In the 3 years I’ve been around these parts, I’ve never put everything out there all at once. So this is me doing that. The raw, unfiltered version. If you feel a pull, or even want to critique it, I’d genuinely love to hear it.
Here we go; I’m 30, in the PNW for now, and standing at one of those strange crossroads life doesn’t really warn you about. I’m at the end of a 5-year LTR, no children, and craving something I just can’t ignore anymore.
I’m short, mid-sized, naturally blonde with blue eyes. Affectionate, needy, emotionally intense, and a complete yapper. Demi/sapiosexual. Ambivert. The type to send several messages because you said something interesting and my brain decided to run with it.
I’m a variety gamer, reading enthusiast, and history aficionado. Dog mum (you’ll get spammed with pics, no worries) Music is perpetual, and tacos can fix almost anything.
Available afternoons through midnight+ (PST)
420 friendly, and it’s a bonus if you are too.
I’m kinky, in the lifestyle for 10 years, and experienced. Princess by day, slut by night energy. Dirty texts during work, playful tension through the day, stolen moments when life allows, and that quiet anticipation of being on each other’s mind even while living separate lives.
It's not separate from a relationship. It’s threaded through it. The aftercare. The emotional grounding. The unspoken understanding of how to hold each other, even when we’re not physically there.
I want to be there for your good days, bad days, and everything in between. I want the real parts of you. The messy thoughts, the boring updates, the things you’d normally leave unsaid. I want a connection where presence feels constant, even at a distance.
Truthfully, I’m ready for real love. The kind where someone chooses you intentionally and keeps choosing you every day after. I’m ready for commitment, emotional intimacy, and something safe enough to completely melt into.
I long for a slower, simpler life. Land with gardens, animals to love and care for, and a warm home full of life. Maybe a few cattle, goats, free-ranging raptors, and, if life allows it, a few tiny humans running around with the person I deeply love.
Farmer, rancher, blue collar, businessman, CEO in a high glass tower.. it’s never been about status to me. It’s about heart. Warmth. Consistency. Someone capable of loving deeply and wanting that same love in return.
I want to dance in headlights, stargaze in the bed of a truck, stay up too late talking about the future, share songs back and forth, game together, binge shows until morning comes too fast, and fall asleep knowing we chose each other again that day. I want someone I can give my whole heart to without feeling like I have to earn being loved first.
At the core of it all, I need two things:
To belong somewhere emotionally.
Someone to belong with me too.
I’m taking a risk. Will you? Come find me.