You want to be dominated, but at the same time you're afraid of losing control.
You want to obey, but you're used to make your own decisions.
You want to gain trust, but you're too critical.
You want to feel alive, but you're too ashamed to release your true self.
Enter your safe space.
Hand over control to me.
Enjoy having your brain emptied. Let me fill it with a new focus.
Let go.
Hello community,
I was told to post something about me before I post something else, so here it is.
I am a 35 years old, clever, sportive and ambitious person, located in Europe. I love nature, animals and chocolate. I am successful at my job and in life in general - people like me and appreciate my presence. I like to be different - to think differently, to post differently, to interact differently. I always want to stick out, I always want to be the best. Mainstream was never my thing and I stopped comparing myself to the society of gnus, because the path of the mass is not always the right one.
I love to be dominant and controlling, because I guess, that's just who I am. I love obedience. A sub who's willing to really submit, to show he's obsessed with me by worshipping me with his words, actions and sends; a sub who shows consistency and effort - that's what makes me excited. I enjoy good talks, substance in sentences, ideas and questions - to me, a (longterm) dynamic is fun, if it doesn't feel like I need to pull every word out of you.
I like the challenge of entering individual minds with different kinks, characteristics and attitudes - I really do love challenges, new input and exploring. I like to have an impact on a sub's life. I want to be in their brains, I want to make them feel addicted, I want to be THERE. In my eyes psychological dominance is so much stronger than the physical one. That's what I am focusing on.
Findom makes me feel strong and powerful. I can't even describe how much I like this feeling. It enhances my life (I am not even talking about the financial part). I've always been a very confident person, but this is giving me an extra boost.
Enough about me. I hope this wasn't too long. Didn't want to copy, what is already there on my profile. Reach out if you're interested to get to know me. If you want to know something, ask - I am honest. I like to talk to different characters - also dommes!
Bye. Bella.
Edit: It was tough to choose a user flair. "Gentle dominatrix" would also have been a fitting description, but I don't like to be called "gentle". I own a good combination of different characteristics, which is hard to classify.
You feel your heartbeat.
You feel the excitement.
You feel so alive.
Possessed but free.
Dominated but safe.
This is you.
This is who you really are.
A serving sub. My obedient slave.
You keep coming back.
Because you're addicted to serving.
You spend your time thinking about me. About my rules. About the last things I've told you.
Because you're addicted to serving.
You spend your money on me.
Because you crave to sacrifice what you've earned.
Because you crave to materialize your words.
Because you're addicted to serving.
So you keep coming back.
You want to escape your daily struggles.
You want to enter a world, where you are led – a world in which you are told what to do.
The world your Goddess rules.
Stop thinking. Start the escape.
Submit – focus. Worship – forget ...
Controlled. Addicted. Mindf()cked.
Manipulated. Intimidated. Dominated.
Craving. Sending. Waiting.
Craving. Serving. Sending.
Oh, this craving ...