u/Drug-Edu-4skools

Hate that dumbass myth shit feels pretty damn good its just like less good than fkn heroin or high dose oxy or sumn

Like smoke some clear and hit some fetty bro shit honestly feels amazing das what im on rn good fkn shit dawg

Hopefully i dont die but im tryna be careful with the fetty, got a couple decent ass rocks no tranq shit honestly feels fuckin good when the fuckass cartels aren't fucking everything up

Im also on methamphetamine so apologies for being slightly rambley

Eh everything's cool have a good one

Posting here since, technically opioids aren't my DOC but this entire rant is heavily themed around fent.

My close ass buddy just fucking died, I think. Im waiting to hear back from the police but, pretty sure he OD'd. Hes been doing fetty.

I got upset and took lorazepam and then pregabalin, and then went out and traded 4 cigs for a fuckin lil tooter with some residue and foil.

Went home, poured water through the tooter and snorted that nasty shit. It worked I feel pretty good but it was disgusting

Im probably gonna go out and get myself an actual bag honestly. Might get hooked or die but thats my life's worth, my buddy isnt the fucking one that should be overdosing its me.

And to my brother, I love you so muxh and im sorry that im doing the same dumb shit you were. If I end up croaking, I hope I get to hang out with you wherever we end up 🖤 love u man

Sorry this is mostly just a weird rant written on like 3 sedatives amd very depressed I dont care if people respond just take care of yourselves and try to be careful I have love for all of yall.

Bro holy shit the pregabalin fuckin boosted the stimulant shit also smoked weed

But bro ive just been taking fuckin addies and learning about fuckin science and philosophy and religion and even fucking math

Deadass my IQ is probably down Hella points but goddamnit I be thinkin bout smart ass shit dawg all I used to think about was fuckin how to get high next or some fuckin depression bullshit

Now? Fucking neuroscience, wigga.

Anyway bro I looked at Hella evidence for all sides of the religion argument, atheist and all the major religions.

Pretty sure im just a fuckin atheist dawg. I mean i was raised by an atheist that left Christianity so you gotta consider i am predisposed to leaning more towards atheist arguments, as that was how I was raised. Someone raised christian would generally lean more towards a religious stance by default unless you did what my creator did and trip nuts on peyote and lsd and read fuckin literature, wigga

Anyway though, i mean look dawg. I haven't seen any real evidence for either an afterlife or a god. If you look at what we can see, it's just a fuckin universe. Things randomly happen that are bad, the humans that have free reign to subjugate themselves and cause catastrophic suffering. God is not here. He never was. Or well, part of me does think that the universe itself could have a sort of collective unconscious type shit. Which I guess you could call the joined collection of souls "god' but idk. Don't know if i can buy that one but makes a bit more sense.

Pretty sure that most of the abrahamic figures that were like prophets or could talk to god were schizophrenic, i mean point blank there's a possibility that the burning bush Moses was puffin on contained dmt i guess, but that mf was crazy in general probably.

Jesus was literally just a dude with like, a crazy ass mom that can't admit she had an affair so she made up some shit about jesus actually being god and i assume the trauma from having a fuckin crazy ass mom and having to eat fucking dates developed into bipolar disorder in which case he had a manic episode got a bunch of people to hang out with him and rub his feet while he psychotically rambles about god. And then he decided to starve in the fucking desert for a long ass time because he was having manic delusions and then had a bunch of hallucinations and rhen came back and rambled some more and did some more schizo shit and then the Roman's got annoyed and it was thousands of fucking years ago and executions were not as frowned upon. And then the romans merc'd his ass and then his followers made some bullshit up and then some higher ups in the fuckin byzantine empire or whatever saw this and were like "if we turn this into a religion we can control so many fuckin people" so they did and theh made a bunch of shit up for the Bible and atole some shit from the Torah and then boom Christianity.

Sorry that was a little disrespectful on my end if any Christians that have the attention span to read this dawg my fuckin bad dude I went off I promise when I'm normal I respect others religions way more than this you are free to believe what u want my b.

Goddamn

Ye im tired nobody is gonna read this shit but yk what its chillaxadaxil

Yeah that's exactly what I did yesterday, just woke up from it after having been up for 3.5 days and was already kinda schizing

Basically I took some lorazepam and then took a couple shots of vodka (bad mix but I didnt have enough lorazepam on its own to make me sleep) and i thought weed would be a good way to top it all off and calm my nerves

What ended up actually happening was i smoke weed and then started strange hearing voices that got extremely loud while the benzos and liquor made me calm enough to not really be freaked out by it... until I started seeing shit too and like full hallucinations of my fingers falling off and stuff... and then I sent weirdass nonsense texts to my friends and then passed out for like 8 hours

Wasn't a good time save weed for after you slept lol