u/Diathim

As the title suggests this is about me as a gay sissy boi who has never ever had any sexual contacts with women and even gets frightened by the thought alone of being alone with a naked woman. I self lock and prone bone and squirt and so on but I keep getting invites by QOS to join them with their kings (and not even for one time things only but to actually built some sort of dynamic idk) or by BBCs to help them find snowbunnies. So far, I never came near any form of straight sex and the only cuckolding inclinations I‘ve had so far were the other way around with me finding a nice BBC bull. But I found I can also squirt untouched while being caged to some fellow gay bottom‘s cuckold content as a cuck and now I‘m so confused whether or not to, first, try out the role of a cuck for once for real and second, to actually see a real man and woman in action…
Does anyone maybe have experience with this or can relate?

Truth be told, usually I’m the one doing the friendzoning but that‘s in gay life. I never had any sexual experiences with women and the thought of being alone with a naked woman almost frightens me.
Recently I get more and more invites of straight couples, however, who suggest starting some sort of threesome fwb but I as a gay bottom obviously couldn’t penetrate anything.
So, I was wondering, if set ups like this would be the ideal way to see a straight couple in action and somehow bond with the girl over this and help the guy out with doing his deed or if set ups like this actually end in disasters…

For context: I‘m a gay bottom and in the past I tended to be the one to get approached by guys wanting to cuck their boyfriends or even the other way around by cucks who wanted to get cucked by their boyfriends. In a few cases I was even the hothusband of sorts but never in a real relationship but only in fwb relationships. Yesterday I returned from a trip and had some privacy again for the first time in a while and went on Reddit to see what was going on and stumbled upon some really hot cuckold content from a fellow gay bottom‘s perspective as the cuck. As I read more into it I started to squirt twice eventually although I even wear a cage currently.
So, now I’m wondering if that‘s really something I should go further with because it obviously seems to have worked physically somehow for me. Or should I better stay away because I never really saw myself in that particular position of a cuck and am unsure about how well that would actually work in the first place with a not fully convinced cuck.
I myself always avoided the couples where the cuck wasn’t fully on board and into it. However, in the role of „hothusband“ with two fwb in the past I did some convincing to be fair.
The question is: Do any of the bulls or cucks here have experience with cucks getting into a cuckold dynamic just wanting to explore and not being full on cucks consciously?

I hope this post isn’t misplaced here because for context: I‘m a gay bottom and in the past I tended to be the one to get approached by guys wanting to cuck their boyfriends or even the other way around by cucks who wanted to get cucked by their boyfriends. In a few cases I was even the hothusband of sorts but never in a real relationship but only in fwb relationships.
I post here because maybe the experience is universal nevertheless. Yesterday I returned from a trip and had some privacy again for the first time in a while and went on Reddit to see what was going on and stumbled upon some really hot cuckold content from a fellow gay bottoms perspective who was the cuck. As I read more into it I started to squirt twice eventually although I even wear a cage currently.
So, now I’m wondering if that‘s really something I should go further with because it obviously seems to have worked physically somehow for me. Or should I better stay away because I never really saw myself in that particular position of a cuck and am unsure about how well that would actually work with a not fully convinced cuck.
I myself always avoided the couples where the cuck wasn’t fully on board and into it. However, in the role of „hothusband“ with two fwb in the past I did some convincing to be fair.
The question is: Do any of the bulls or cucks here have experience with cucks getting into a cuckold dynamic just wanting to explore and not being full on cucks consciously?

I‘ve been doing great with my flat and even inverted cages 24/7 for quite a while and even got to the point where I had no uncomfortable erections anymore at night so I could peacefully sleep through undisturbed. But then stopped locking myself, erections came back and now that I’m caged 24/7 again I kind of suffer during the nights again…
I wonder, did anyone else of you compare the pain and the waking up at night sometimes to what some women could feel during their period? I know that it’s just temporary and that my clit will eventually become completely limp again. But still I wish I’d be there already and for good :/
Do any of you know if there are any cremes that could prevent erections from happening in the first place? I used to use lidocaine but tbh that only makes/keeps it numb, not soft. And has anyone experience with prone boning while being caged? Is that even possible somehow? Prone boning was the original reason why I stopped locking myself 24/7 in the first place but looks like I wasn’t consequent enough with my sessions.

Does anyone here have experience with going to a (gay) sauna while being locked? I wonder if it’d be perceived as somehow rude or something like forcing a personal kink onto others. So far, I‘ve never seen someone with a cage in the sauna I frequent…