Starting to think I'm a real premature ejaculator
A little background:
I've been into premature ejaculation for a few years, I used to train off and on but never really committed. I kept my training strictly to masturbation and tried to keep my sex life with my gf relatively normal. There were a few incidents during periods of training that I would last less than a minute having sex with my gf, but generally I could get my stamina back if I wanted and last a while.
At the beginning of our relationship, I my cock was about 6.5" and averagely thick, but I've developed a mild case of peyronie's since then and lost some length and girth. I'm 6" now on a good day, usually less, and a bit skinner. All of this has me feeling more insecure and like a beta, which has led to me watching more prejac porn and doing some prejac training/hypnos. My gf used to be very sensitive, so I had no problem making her cum quickly, so it didn't usually matter if I busted quick too. Lately she went on prozac, and it's been taking her a long time to cum.
The last 2 times we had sex went very differently than it used to go. I spent the first 10 minutes fingering her until she was finally able to cum, and afterwards when I entered her, I knew it would be over quick. I genuinely wanted to last, but the prejac hypno started playing in my head, and my cock felt so insanely sensitive. I didn't last even 30 seconds either time, which was really hot and embarrassing, but definitely shook my confidence. My gf kinda shrugged it off but didn't seem as satisfied as she used to. This is a fun kink but I'm kinda worried there might be no turning back now and I'm a genuine prejac. On the other hand, that's really hot and kinda makes me wanna get worse...