u/Bo-Jack-Horse-Man

I'm sure this is a bit weird and different from the general posts on here.

I have always been submissive but most of my fantasies weren't so extreme but lately the thought of being raped by a woman has become a huge trigger for me.

It can be anyway. Either the woman overpowers me and uses me or she spikes my drink and takes advantage of me when Im in a groggy/unconscious state. The thought of being used by a woman when I'm not in control is probably my biggest trigger.

I know this is looked down upon but since of course I can't talk about this with anyone i talked to Chat GPT for educational purposes on why am I having something so extreme as a kink all of a sudden

What it said was that this may be because in real life I have many responsibilities and need to be in control all the time so the thought of not being in control and used can become a safe fantasy to go to.

And I can actually relate with that since I actually do have a stressful job in real life and plenty of responsibility so the thought of not being in control is actually freeing.

That's just one aspect of why I like this for sure. I also love the thought of being desired so much by a woman that she just uses me against my will.

Crazy though how our brains work and kinks develop.

All my life i have always edged or gooned to only Non Nude Teasing Thirst Trap kinda content. For some reason it's so much hotter to me than nudity or pornography.

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Whenever any of my favourite Celebs or Social Media Influencers post something and I see the notification I'm literally throbbing to see what it is but I deny myself and let that excitement build and then I see it.

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I'm even turned on by non provocative posts of any woman that I like. Like i can look at the face of someone like Sydney Sweeney or Katie Sigmond and I will be throbbing. I just don't need anything extreme to get triggered.

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I'm sure this is uncommon but are there other people who are into Non nude content?

As the title says. I want to go to a Club/Bar and find random drunk women and sneak of to the washroom with her (consensually ofcourse) but instead of having Sex with or getting a blowjob from her i want to get on my knees and eat her pussy out till she cums. After that she pulls her pants up and leaves. I ask her to give me a BJ but she doesn't and she leaves me blue balled.

Everyday I have a similar experience where i give out the best oral to a woman but receive no pleasure in return. Lately I've been thinking about this a lot.

I (24M) always have been submissive. So naturally i gravitated towards Femdom but then I found out that I'm not so much into traditional femdom like Bondage or Pegging. They are hot for sure but somehow it's not something that triggered me that much.

But then I explored more and found out that I'm very much into being manipulated, gaslighted & intellectually dominated by women. Maybe a bit weird but I'll share a few examples.

Example 1

Let's say I am a Great Chess player and I'm kinda unbeatable in my Chess club. New Girl joins in and we play each other and not only does she beat me but she absolutely humiliates me. It's embarrassing and she is kind of a Brat & she mocks me for beating me so easily.

I am humiliated but i practise hard and play her again and this time she beats me even more easily. No matter how many times I play her i always get beat and humiliated. It makes me feel so frustrated & helpless. In the end i have to request her to stop beating & humiliating me again and again in front of everyone and please let me win a game or 2.

It's pathetic but I literally have no other option cause I am just not good enough to beat her. She accepts my request but then she basically makes me do anything she wants (Can be sexual or non sexual). She uses me as her puppet for her own pleasure. She basically ends up owning me.

Example 2

Let's say i have a girlfriend. She is mean and kind of abusive. I am fed up with her abusive behaviour and her constantly belittling me. After the latest incident i decide enough is enough and I'm going to break up with her.

I decide to have the talk with her but when I do she starts blaming me for the incident when it was obviously her fault and somehow she uses my insecurities and gaslights me and says everything was my fault. And long story short I end up apologising to her and she ends up "generously" forgiving me. She always then reminds me how she forgave me and holds it over me.

There's not much sexual here and yet the thought of this makes me bricked like crazy! I love the fantasy of it, probably won't like it if it happened for real (but who knows!). It's definitely a bit weird but I still wanted to share it here since this sub looked like a good place to post on.

Thanks for reading!