u/Fishy_smelly_goody

Heyo!

Its-a-me, the billionth guy on here, but I AM different!! Hopefully..

So! About me first!

'I am 6 feet tall (186cm) and weigh 54kgs or 119,05ibs! I have shoulder long blonde hair and green eyes!!

I like gaming, reading, sometimes I play with clay, wanna get into skateboarding, anime, movies, history, Meowl, some science and philosophy, specifically about the conscious ever since I experimented with psychedelics! :D Oh and I'm vegan for over 6 years now!
I have a AUSBILDUNG (degree) in sales and am working on moving out currently ^^

So! This was all the boring Tinder stuff out of the way, minus that I actually do like long walks on beaches. =w=

I want a woman with whom I can talk to. Who lets me rant sometimes about whatever movie or dumb subject or book I want and listens! Ill of course do the same, I love getting to know interesting people! I want to be treated like a dumb, helpless boy, someone you can easily order around and who absolutely adores your attention. As the title says, I am pretty- uhh- well I've had it rough. I wont get into it now, but I have diagnosed crippling depression, panic disorders, nightmares, sleep paralysis, derealization; after years of therapy I'm able to hold a job again, hence why I got a degree and everything, but things are rough for me sometimes. I also have a lot of trauma, hurray!
The reason I'm mentioning this is because I know there are people out there who likes this. Now don't get me wrong, I want someone who likes me for me and I of course would be always there for you too if you need me, that goes without saying, but I am aware that nurturing someone broken is something some people are into. And well.. I ehm.. I could really use someone who is gentle with me, tells me what to do, treats me like I'm lesser but in a motherly "I know whats best for you" way. Someone who will call me a good boy, OH GOD PLEASE CALL ME A GOOD BOY! gp3wa
Someone I can submit to and worship, who calls the shots. Someone who tells me its all gonna be okay and lets me cry on her chest.

I would love if we could also do things like game or watch something together or if we meet in real life go out somewhere fun! I love arcades, I just very rarely go sadly. ^-^

SO! I hope this all sounds epic! And if not I wish you an amazing day or night and hope you find what you're looking for elsewhere :D

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So I am 24M and from Germany.

As the title says Ive been through a lot. I wont go into details, but just so you have a rough idea: SA, mental/physical/emotional abuse by parents, siblings, teachers, classmates, two suicide attempts, years of therapy, nightmares and panic attacks to this day.
Again, I shaved off a lot and oversimplified some stuff, but point is Ive had it pretty bad.

I have a mommy and a good boy kink. A big one. One time a girl at work called me that playfully because I did something before she asked. I moaned and spilled the boxes I was carrying over the floor; I got embarrassed and tried to make an excuse but I don't thing she was buying it. The one time I did explore this kink with someone was over a call with a girl who was into it. She called me good boy, said she was proud, that she loved me, that she wants to cuddle me, my vision got fuzzy, my heart beat out of my chest, I couldnt breath, my tongue was out, my body was shaking, I forgot my name for a bit and we had to take a break because she was scared I was having a seizure.
I also love wearing dog ears/tail/paws. I love being talked to like I am a child and completely helpless.

Anyway, I just really enjoy this dynamic. It makes me happy and I think thats to no small part due to my history. It just maps onto it perfectly. To be honest I was thinking a few times to put out adds specifically mentioning my trauma like a twisted "LOOK, I AM REALLY HURT, TAKE ME!" kinda like you wanna get the puppy with the lost eye out of the litter box first. The idea of a woman liking the trauma and crippling depression I have is very sweet to me.

But it feels wrong. I would never trick someone into anything, I am always straight with people and if I ever get into a relationship Id tell them about my mental illness at least so they know what theyre getting into. The ethical concerns are not about me lying or deceiving someone.
It just feels wrong. I dont know. I shouldnt expect someone to do this and even if I did find someone, what if they end up not liking me and are now in this awkward position of "I dont want to see him anymore, but feel bad about it." Especially with the whole childish thing.

Is that a thing that people like? Would it be ethically okay to practice it? I am just confused about it.

So I am 24M and from Germany.

As the title says Ive been through a lot. I wont go into details, but just so you have a rough idea: SA, rape, mental/physical/emotional abuse by parents, siblings, teachers, classmates, two suicide attempts, years of therapy, nightmares and panic attacks to this day.
Again, I shaved off a lot and oversimplified some stuff, but point is Ive had it pretty bad.

I have a mommy and a good boy kink. A big one. One time a girl at work called me that playfully because I did something before she asked. I moaned and spilled the boxes I was carrying over the floor; I got embarrassed and tried to make an excuse but I don't thing she was buying it. The one time I did explore this kink with someone was over a call with a girl who was into it. She called me good boy, said she was proud, that she loved me, that she wants to cuddle me, my vision got fuzzy, my heart beat out of my chest, I couldnt breath, my tongue was out, my body was shaking, I forgot my name for a bit and we had to take a break because she was scared I was having a seizure.
I also love wearing dog ears/tail/paws. I love being talked to like I am a child and completely helpless.

Anyway, I just really enjoy this dynamic. It makes me happy and I think thats to no small part due to my history. It just maps onto it perfectly. To be honest I was thinking a few times to put out adds specifically mentioning my trauma like a twisted "LOOK, I AM REALLY HURT, TAKE ME!" kinda like you wanna get the puppy with the lost eye out of the litter box first. The idea of a woman liking the trauma and crippling depression I have is very sweet to me.

But it feels wrong. I would never trick someone into anything, I am always straight with people and if I ever get into a relationship Id tell them about my mental illness at least so they know what theyre getting into. The ethical concerns are not about me lying or deceiving someone.
It just feels wrong. I dont know. I shouldnt expect someone to do this and even if I did find someone, what if they end up not liking me and are now in this awkward position of "I dont want to see him anymore, but feel bad about it." Especially with the whole childish thing.

Is that a thing that people like? Would it be ethically okay to practice it? I am just confused about it.

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Seeing posts of people with their partners or dressing up or going out or cuddling always reminds me that I'm missing out on a huge part of life and that I will 100% die completely alone.

But what will you do, Deltarune chapter 5 is out

Heya. I am a 24 year old femboy from Germany!

Today I wanna write about my hate fuck fantasy that Ive had for years now and partly acted out online.

So, I've been vegan for about 6 years now. And it's been great, Ive learned to cook, it made me think more deeply about the world and ethics, I'm healthy, I'm slim femboy hottie and in my most difficult times I could always tell myself "Hey. Despite everything, I am still keeping the promise made to myself years ago."

I am vegan for ethical reasons (as any vegan is, anyone else is plant based), meaning I think its a moral obligation and that non-human animal murder and exploitation for pleasure is wrong. Ive been on a handful of protests in my life and used to argue a ton with people online about it but dialed it back HARD because it just wasnt good for my mental health.

This should give you a good overview of myself and my opinion on veganism. While I am not super confrontational in real life and wouldnt yell at people over it, I am the sterotypical "annoying, pushy vegan."

...Annnd a few years ago I developed a fantasy about being hate fucked for it.

The fantasy plays out differently depending on the day, but I think I have two core ones.

First one is pretty simple, I am on the street, yelling "MEAT IS MURDER" and getting in peoples faces a little bit, aggressively debating with them. Eventually someone, or a group of people, have enough of it and force themselves on me. They rip my "Go Vegan" shirt off and throw it on the ground, my "MEAT IS MURDER" sign gets thrown in the dirt and they make me kneel on it. Then they all take their cocks out and slap me on the head and say cocky things like "Thought vegans dont like meat, eh?" or "Vegans need supplements." or "You need some quality protein!" and face fuck me hard. After each one is done they whip their cock with my vegan shirt. I try to get a word in about how cruel they are, animal abusers, bloodmouths, disgusting hypocrites but I get cut off by cock every time.

The second one is even more hotter for me. I am arguing with someone, preferably online about Veganism. They HATE veganism, there is a whole antivegan sub on Reddit (which is not very good but still it exists lol) someone whod post on there is talking to me. Things get heated and we debate, I even tell him that if hed win that debate hed get to fuck me! The debate last for about twoish hours and we both make solid points, we both side sources, use science, ethics, etc. But after around 90ish minutes I realize theyre just way more informed than me. They hit me with source after source, article after article and I cant keep up. Theyre getting snarkier and cockier with each message. Sending me pictures of meat to troll me, posting a hamburger theyre eating while taking to me. Eventually it comes out theyre living near me and come over. I said the "you can fuck me if you win" because I was cocky and didnt think it would actually happen.. they end up fucking me hard, claiming their prize, eating a victory hamburger while railing me, calling me dumb names. And worst part is theyre posting our conversation from before on Reddit as we speak to make me look dumb and adding that theyre currently ballsdeep on my ass!

So yeah, those are my fantasies. Worst part? I miiiight have done the second a bit. Not in real life. I used to be on servers and wrote something like "Lets debate about Veganism and if you win Ill fuck my throat and ass on mic for you!" A few of them I took serious and won, turning some people even vegan back then, but I would be lying if I said I didnt lose a couple on purpose..
I purposefully dragged the debate out, arguing really well against them and even teased them a tiny bit. I made them desperate and hate me for real. I usually cherry picked the ones that said they disliked vegans the most for this. And then after an hour or so Id start getting sloppy on purpose. Made dumb points. Acted like I didnt have proper counter arguments. Until they won and made me pay for my cocky attitude over mic. IT WAS SO HOT.

Fun stuff.

Heyo! I am from Germany and 24! I love gaming, reading, watching anime and movies, learning about history and cooking, I am also vegan!

I would really love to meet other femboys online to game with. ^-^ Play videogames, be silly, talk and maybe be a little lewd, but we'll see :3

Alternatively if youre also from Germany we can maybe meet!! Thank you so much!

Discord: belowski6390