Hello everyone. College age Asian girl here. So where i am now is i recently moved in with my bf and we are in a committed relationship. He's a great guy and i love being with him. I am part of a new group of friends who are very positive and basically have their heads on right.
But i have a darker past. Part of that makes me feel guilty because when we first started dating, some of the friends i use to hang with were kind of lowkey involved with partying with another guy and his friends that i sort of had a relationship (a popular in crowd white guy named Vincent).
Vincent wasn't really dating me, because he wouldn't really commit but he would text and hit me up late at night at like 1am and stuff, after the party is over to come and hang with him, his friends and uncle.
he'd give us drinks and have us fool around with them and stuff, a lot of going down. most traumatic for me was probably with his uncle and random dealers who would show up at the spot that I had never seen before.
that was kind of an ongoing thing. I did it mostly because he was popular and they were like the cool guys at school and i wanted to be accepted by the more mainstream. my bf is great but more introverted and not as socially popular. we are both the more quiet type normally.
my bf would drop me off after our dates and sometimes id get the text from them, This was before we lived together. i no longer see any of those people anymore, my old friends or Vincent and his group. This is just a past confession I held inside me that people around me dont know about.