruining more than cumming 😣 there’s just something about the way it aches through my body leaking into my high mushy porn brain….reinforcing all the nasty stuff I watch for hours, all the messages from strangers I debase myself for…I feel it having an effect on me and all I want is more…
I’ve been really struggling with my self esteem and confidence lately…I’m jumpy all the time, twitchy around Men, I can’t sit still or focus on anything. Porn also isn’t holding my attention lately…I am denied and I edge my pussy and plug my ass almost daily, but lately I just keep thirst posting and searching desperately for Men to crawl inside my head and take over…. I need to be on my knees, I need to worship at the church. Please help me…I’m wet and achey and hanging onto my sanity by a hair trigger lately and I just need something to sink into…
There’s nothing quite like the sting of a man’s hand against my skin…. Open handed against my face, closed fist to the jaw or gut, firm swings against my bare, shaking buttcheeks, full hand if fingers pushing up inside me, grabbing handfuls of my pale fat flesh to twist and yank….i know that I’m inferior for so many reasons…one of them being just how right it feels when Kings hurt me