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Since trying anal on coke my brain broke and turned me into a super submissive slut. And I realized that never allowing me to touch my dick while high makes me so much more hornier and satisfied!

When I’m at home and get high to play by myself, I always wear a flat chastity cage until I sober up again. I only play with a dildo until I get tired!

I love the feeling of never being satisfied that slowly turns me more and more desperate and submissive

Anyone else? Like I do like having a dick still. It’s cute. But the sensation of touching it feels mediocre and disappointing now, compared to anal play.

Stimulants broke my brain in such a fundamental way I really want to meet other people who experienced the same. Specially other trans girls since a lot of the things that I experience were specific.

Like… I don’t mind having a dick. And I always liked to be a switch, mostly a top.

I always mainly felt sexual attraction for girls and just some very specific guys.

Receiving anal for me was something that needed a lot prep and a specific mood for me to enjoy it.

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Last year I made the beautiful decision of finishing a bag of 3mmc at home. It made me horny. I couldn’t get hard. I played with my ass. I loooved it. I was hooked and needed to experiment more.

Throughout this last year I’ve planned to have more and more leftovers to play at home. Got more toys. And for now most of last year I wear a flat chastity cage when I’m high at home and exclusively play with my ass.

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Best/worst part is that the now other stimulants that didn’t used to get me horny now do. Remembering while I’m sober that I spent last weekend high, caged and riding a dildo makes me horny and proud now.

I can’t be the only trans girlie that found this? The submissiveness, the horniness? The beauty of having a useless soft dick? The crave for being fucked but never wanting to cum? Cumming feels like failure to me now.

I really need to talk to other girls that get like this 😭 like it’s such an intense experience , specially because I’m trans, and I’ve never found anyone that relates 😭. But in a very prevented and (honestly) sexist, it is not only hot but also affirming 😭

I used to be switch, mostly top. But a year ago I tried to play with myself while on 3mmc. I feel it almost rewired my brain to the point when I am now 100% a bottom. And I stim fap wearing a flat chastity cage a riding a dildo for hours.

And of course my biggest kink is feeling like a junkie now haha. Like I see what I do at home, alone in a corner, high as fuck, riding a dildo for hours non stop… it looks pathetic, but when I think about it while sober it makes me so so horny. I dream to be treated like an easy whore can be fucked for a line of coke. Or for friends to know how horny I get on 3mmc to gift it to me knowing that at some point I’d get so horny I’d allow to be used for anything by anyone.

Second kink is that getting so high that I can’t get hard anymore gets me super horny :3 I already feel submissive while high, knowing that my dick agrees with that is hot. Sadly it’s not impossible, so to make sure I never get hard now I never get high without putting on a flat chastity cage. I leave it on until I sober up the next day. I become so submissive I don’t even want to touch my dick anymore. I don’t like to cum anymore, only edge.

So yeah, drugs and sex turned me from a regular person that liked to top and masturbate normally…. to this.

Would love to hear other stories 🙈 I would love to hear from other girls and femmes but anyone with an interesting story is welcome

Stims makes me horny in a really weird way that I wish to know if it’s an existing kink/fetish I can search for.

I dream of a situation where people are fucking each other, sucking, etc but trying to completely ignore the sex part and just having regular conversations.

Like I dream of being fucked while I’m talking about the weather or work with other people.

Is this a common fetish? Sounds specially possible on stims when u can go on for hours without finishing.

Hii! I’m 31MTF and before transitioning I felt I was a bisexual man. For a long time I felt I may like more being a bottom than a top but fear of judgement from others made me feel safer acting like a heterosexual top.

In my 20s I got the courage to meet with a top man. Sort of a friend. And it was a HORRIBLE experience. Now I see he was so impatient it hurt. Hurt so much I convinced myself I am not made to be a bottom.

A few years later I met a trans lady who was a switch. We got drunk enough that when she said she’d love to top me I agreed. She was gentler but it was still a very uncomfortable experience. No pain tho.

The feeling that I liked the idea of being a bottom stayed and I bought a dildo. Still didn’t like it.

After coming as trans, late 20s, I started to get into the rave scene. Experimenting with some drugs (stimulants). One day I came home with some leftovers. Was feeling nice and horny and finishing a bag. Thought about my dildo and said “what the hell”.

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My brain broke. It was pleasurable and intense. I couldn’t stop. I started to do this more often when coming back from raves.

Now I like it even when I’m sober. And even crazier, I don’t like being a top at all anymore. Like at all. Getting hard is suddenly a turn off so I now always wear a chastity cage if I am home high or horny.

It’s been such a crazy major change in me, I wish I could talk to someone about it. But it’s a bit embarrassing and I don’t think anyone I know has ever experienced something like this. Has anyone here experienced this?

Would love to meet someone that loves to get high (I love 3mmc, cocaine and other stimulants), turn super submissive and ride dildos together 🙈

Lately I’ve turned into a bit of a junky slut at home and love spending some nights after parties just doing lines and riding my dildo for hours 🙈 anyone else likes to do the same?

Would love to (mainly) chat about it and if I click with you maybe meet and enjoy submissiveness together

The first time I played with myself at home while I was high it’s like my brain got rewired. Everything that makes me horny changed.

I turned from a flex girl (mostly top, sometimes bottom) to a 100% submissive bottom girl.

Like I still like having a dick as a trans girl, but ONCE I did 3mmc and decided to play with a dildo and now… my favourite times are wearing a flat chastity cage, getting high and riding a dildo for hours. I wish I could turn my dick into a flaccid decoration that never gets hard.

All this because ONCE I got high at home and played with myself.

Has anyone had a similar experience?

I’m a trans woman who enjoys some anal even on stimulants. Yesterday I tried playing while on coke for the first time (I usually prefer 3mmc) and I noticed some differences.

Disclaimer: 3mmc basically does not exist anymore so I’ve been either buying 2mmc, 3cmc and sometimes just whatever my dealer sells as “3mmc”.

3mmc/3cmc/2mmc: if I get any of the 3xxx (not 2), small feels amazing. I have mini orgasms constantly and can go non stop for hours. I like to boof it so I like the high lasts quite a bit before I feel like I need to stop and boot again. A con is that since I’m boofing, if I don’t dilute the 3mmc enough, it can irritate me and I start to bleed… forcing me to stop.

Coke: this one makes me horny but can also distract me by making talkative. I noticed coke makes it very easy for me to get stuck “stimfapping”. I had to put on a chastity cage to stop feeling the urge to fap. Anal feels great but not nearly as good as 3mmc. But it gives me more energy (I can “ride” my dildo for longer). I also boofed it. I did feel I needed to boof again more often :/ but I didn’t bleed at all and was rougher!

Even though it feels slightly worse, I did feel coke works best for solo play just because I just had way more energy to play by myself. With 3mmc for some reason it feels harder to play without feeling like I have to stop regularly.

When being with someone else, 3mmc is definitely better! If you have a hands free toy I guess this would be great as well :)

Note that from how I remember my times with real 3mmc a few years ago, the real one would beat everything in all situations for me haha I’m sad it doesn’t exist anymore

Would love to hear other experiences! I’m interested in trying (Euro)speed someday. And I hear MDMA is amazing for anal.

I can’t control how horny I get on coke 🙈 anyone likes a junkie bitch that likes to fuck herself in the ass for hours while getting high on coke? I get so submissive I don’t even want to touch my dick. I’ve been wearing a flat chastity cage since I started skiing

Encourage me to be my most pathetic self please 🙈 or join me and let’s be pathetic together 🙈

Lately most guys that write to me seem to find me hot, but completely try to avoid the fact that I have a dick (or tell me “they can ignore it”)

The thing is… I love having a dick. Like yeah, I am submissive and like to be fucked, not necessarily fuck someone else. But I still like if my lady dick gets some attention.

Like my ideal boyfriend would be someone I can brag to my friends he has a bigger, harder dick than mine <3

I’m lately a bit of a horny junky and can’t stop getting high and playing with myself for ours. Would love to meet other girls or femme presenting people that can relate to this 🧡 in my mind it would be great to have some people who I can get high and horny with without any shame

Hiii I’m a trans woman who’s very high right now and up for some horny chats :3

I’m very very submissive when I’m high but I don’t mind talking with other subs about kinky stuff to relate as well :p

I do have a dick and I love having one and for it to get attention but I can’t get hard when I’m high (which makes me even more horny and submissive)

Love chastity cages as well (I have a flat one I usually wear when I’m high) 🙈

Love to be treated like a junkie 🙈 coke bitch 🙈

If you’d want me to turn into a submissive slut that begs for you, you don’t need to do much :3 sure you could spike my drink and fuck me while I’m unconscious but… there’s a way to force me to be uncontrollably horny so I’d beg for you to use me.

Stimulants are my weakness :3 sure it makes others more aware, and in some cases more conscious. But if you get me high on coke, speed or something similar and tell me you’ll keep me high as soon as I act like your bitch… I wouldn’t be able to control myself 🙈 it feels like I’m brainwashed into a slut 🙈

Would you find it hot to have me coked, horny and desperate? :3

FYI: I’m coked up, horny and desperate right now 🙈

Very fun! But doesn’t compare to the pleasure of getting high and horny at home afterwards, of course 🤣🙈

Love talking about horny things, sharing kinks and fantasies. I’m very submissive and drugs make me even more submissive :)

Would love to talk!

I’m 31 y/o trans woman and I know it sounds like spam but it’s true. I’m drunk as fuck, and whenever I end up home alone and horny I take 3mmc.

Today I didn’t have 3mmc but I had some MDMA so in my drunk mind I decided it was a good idea to boof it.

So no way back now… what do I expect?

I’ve never boofed MDMA (always oral). And I’ve never done MDMA alone at home.

Right now I’m feeling… still drunk and a bit anxious (I’m guessing MDMA come up). Probably a mistake to boof while drunk but it’s done. I felt so horny before boofing and rn it’s just anxiety haha I boofed about the same (or a bit less) than I’d take orally for a regular party tho. So I know I’m technically safe.

Any tips to make this enjoyable?

For the past year I have started occasionally having 3mmc sessions at home. This led to huge changes in my kinks, fantasies and even sexual preferences.

Used to be a top but I discovered I’m a bottom with no actual interest in topping ever.
Got new toys and started playing with myself in different ways.
I fantasise about crazier scenarios than I used to. Suddenly I’m into CNC, Free Use, intox play, etc.
I’m still discovering new things about me.

So many changes but not anyone to talk about it. Is there anyone here experienced with chemsex or that uses stimulants at home?

I can't believe that up until a few months ago I didn't like to receive anal at all. Then one day I try stimulants (3mmc) at home... I get curious and start playing with my ass... and my whole world changes.

I feel like my dick is unimportant and useless now when I should be the one receiving dick in my ass!

I'm still to shy to meet people IRL. But, almost every weekend, I'll get high and play with my dildo for hours. Of course, wearing a chastity cage so I don't get distracted.

I no longer want anything else for my body except to be fucked in the ass, and mouth

Would love to talk with anyone who relates <3

I’ve always thought I’m happy with having a dick! I find it cute and I understand estrogen will make it even cuter and smaller. Besides a lot of people seem to love it.

For the past year I’ve gotten more into drugs (stimulants) and gooning. I discovered boofing and started doing more anal play and every time I become more and more submissive.

For the past few times I’ve spent hours just playing with my dildo while wearing a chastity cage. I completely ignore my dick now.

I do have to take breaks with the anal so I can boof more which is a bit annoying since I don’t like touching my dick anymore… and this is what suddenly made me feel “wow I’d love to have a pussy so I don’t have to stop getting fucked while I boof”

So yeah haha if I ever decide to get bottom surgery it seems it may be due to me being a horny junkie who likes to put drugs in my ass 🤣

Any other girly relates? 🤣 or any other girlies love become submissive anal sluts or wearing chastity?

Before the first time I tried anal at home while high, I had always been more of a top. I had tried receiving anal by then but it was never a pleasant experience.

Fast forward to a year ago. I come back home, high as fuck and still with a bag of… stuff… full. I can’t resist and keep getting high at home.

At some point I start feeling like my ass is craving something so I start playing with a few small things I have at home and for the first time ever it feels slightly pleasant!

After this nice experience I got myself a dildo to properly use my ass and not hurt it. Next time I got high as fuck, I saved some stuff for later and went home dreaming of using the dildo (my ass calling to be filled by then).

That day I probably spend playing with my ass for 6 hours non stop. Had multiple micro orgasms (I learned later)!

Now I have multiple hour sessions of anal play from time to time when I’m high. If I’m out and high it becomes my main reason to rush home.

Recently I noticed that these drugs quite literally changed me permanently. Touching my dick feels boring now; and when I’m high and horny I put on a chastity cage now so I can’t touch it at all!

I rarely masturbate with my dick when sober as well, but I discovered that now I DO enjoy anal play when sober. I enjoy it a lot!

It’s like these drugs permanently altered something in my brain turning me from a top to a very submissive bottom! And I don’t regret a single part of it!

I’ve heard some drugs can make people want to receive anal while high (like meth) but I’ve never heard of it PERMANENTLY changing someone. And so drastically. Did I basically brainwash/hypnotise myself into a bottom with drugs? 🤷🏽‍♀️

After a… situation… that broke my brain and left me obsessed with anal I’ve had a weekly sessions wearing a chastity cage and playing with a dildo.

Getting the dildo initially in always is very very slow if I don’t want it to hurt. I love the idea of being able to take a dick inside of me fast.

I’m definitely managing to get the dildo faster inside from learning how to relax a bit but… is it possible to train it this way or do I need to wear a plug so I’m dilated already?