I (25m) pre came from getting praised at a doctors appointment
So I never get any attention from women like at all. I am a true virgin, and I’ve never even came close to first kiss or a close hug. I barely even get to talk to women. So this kind of set me up for failure.
Anyways, I was at the doctor’s office two weeks ago because I was sick and I had to get a series of blood work done and update some shots. And the PA was doing pretty much all of the work with me. She was really really nice to me. Like extremely kind. She kept praising me and speaking in a really soft voice. She was telling me good job after everything I had to do.
She had to draw blood and she couldn’t find a good vein so I had to get poked a few times and she rubbed my forearm after and said like “awww I’m sorry sweetie I hope that’s wasn’t too bad for you”. I’m so embarrassed and ashamed but I got hard from how she was talking to me and comforting me. I was wearing grey sweatpants and I think it was visible. I was blushing and trying to hide it.
Then she said “you did so good today” and some precum came out. I pray to god she didn’t notice. I don’t want to be seen as a creep I felt so disgusting and wrong I wanted to die. I wanted to say I had to leave to get out of there as fast as possible. I feel sick just thinking back to it. I wasn’t even trying to think sexually it’s just that I don’t get attention from women and she was so nice and she rubbed my arms and held my hand when I got more blood drawn. And she kept praising me so much and calling me nice names. I wasn’t even thinking about it, it just kinda happened. And I have a problem with premature ejaculation too so it’s like of course this happens to me. I’m so embarrassed and ashamed.