u/Kinks4Kelly

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We are a plus sized couple in Western Mass looking for another couple in a similar situation to our own. Ideally, we'd like to find a couple to be friends with benefits with. Preferably, in Western or Central Mass, within an hour or so of us.

We are very 420 friendly. We are both professionals, so some level of discretion is a must.

We are NOT looking for a single guy. We are ONLY looking for another couple.

I am 5'6 and a size 14. He is 6'1, 275 lbs. We'll gladly share face pictures after some mutual interest is established.

We are a plus sized couple in Western Mass looking for another couple in a similar situation to our own. Ideally, we'd like to find a couple to be friends with benefits with. Preferably, in Western or Central Mass, within an hour or so of us.

We are very 420 friendly. We are both professionals, so some level of discretion is a must.

We are NOT looking for a single guy. We are ONLY looking for another couple.

I am 5'6 and a size 14. He is 6'1, 275 lbs. We'll gladly share face pictures after some mutual interest is established.

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What is wrong with me? All I had to do was say I was tired, sign off, and use my dildo. But no, I had to give into my inner slut and go fuck a near stranger. Even if his dick is a work of orgasm producing art, I shouldn't have bet he couldn't make me beg. I had to be the cool girl who had to always wins the game of one ups manship and I lost.

I can't believe I begged so pathetically. But damn, his cock was just…

Without realizing it I was laying on my bed, my hand had slid inside my shorts. My fingers find my clit and begin rubbing. My breathing picks up with the intensity of my rubbing but I am just stuck, it feels great but I am no closer to cumming. I pull my shorts all the way off and kick them aside. I reach into my bag under my bed and pull out my 6 inch dildo. I am soaking wet so it slides in with no effort. I need to cum and begin to fuck my pussy harder and harder. My breathing picks up more, I am getting closer and closer but I just can't get there.

“What did his cock to do me!” I squealed as I gave up on my quest to cum.

I grabbed my shorts and slid them back on. As I laid there, frustrated and confused, my mind wandered to “Am I really going over tomorrow?” I asked nobody.

That is when the more perverse voices in my head spoke up. They asked how bad could it be? They pointed out I had worked hard all semester, I deserved to just shut down my brain for two days, don't think, just fuck, suck cock, maybe eat a girl out, hell, maybe two. These aren't guys I go to school with. How bad would it be to just shut your brain off and be Nick's slut?

The sane part of me was getting angry that the voices telling me to shut off and be his sex toy are making sense.

I'd spent so many years chasing the next thrill that people assumed I wanted control. Truth was, I was exhausted by it. Being labelled a nymphomaniac in the nineties meant everyone thought desire was the only language I spoke, but they never saw the constant arithmetic running behind my eyes. Every room had to be read, every smile interpreted, every decision carried. Sometimes the greatest luxury wasn't another rush. It was finding someone I trusted enough to say, "You decide." For a day or two, I could stop negotiating with the world and let somebody else carry the map while I simply breathed.

People mistake surrender for weakness because they imagine it means disappearing. For me, it was the opposite. Handing over the reins for a little while let me hear my own thoughts again beneath all the static. I didn't have to perform, impress, or outrun the loneliness that had been dogging my heels since I was old enough to know what longing felt like. I could wake up without an agenda, eat when someone handed me a plate, go where they suggested, wear what they tell me, do as I am told, and feel the peculiar peace of not having to steer every moment. After living at full throttle for so long, turning control over to another person with the wheel, even if for being a sentient sex toy, felt less like giving something away and more like finally setting down a weight I'd forgotten I was carrying.

My mind was now made up. I was all in.

In another bout with insomnia, I found myself on AOL at 1am. To my surprise, Nick was signed in. Showing no impulse control we had the following conversation. For those who didn't read the first part, K is Nick, for KingOfSMC, and I am DK for DeviantKelly.

DK: It's Friday.

K: So it is, I lost track of time.

DK: I can't believe you made me beg so badly for your cock.

K: You really needed it. I bet you do right now too. You've been thinking about it all day.

DK; Fuck you, I wish you weren't right.

K: LOL! You were fun. I can't wait until you fully submit and let me fuck your virgin ass.

DK: The last isn't happening, you'd destroy me!

K: We'll see. Not this weekend, I promised but we'll see.

DK: How kind of you lmao

K: I have class at 8. So I'll give you your instructions for this evening now.

DK: Instructions??

K: Yes. You agreed to be my slut, actually, you begged didn't you?

DK: I did.

K: Shave your legs and pussy.

DK: Okay… I can do that.

K: Wear a tank top and your shortest skirt. No bra or panties allowed. You can bring a couple of outfits.

K: From this evening at 5 until Sunday at 5, what are you?

DK: I am your slut.

K: Why are you my slut?

DK: Because you made me beg for your cock like a stupid slut.

K: A stupid slut, I prefer that. I want you as cock needy as possible.

DK: I need your cock.

K: I am going to bed, fuck your pussy until you cum while remembering you are my stupid slut this evening.

With that he signed off. I couldn't help put pull my shorts off and hopped on my bed. I was wet and within just a few minutes of rubbing my clit I came audibly. What the fuck, do I now need his permission to cum I contemplated as I drifted off to sleep.

My alarm woke me around 9:30. I tried to keep the day as normal as I could. I went to class, I hit the gym, and then came back to my suite. I let my suite mates know I was going home for the weekend to keep some semblance of dignity.

I got into the shower and meticulously shaved my legs and my pussy as I was told. I got my armpits for good measure. I went into my room and picked up what I thought were my shortest skirts and tightest tank tops. Before I headed out I put a t-shirt over my tank top, and put leggings on. I didn't need any questions.

I hopped in my car and immediately took the t-shirt and leggings off. I made the 2 block drive and lucked out finding a parking spot. I looked in the mirror and told myself “Time to shut off brain.”

As those words left my mouth, I felt a sense of calmness. I didn't need to be smart Kelly, I didn't need to even be sane Kelly, I got to be the sluttiest Kelly I could imagine being.

I knocked on the door. My nerves had largely subsided until Nick opened the door. He was wearing a Reggie Lewis jersey and grey sweatpants. He looked me up and down. He had a natural cocky aura about him that seemed to be the fuel for the pheromones he gave off. He said “Prove you followed my instructions.”

Even though I could hear people walking down the street I lifted up my skirt to show him my freshly shaved pussy. He definitely took notice and looked like he approved. He followed that up with “And?”

I felt my face burn red as I lifted my tank top to show him my bare boobs. The fresh air felt good and the subtle breeze hit just right to harden my nipples. He reached out with both hands and pinched each one. I couldn't contain the small moan of pleasure this induced. I could hear voices on the street getting closer and also the sounds of people inside the house. He released his grasp and as he stepped back to let me in he said “Very nice.”

I scooted past him as quickly as I could into his house. As I went past him I felt him pull my skirt up just enough to catch a glance at my bare ass. Normally, this would piss me off, but today it made my pussy quiver with excitement. He took me back to his room and closed the door after we entered. He looked me up and down again and said “Shall we go over your rules?’

I looked him in the eyes as my thoughts went silent and responded “Yes sir.”

“You lost the bet and begged me to cum, didn't you?” He gloated.

“I did.” I responded.

“And what does that make you this weekend?” He said as my pussy dampened.

“Your personal slut.” I responded lamentably.

“That's right. Rule 1, you will suck my cock whenever I ask.” He said, almost taunting me.

“I will suck your cock on command.” I sheepishly responded.

“You will let me fuck that pussy whenever and wherever I want.” He continued.

“My pussy is yours this weekend.” I responded, trying to sound a bit more confident.

“If I tell you to perform oral on someone, you will get on your knees like the type of slut who begs to cum.” He said with a charmingly evil smile.

I can't help control how aroused this is making me. I can feel my nipples harden and stretch into my tank top. My pussy is loving this idea just as much. As I struggle to contain my arousal I can only get out another “Yes sir.”

“I'm glad we are clear. And as I promised, no anal sex, unless you change your mind.” He said with a subtly sinister laugh.

“Now that we are clear with the rules, I need my dick sucked.” He shared as he untied the knot on his sweatpants.

I took my place on my knees and pulled his sweatpants down to his ankles. He was already semi-hard. I kissed and twirled my tongue over the head of his cock. I then run my tongue up and down his shaft. I then take him in my mouth. He starts getting firmer and gains length and girth as my head bobs up and down. It is hard to take all of him but I go down his shaft a little more each bob. I can hear his breathing pick up. This only encourages me to pick up my pace. I don't even mind how sweaty and musky he tastes.

I feel his hand grab my hair and he pulls me off of his cock. There is a big pop as he exits my mouth. “Damn you are a little cock hungry slut. Aren't you?”

“I am your cock hungry slut this weekend.” I replied, proud of my performance.

He pulled his sweatpants up to my disappointment. He put his hand out to help me up to my feet. My nipples were trying to tear a hole in my tank top and I can feel some dampness on my thighs.

“Let's go meet my roommates.” He takes my hand and we head out to the living room. There are 3 guys watching “Happy Gilmore” and passing a bong around.

“Kevin, Luke, and Jay, this is Kelly. Kelly, why don't you tell them why you are here this weekend?” The confidence and arrogance are equally palpable in his tone.

“I am Nick's personal slut.” I can feel my cheeks burn red in embarrassment.

“And why are you my personal slut?” He asked.

“Because you made me beg to cum in your big cock.” My cheeks were still red but I was trying to feign confidence.

There is a mixture of giggles and quizzical looks. He picked up the bong and offered me a rip. I gladly inhaled as much as I could in an effort to impress the 4 guys in the room. I exhale a big cloud and Jay puts his hand out for a high five.

“Damn girl.” Either Luke or Kevin exclaimed.

The weed immediately hits my head hard. A sense of relaxation flows through my body. I think maybe this won't be so bad if I can keep smoking whatever this weed is. This feeling is fleeting. Nick has a new toy and wants to show it off.

“The best part about sluts like this, once you make them beg, you know they'll do whatever you want.” Nick proclaimed.

The other guys laughed. It was immediately obvious that Nick was their alpha and even more obvious I wasn't the first girl who failed at his dare. I noticed Luke had not taken his eyes off my protruding nipples. Nick was every bit as observant as myself.

“Luke, if you want to see her boobs, just ask. She's here for our enjoyment. Why don't you show them your boobs? That top needs to go anyway.”

Without a second thought I grabbed the bottom of my tank top and pulled it up over my head. Even if I was still unsure, my nipples were not as they begged for everyone's attention with their firmness. Nick extended his arm and pinched my left nipple. It was electric and I couldn't stop myself from moaning softly.

“See, she likes the attention.” Nick jeered.

He wasn't wrong. Having a room full of guys, all of whom are fairly hot, staring at my boobs was a definite turn on.

“I bet Luke wants to feel them. Go sit in his lap and let him have a feel.” Nick ordered.

I confidently, or at least I tried to confidently walk over and sat down on Luke’s lap. I wasn't in a real position to sit very lady like, so as I sat my bare ass was on his lap. I could feel he was excited as his hard cock pulsed through his jeans. He ran his hands over my breasts. He rubbed my nipples with his thumbs and I again couldn't stifle a moan.

“Ooooh, I think she likes you. Take her to your room and she can show you how much she likes you. Actually no, she can show us all right now.”

I instinctively knew what he expected as I got up and took my place on my knees in front of Luke. He undid the belt and unbuttoned his jeans. I helped him pull his jeans and boxers down and his cock popped out. He was not as big as Nick, but he was no slouch. I looked around the room and all eyes were squarely on me. This only fueled my arousal to my own surprise. I took him in my mouth, at first I slowly lowered my mouth down his shaft and slowly pulled back up. As I looked up, his head was laid back and his eyes were closed. I continued bobbing up and down and picked up my pace. He started squirming and bucking his cock into my mouth. This made me gag a couple of times. I picked up the pace some more and then felt that familiar twitch of the head of his cock as he unloads into my mouth. His hands move down and hold my head down as he thrusts into my mouth a couple of times, making sure every last drop goes into my mouth. I swallowed as best as I could but some ran down the side of my mouth.He released his grip and I pulled off.

I looked around the room and all eyes were on me. This moment could be the most degrading moment of my life, but it was also intoxicating to think all of these guys want me. At this moment I chose to be a swx goddess and just role with and enjoy whatever was to come next.

“See what I'm talking about!” Nick shouted.

I wiped my mouth as Nick said “Who wants to watch me fuck her?”

Naturally everyone raised their hand. Nick looked smug as fuck with adulation. My pussy was twitching in anticipation of feeling his cock inside me again. “Party in my room," he proclaimed as he helped me up. He took my hand and we made the way down the hallway to his room. Each step was a bigger turn on.

He said “Lose the skirt and get on the bed. Show everyone that you prepared for the weekend!”

I swayed my hips as I pulled the skirt down and stepped out of it. I sat on the edge and spread my legs to present my freshly shaved pussy. This is another moment of pure degradation or pure desire and I was going with desire.

Nick comes up and rubs my outer lips before spreading them to rub my clit. He is putting a lot of pressure down on my clit with his thumb and rubbing in a circular motion. I feel like I am about to explode when he suddenly stops.

“Beg for my cock.” He says before putting his thumb in my mouth.

“You can do whatever you want with my pussy. I will suck your cock whenever you want. Please, I need your cock.” I pleaded, half seriously at first.

“I don't know if you want it. Maybe I need to make you earn it. Suck it until I am ready to hear your second plea.” He said with 100% confidence.

That he could say those words that confidently only made me more desperate to please him. I took my place on my knees and reached inside to undo the tie. As I pulled them down his cock sprung up. He wasn't fully hard but already boasting an impressive size. Once his pants hit the floor I start by running my tongue over his right ball and then move to the left. Flattening my tongue so that it feels better for him. I take a breath and move to his shaft as I lick all the way up to tip and then immediately take the head into my mouth. I slowly move down the shaft so my throat can adjust to the girth. I pull back and go down further the next time and deeper again. This goes on for several minutes now. My jaw is getting sore when he grabs my hair and pulls my mouth off him.

“Are you ready to beg properly?” He said as my head was about 3 inches from his now full sized cock. It somehow looks even bigger now.

“I need your big fucking dick in my pussy more than I need to breathe. I need you to make my pussy cum until I forget my name! Your dick already made me your slut, please fuck me hard!” I begged a bit more seriously than I'd like to admit.

“I think she wants it guys.” He announced.

“He pulled me up and turned me around, pushing me over onto the bed. He rubbed his cock up and down me, tubing it in my depravity. I feel the head push against the outside before he pushes in. He was stretching me and within a few pumps I came hard and moaned loudly. He didn't slow down, I doubt he noticed I came. He starts building up a rhythm and I am a blubbering mess as he keeps fucking me. My pussy feels full, the type of full I always craved but didn't know it. He keeps going deeper and deeper and I cum again, my thighs quiver uncontrollably and I am just making incoherent sounds.

His hands dig into my hips, his thrusts become slower and more deliberate. His pelvis is now hitting my ass. My pussy has taken his whole cock and is as stimulated as it has ever been. He pulls out, leaving me open as I feel his cum hit my back, first one shot, then a second, and finally a third small shot.

It takes me a couple of moments to catch my breath. When I roll over all eyes are still on me. Nick tells me to take a shower and points across the hall. The shower is surprisingly clean for a house full of guys. I make the shower as hot as I can and get in. The water feels good. One of them has a girly shampoo that I used to clean my hair. As I step out Kevin is there to hand me a towel. “Enjoy the show?” I pissed myself off with that ice breaker.

He looked me up and down and took his shirt off. He had an impressive physique. I can't help but blush looking at him. He tells me “Nick wants you in the living room and leave the towel.” As he hands me my skirt.

I put my skirt on and head downstairs. He and Luke are sharing a joint when I come on. My nipples are still hard, there is a non-stop buzz in my pussy of anticipation for whatever comes next. I get handed the joint and take a couple of drags. Nick stands up and walks over and pinches my nipples. “Mmmmmmmph”

“Luke says you suck cock well. I think there is room for improvement. Why don't you go to Jay's room so we can get his opinion. It's the second on the right upstairs.” Nick points at the stairs.

I head up the stairs and knock on Jay's door. He says “Come in!”

The walls are covered with the typical 90s women in barely any clothes posters. He is sitting at the desk on the computer her turns his head to look at me and says “What do you want?”

“Nick wants me to ask you to rate my cock sucking skills.” I said, probably a lot less confidently than I would like to remember.

“Good timing.” He jokes as I come to realize he was looking at porn. He turns the chair all the way around and his cock is erect. He is definitely not Nick, or even Luke, but it's not bad. I step forward, trying to avoid the dirty clothes on the floor. I get to his chair and take his cock in my hand and stroke him as I squat down this time to save my knees. He already has a healthy dose of pre-cum that I lick off with my tongue. I immediately took him in my mouth. He was much easier to deep throat and my nose meets his pubic hair.

I am able to easily take him all and use this to really pick up the pace. His ass starts shifting side to side and he lets out a loud “FUUUUUUUUUUCK” as his cum shoots into my mouth. I keep going fast for another moment as another load comes out.

As I pull my mouth off a third squirt caught me off guard and a smaller load splashes on my cheek. I use his shirt to wipe it off as he laughs and says “Sorry.”

I assured him it was okay. I then ask “What should I tell Nick?”

He responds “Exquisite!” We both laugh and I head downstairs to tell Nick.

I proudly share his opinion. Nick blows it off saying “That is what he always says. He's just happy to have a wet mouth around his cock.”

I know he's trying to get a rise out of me so I let it slide.

Nick then asks me, “Luke wants to know if you've ever been tag teamed?” With a glint in his eyes

I can feel my cheeks go red in embarrassment as I respond, “Yes.”

“Told you she'd be into it.”

I know what is about to come as my nipples harden and juices start flowing. I am still aroused from blowing Jay and getting nothing in return.

“Here or my room?” Nick asks Luke.

“Let her decide. What do you think?” Luke responds by never taking his eyes off of my boobs.

“Mmmmmm, bedroom I guess.”

“I guess that works.” Nick responds, he looks a little disappointed with my choice. He takes my hand and we head to his room with Luke right behind. Every step closer my arousal grows.

The door clicks shut. This is that brief awkward moment where everyone knows what is about to happen next but are unsure how to get there. I look at both of them with nervous anticipation.

Nick steps forward and his hand immediately goes to my clit. He spreads lips and starts rubbing. I look over at Luke as the pleasure builds. He steps behind me and starts massaging my boobs and kissing my neck. I am letting out small moans between these two buff guys. Nick now slides two fingers straight into my pussy. He goes slow but deep before pulling out his drenched fingers. He examines them for a moment before he leans forward as if he is about to kiss me before veering to the right and saying “Get on your knees.”

I do as he says and Luke comes around so they are both in front of me. Nick unties his sweatpants and steps forward. I can still smell myself on his cock from a couple hours ago. He is already as hard as I have ever seen him, if anything he looks fuller and maybe longer. I start by kissing his shaft and he commands “Just suck it slut.”

I ponder why this made me more aroused as I followed his command. I take him in my mouth and bob my head up and down. I close my eyes as I savor my own taste on his cock. I try to go down further each time. As I am pulling back I feel a hand grab my hair and guide me. I open my eyes and Nick is holding my face to Luke’s fully erect cock. Like it is the most natural thing in the world I take Luke in my mouth. Only Nick doesn't let go of my hair. He pushes me down on Luke’s cock and proceeds to use my hair as a handle as he fucks my mouth with Luke’s cock. Luke isn't as big but is still ample size. I gag as his cock hits the back of my throat. He doesn't slow down and soon I start feeling the head of Luke’s cock twitch and then explode. In some perverse magic Nick seemed to time Luke’s orgasm so that my nose was buried in his pubic bone. Luke makes a couple of small thrusts and more comes out.

As Nick pulls my head off I gag and cough as Luke’s cum runs out my nasal passages onto my upper lip. Nick looks down at me, proud of his work as he taunts Luke, “Don't worry, I wasn't going to let you fuck her yet anyways.”

He finally releases my hair and lays down on his bed. “I'm tired, you're doing the work this time.”

I crawl up to him on the bed. I rub my pussy on his cock before grasping it and lining it up to my pussy. I am a bit nervous, guys always feel bigger to me when I ride and he is another level of big. I lower myself as his head enters me, spreading me instantly. I go slow so I can adjust inch by inch as my pussy struggles to take his whole cock. Once I am three-quarters of the way down I am as full as I have ever been and don't know how I am going down any further. Then I feel his hands grab my hips, his thumbs dig in and he pulls me down.

“OOOOOOOWWWWWWWOOOOOH FUCK!” I scream he glazes my cervix.

All of him is inside of me and every bit of it is pure pleasure. He doesn't release his hand and just takes control. He pushes me up and brings me down harder each thrust. I am moaning incoherently, this is a new level of pleasure. He pulls me all the way down again and then uses his hands to move me around his cock in circular motion. I have no control over my own body at this moment and I have no regrets. I cum hard as he swirls me around his cock at full depth. My g-spot has never been this stimulated and I either have the longest, hardest orgasm of my life, or the most consecutive orgasms of my life with no breaks in between. I cannot form words, I can only make animal-like noises as he keeps going. He grunts and bucks his hips up as he cums while pressed against my cervix. This sensation pushes me over the edge one more and I release a final guttural groan as I finally stop cumming.

I barely have the strength to push myself up off of him. When I finally pull all the way off I feel so open and exposed. Almost as soon as my head hits a pillow I pass out from sheer exhaustion mixed with a pleasure overload. Just before I fall asleep I hear him say “I can't wait to see her when Aaron/Erin gets here tomorrow.”

“Nothing Good Happens After 2 A.M.”

This was the title of the eighteenth episode in season one of “How I Met Your Mother”. It is also a pretty well known truth to those who suffer from nymphomania induced insomnia.

Sleep deprivation is a merciless saboteur of judgement. As insomnia drags on, the brain's ability to weigh consequences, resist impulses, and exercise self-control steadily erodes. When that exhaustion is coupled with nymphomania, the result can be profoundly destructive. When I was consumed by an overwhelming drive for sexual gratification while operating through the haze of chronic sleep loss, I was far more likely to ignore risks that would once have seemed obvious, dismiss personal boundaries, and pursue immediate relief at the expense of long-term wellbeing. Decisions that would have been unthinkable after a restful night's sleep can begin to feel rational in the moment because fatigue blunts caution while compulsion amplifies desire. The combination does not merely increase the temptation to make reckless choices. It weakens the very mental safeguards that ordinarily prevent those choices from being made.

While I was battling nymphomania, it would usually be coupled with insomnia on the nights I was unable to have a satisfactory sexual release. This time period also lined up with the widespread availability of AOL, AOL Instant Messenger, and MSN Messenger.  With AOL, there were always chatrooms and even better the private chatrooms. For those who don't remember the time, you would input the name of the chatroom and if it wasn't full, you'd go in. When I was at UVM, the private chatrooms were pretty well known by word of mouth. 

At least a few nights a week when I was at UVM, I would end up in the Burlington area college chatrooms with people mainly from UVM and St. Michael's College, with some Champlain and Trinity girls occasionally in the mix. 

Some nights the chats would be boring as fuck, especially during the week. Other nights, you could find someone looking for the same type of debauchery as you were. I certainly made a lot of questionable if not colossally bad decisions fueled by a lack of sleep, weed, and alcohol. 

This particular night was one of my more lamentable decisions. I logged into the local private college chatroom ans there were about 10-15 people in there. Some names I recognized and some had never seen before. I chatted in the room for a bit when I got an instant message. It was from a guy named Nick, who I had chatted with a couple of times. He was a senior at St. Michael's College. It turned out his townhouse was a couple blocks away from my own.  Best of all, he had a delightfully kinky mind that matched my own in many ways.

The beginning of the chat was typical getting to know you banter. As we chatted he shared that he had a scanned picture that he emailed to me. To my honest surprise was actually pretty cute. I had an older scanned pic from my senior picture in HS that I sent to him.  I was honest that I was a little more jiggly than I had been in that picture, he didn't seem to mind.

Once we exchanged pics and there was some mutual attraction the chat turned very sexual very fast. We shared stories about previous encounters. I shared that I was with 2 guys at the same time as the “sluttiest” thing I had done. He shared a story of how a freshman sucked off both him and his roommate a few weeks back. He shared that he had a bit of a humiliation fetish. He loved pushing a girl into doing something she never normally would do and how he relished in her reaction once it was completed. He confessed the shame in her eyes was better than cumming to him.

I was certainly intrigued by that fetish, it was new to me to see a guy openly discuss it. I played it off as something I didn't think he'd be able to do to me, which I honestly believed. I had done enough slutty and dirty things that I honestly didn't know how I could actually be humiliated. He seemed to revel in my naivety, or arrogance, both terms equally apply.

He shared a few other stories. One about how he got a girl from Trinity (an all girls Catholic college in Burlington) to do a strip tease at a house party for all to watch. He told me about getting a blowjob in the bathroom at The Red Square, a UVM bar in downtown Burlington. He was a good story teller and I was really turned on at this point.

Then came time for him to ask the famous AOL question of the 90's and we had the following exchange.

KingOfSMC (K): What are you wearing?

DevilishKelly (DK): A tank top and blue panties. And yourself?

K: I was wearing boxers. I think you should lose the top ;-)

(I fully knew I could lie and pretend to play along, but I was really aroused and in the mood to play along.)

DK: Yes sir…. It's off now. 

(I took my tank top off and cast it aside.)

K: Good girl. How hard are your nipples?

DK: LOL, they are standing at attention. How hard are you? 

K: Wouldn't you like to know. 

K: Wanna play cyber truth or dare? 

DK: How would that work? Either of us could just lie about the dares lol

K: Honor code, I trust you'll be a good girl, you will need to trust I am a bad boy. Maybe if it goes well we can play IRL sometime.

(He definitely had me intrigued.)

DK: Okay…I'll choose truth.

K: Have you ever had your ass fucked?

DK: Nope. Truth or dare?

K: T

DK: Have you ever fucked a girl in the ass?

K. Several. T or D?

DK: T

K: Have you ever stripped for a group of guys?

DK: If 3 is a group, yes. T or D?

K: Naughty girl. I bet you loved all eyes being on you. 

K: T

DK: When was the last time you ate pussy?

K: 5 hours ago. T or D?

DK: T

K: Are you gonna keep being boring?

DK: Fine…. D

K: Pull your panties to the side and rub your clit for 30 seconds. Then tell me how wet I've made you.

(I pulled my panties to the side as instructed. I rubbed myself, trying to count to 30 in my head. I was a lot more turned on than I had thought I was.)

DK: Mmmmm, I am pretty wet from you. T or D?

K: I bet you loved rubbing your clit for me. 

K: Dare.

DK: Slowly stroke your cock for me, just enough for get firm and then stop.

K: I am already at full mast. But I am stroking my cock imagining how good your mouth will feel around it.

DK: Naughty boy. How big are you.

K: It's not your turn. T or D?

DK: Fine then. D.

K: Take your panties off.

(Without a second thought I stand up and pull my panties down to my feet.)

DK: You've got me naked now. T or D?

K: Truth 

DK: How big is your firm cock?

K: I haven't measured, I'd guess 7 inches and really thick.

DK: Wow, nice… I've had bigger, but nice :-)

K: T or D?

DK: T

K: Do you own any sex toys, if so, what?

DK: I have a dildo, it's about 6 inches. I also have a blindfold and handcuffs.

K: In your room now?

DK: Yeah….. T or D?

K: D

DK: Stroke your cock some more until you are leaking pre-cum, then tell me how your pre-cum tastes?

K: Wow…. You are a dirty slut aren't you?

DK: Lol, go on now. Tell me how it tastes?

K: Fucking bitter and gross. 

DK: Lol! Now imagine what a full load in your mouth would taste like.

K: Such a dirty slut, I bet you love that taste. 

K: T or D

DK: Truth

K: When was the last time a guy came in your mouth?

DK: Last weekend. 

K: Go on….

DK: Not my turn. T or D?

K: T

DK: What is the sluttiest thing you've had a girl do?

K: I convinced a girl to lose her virginity in a MFM. We took turns fucking her pussy and mouth. She could barely walk after. 

DK: Damn…….where did you finish?

K: We both finished on her face then only gave her the shirt she had been wearing to wipe it off.

K: T or D

DK: Truth

K: Do you every eat pussy?

DK: Yes.

K: Last time?

DK: A couple months ago or so. I definitely prefer cock.

K: And she gets even sluttier.

DK: T or D?

K: I have a better idea. You put on your tank top and shorts, no bra, no panties, and come over so I can fuck you stupid.

DK: Lol

K: I'm serious. You could walk here in 5 minutes. 

(Why am I actually considering this? I could just use my dildo and be in bed in 10 minutes)

DK: I don't know….

K: Now you're being a prude? You know you need to be fucked and fucked hard.

DK: I wish I could say that was a lie.

K: See, you know you need my cock inside you tonight.

DK: I could just use my dildo ya know.

(At this point my pussy is throbbing, I can feel my dampness on my thighs. And I know the dildo would be an inadequate substitute for a real cock. My lizard brain is telling me I need to get fucked tonight. I want to resist but my inhibitions have fled the building.)

K: That won't feel nearly as good as my cock in your mouth and then inside your wet, slutty pussy.

DK: What about your housemates?

K: They're asleep. But if they hear or watch, you know you'd love it.

(Why did those last words turn me on more?)

DK: Watch?

K: Maybe. You'd like that though, wouldn't you?

DK: I didn't say that.

K: You didn't need to. Well?

(My better judgment has joined my inhibitions and left the building. The little voice in the back of my head has given up as well.)

DK: Fuck me….

K: That's what I'm trying to do?

DK: Do you have condoms?

K: Of course.

DK: I can't believe myself, but okay, I can be there in 10 minutes. Will you wait outside at least.

K: If that makes you feel better, sure.

DK: See you soon. You better be real.

K: You'll see how real I am in 10-15 minutes.

I exited out of AOL and grabbed my tank top and a pair of mesh lacrosse shorts. I poured myself another shot and downed it, then one more for good measure. I rinsed my mouth out and headed out at 2:15 A.M. to fuck a relative stranger. This seemed like a new low, at least when I was at FSU, I had at least met the guys ans girls I fucked in person first.

It was only 3 blocks, with at least a couple of payphones on the way. I began my walk to shame. As I turned the corner to his block, I saw a shirtless guy sitting on the front steps smoking a joint. Based on the street number, I was confident that was Nick. I still had time to turn around. But my legs kept walking forward. The street light was right in front of the steps to the house and as I got closer there was no doubt this was Nick. Only he had broader shoulders and more muscular abs than he had mentioned. 

He looked up and said “Kelly?”

I could only muster an “Mmmhmmm”.

“You lied to me, you said you weren't as hot as your pics. You are way hotter.” He confidently said. Whether he meant it or not was irrelevant, it worked.

“You're too sweet.” I joked.

He extended his arm and handed me the joint he had been smoking. I took it and after a puff or two all of my nerves and anxiety vanished. I handed it back, he took a couple more drags and then put it out. He stood up, he was a good 6’3 (I assumed that was a lie) and he asked me, “Did you wear what I told you to?”

Before I could answer his hand was down my shorts and he was rubbing my clit firmly, like he was an expert at it. I let out a moan. His other hand pulled my tank top away from my chest and he looked down at my bare breasts and simply said “Good girl.”

As he kept rubbing my clit he looked down at me and said, “I have one more dare for you. I am going to take you inside. You are going to beg me to let you cum within 10 minutes. When you do, you will agree to be my personal slut this weekend.” 

I bit my lip, I looked up at him and said “No anal.”

“That's fair enough. So deal?” He confidently replied.

“And if I am not begging to cum in 10 minutes, I win?” I questioned.

“Correct.” He said, looking down at me like I had no chance of winning.

“Dare accepted.” He smirked. 

As soon as those words left my mouth he picked me up off the ground and slung me over his shoulder with the greatest of ease. He carried me to a room in the back of the first floor and tossed me onto a folded out futon. I had been manhandled before, but this was a new level. 

He quickly pulled my shorts down and tossed them to the side. I instinctively spread my legs as he went down between them. I felt his warm breath on my lips as he said, “Let me set that timer.”

He got up and grabbed a stop watch from his desk. He said it was for 10 minutes. He then took his place back between my spread legs, he rubbed my clit with his thumb for a moment, then spread my lips and started eating me out. His tongue felt amazing flicking over my clit. He was able to control the pressure of his tongue really well and mixed it up with a slight sucking of my clit. He slid 2 fingers inside me and I was writhing on his bed, determined not to beg to cum.

He let up for a second and said “Ready to beg yet?”

I giggled and said “Nope.”

“You will.” He devilishly chuckled.

He then pulled his shorts down. Out sprang the absolute biggest cock I have seen in person. He said 7 or inches, that was a lie.

“You didn't say it was that big!” I exclaimed.

“You wouldn't have believed me if I did.” He said jokingly.

“Fair enough.” Is all I could reply with as I gazed at this big, thick cock. 

“Ready to beg yet?” He asked again.

“Nope.” I defiantly responded.

“You will.” He said as he grabbed a condom. “You'll even beg for it raw like a good little slut.” He added.

He placed one hand down on my shoulder as he lined his cock up to my waiting pussy. He told me to look him in the eyes and I complied. He then pushed inside of me. He was so thick that the sense of fullness was a new sensation. My mouth opened but no sound came out. He pushed in slowly at first, he was hitting parts of me I didn't know existed as he stretched me out.  As he almost hit my cervix, he hit a part of me that had never been touched before and I let out a groan straight from my gut.

He then smirked as he started picking up the pace. Every thrust was mind altering, I never thought size mattered this much, but he was making me change my mind. My moans got louder and he thrust in and out harder. Then he pulled all the way out. As he did I felt so open and exposed. 

“Beg me now?” He said, holding eye contact.

He broke me. “Please fuck me, I need to cum on your giant cock!” I pleaded.

“I said beg. Tell me what you will do for me to make you cum you fucking slut.” He replied.

“Please, my pussy needs your cock! I will be your fucking slut all weekend, please, I need, no, I am begging you to make me cum.” My mind had broken as I now begged.

“All weekend, whatever I want?” He said as he pushed the head inside of me slightly.

“Yes, whatever you want, whenever you want it. I am your slut now.” I continued to plead.

He picked up the pace and asked “What if my roommates want to watch me fuck you?” 

“If that's what you want, mmmmmmmm, please!” I had now lost all sense of self worth with how badly I needed to cum.

He kept a steady pace and I was getting so close to cumming, but it was still so far away. “What if I want to fuck you and another slut together?” 

He stopped, his cock as deep inside as he could get. I finally and fully relented. “Whatever you waaaaant, I'll eat pussy, I'll suck cocks, I'll lick your asshole, just let me cum.” 

He pulled back so just the tip was inside. “One last thing, do you want it raw?”

“Take the condom off and fuck me like I'm the dirtiest slut you know.” I still cannot believe those words left my mouth.

He didn't wait and pulled the condom off. He then pushed back inside. It felt even better without protection. He then fucked me hard and within a few strokes I heard a beeping, a reminder I lost this dare, but I didn't care as it felt like I got hit by a bolt of lightning as I came. 

I screamed “I'm cumming.” 

He kept going, within about a minute the first orgasm turned into a second. That second one I could only groan like an animal. The spot under my ass on his bed was soaking wet. He was slowing down a bit and said “Pussy or mouth?”

“Wherever you want.” I responded.

He pulled out of me. He got on top of me squeezed my boobs together and started fucking them and told me “Open your mouth and suck my cock!”

I did as he said and even though he was fucking my boobs his cock was going well into my mouth. He let out a grunt and I felt the taste of hot cum explode inside of my mouth. I could barely swallow as fast as he was cumming. After what seemed like a minute or two of straight cumming he pulled out. 

At this point it was about 3:30 A.M. He said I could spend the night on one condition. I needed to wake him up at 10am with a blowjob. At 9:55 A.M. I was fucking my own mouth with his cock. By 10:05 my jaw was sore as fuck but he made sure I started my day with a protein boost.

As I grabbed my clothes and got dressed he simply said “See you tomorrow.”

What is wrong with me? All I had to do was say I was tired, sign off, and use my dildo. But no, I had to give into my inner slut and go fuck a near stranger. Even if his dick is a work of orgasm producing art, I shouldn't have bet he couldn't make me beg. I had to be the cool girl who had to always wins the game of one ups manship and I lost.

I can't believe I begged so pathetically. But damn, his cock was just…

Without realizing it I was laying on my bed, my hand had slid inside my shorts. My fingers find my clit and begin rubbing. My breathing picks up with the intensity of my rubbing but I am just stuck, it feels great but I am no closer to cumming. I pull my shorts all the way off and kick them aside. I reach into my bag under my bed and pull out my 6 inch dildo. I am soaking wet so it slides in with no effort. I need to cum and begin to fuck my pussy harder and harder. My breathing picks up more, I am getting closer and closer but I just can't get there. 

“What did his cock to do me!” I squealed as I gave up on my quest to cum. 

I grabbed my shorts and slid them back on. As I laid there, frustrated and confused, my mind wandered to “Am I really going over tomorrow?” I asked nobody.

That is when the more perverse voices in my head spoke up. They asked how bad could it be? They pointed out I had worked hard all semester, I deserved to just shut down my brain for two days, don't think, just fuck, suck cock, maybe eat a girl out, hell, maybe two. These aren't guys I go to school with. How bad would it be to just shut your brain off and be Nick's slut?

The sane part of me was getting angry that the voices telling me to shut off and be his sex toy are making sense. 

I'd spent so many years chasing the next thrill that people assumed I wanted control. Truth was, I was exhausted by it. Being labelled a nymphomaniac in the nineties meant everyone thought desire was the only language I spoke, but they never saw the constant arithmetic running behind my eyes. Every room had to be read, every smile interpreted, every decision carried. Sometimes the greatest luxury wasn't another rush. It was finding someone I trusted enough to say, "You decide." For a day or two, I could stop negotiating with the world and let somebody else carry the map while I simply breathed.

People mistake surrender for weakness because they imagine it means disappearing. For me, it was the opposite. Handing over the reins for a little while let me hear my own thoughts again beneath all the static. I didn't have to perform, impress, or outrun the loneliness that had been dogging my heels since I was old enough to know what longing felt like. I could wake up without an agenda, eat when someone handed me a plate, go where they suggested, wear what they tell me, do as I am told, and feel the peculiar peace of not having to steer every moment. After living at full throttle for so long, turning control over to another person with the wheel, even if for being a sentient sex toy, felt less like giving something away and more like finally setting down a weight I'd forgotten I was carrying.

My mind was now made up. I was all in. 

In another bout with insomnia, I found myself on AOL at 1am. To my surprise, Nick was signed in. Showing no impulse control we had the following conversation. For those who didn't read the first part, K is Nick, for KingOfSMC, and I am DK for DeviantKelly.

DK: It's Friday.

K: So it is, I lost track of time.

DK: I can't believe you made me beg so badly for your cock. 

K: You really needed it. I bet you do right now too. You've been thinking about it all day.

DK; Fuck you, I wish you weren't right.

K: LOL! You were fun. I can't wait until you fully submit and let me fuck your virgin ass.

DK: The last isn't happening, you'd destroy me!

K: We'll see. Not this weekend, I promised but we'll see.

DK: How kind of you lmao

K: I have class at 8. So I'll give you your instructions for this evening now.

DK: Instructions??

K: Yes. You agreed to be my slut, actually, you begged didn't you?

DK: I did.

K: Shave your legs and pussy. 

DK: Okay… I can do that.

K: Wear a tank top and your shortest skirt. No bra or panties allowed. You can bring a couple of outfits. 

K: From this evening at 5 until Sunday at 5, what are you?

DK: I am your slut.

K: Why are you my slut?

DK: Because you made me beg for your cock like a stupid slut.

K: A stupid slut, I prefer that. I want you as cock needy as possible.

DK: I need your cock.

K: I am going to bed, fuck your pussy until you cum while remembering you are my stupid slut this evening.

With that he signed off. I couldn't help put pull my shorts off and hopped on my bed. I was wet and within just a few minutes of rubbing my clit I came audibly. What the fuck, do I now need his permission to cum I contemplated as I drifted off to sleep.

My alarm woke me around 9:30. I tried to keep the day as normal as I could. I went to class, I hit the gym, and then came back to my suite. I let my suite mates know I was going home for the weekend to keep some semblance of dignity.

I got into the shower and meticulously shaved my legs and my pussy as I was told. I got my armpits for good measure. I went into my room and picked up what I thought were my shortest skirts and tightest tank tops. Before I headed out I put a t-shirt over my tank top, and put leggings on. I didn't need any questions.

 

I hopped in my car and immediately took the t-shirt and leggings off. I made the 2 block drive and lucked out finding a parking spot. I looked in the mirror and told myself “Time to shut off brain.” 

As those words left my mouth, I felt a sense of calmness. I didn't need to be smart Kelly, I didn't need to even be sane Kelly, I got to be the sluttiest Kelly I could imagine being. 

I knocked on the door. My nerves had largely subsided until Nick opened the door. He was wearing a Reggie Lewis jersey and grey sweatpants. He looked me up and down. He had a natural cocky aura about him that seemed to be the fuel for the pheromones he gave off. He said “Prove you followed my instructions.”

Even though I could hear people walking down the street I lifted up my skirt to show him my freshly shaved pussy. He definitely took notice and looked like he approved. He followed that up with “And?”

I felt my face burn red as I lifted my tank top to show him my bare boobs. The fresh air felt good and the subtle breeze hit just right to harden my nipples. He reached out with both hands and pinched each one. I couldn't contain the small moan of pleasure this induced. I could hear voices on the street getting closer and also the sounds of people inside the house. He released his grasp and as he stepped back to let me in he said “Very nice.” 

I scooted past him as quickly as I could into his house. As I went past him I felt him pull my skirt up just enough to catch a glance at my bare ass. Normally, this would piss me off, but today it made my pussy quiver with excitement. He took me back to his room and closed the door after we entered.  He looked me up and down again and said “Shall we go over your rules?’

I looked him in the eyes as my thoughts went silent and responded “Yes sir.”

“You lost the bet and begged me to cum, didn't you?” He gloated.

“I did.” I responded.

“And what does that make you this weekend?” He said as my pussy dampened.

“Your personal slut.” I responded lamentably.

“That's right. Rule 1, you will suck my cock whenever I ask.” He said, almost taunting me.

“I will suck your cock on command.” I sheepishly responded.

“You will let me fuck that pussy whenever and wherever I want.” He continued.

“My pussy is yours this weekend.” I responded, trying to sound a bit more confident. 

“If I tell you to perform oral on someone, you will get on your knees like the type of slut who begs to cum.” He said with a charmingly evil smile.

I can't help control how aroused this is making me. I can feel my nipples harden and stretch into my tank top. My pussy is loving this idea just as much. As I struggle to contain my arousal I can only get out another “Yes sir.”

“I'm glad we are clear. And as I promised, no anal sex, unless you change your mind.” He said with a subtly sinister laugh.

“Now that we are clear with the rules, I need my dick sucked.” He shared as he untied the knot on his sweatpants.

I took my place on my knees and pulled his sweatpants down to his ankles. He was already semi-hard. I kissed and twirled my tongue over the head of his cock. I then run my tongue up and down his shaft. I then take him in my mouth. He starts getting firmer and gains length and girth as my head bobs up and down. It is hard to take all of him but I go down his shaft a little more each bob. I can hear his breathing pick up. This only encourages me to pick up my pace. I don't even mind how sweaty and musky he tastes. 

I feel his hand grab my hair and he pulls me off of his cock. There is a big pop as he exits my mouth. “Damn you are a little cock hungry slut. Aren't you?”  

“I am your cock hungry slut this weekend.” I replied, proud of my performance.

He pulled his sweatpants up to my disappointment. He put his hand out to help me up to my feet. My nipples were trying to tear a hole in my tank top and I can feel some dampness on my thighs. 

“Let's go meet my roommates.” He takes my hand and we head out to the living room. There are 3 guys watching “Happy Gilmore” and passing a bong around.

“Kevin, Luke, and Jay, this is Kelly. Kelly, why don't you tell them why you are here this weekend?” The confidence and arrogance are equally palpable in his tone.

“I am Nick's personal slut.” I can feel my cheeks burn red in embarrassment.

“And why are you my personal slut?” He asked.

“Because you made me beg to cum in your big cock.” My cheeks were still red but I was trying to feign confidence.  

There is a mixture of giggles and quizzical looks. He picked up the bong and offered me a rip. I gladly inhaled as much as I could in an effort to impress the 4 guys in the room. I exhale a big cloud and Jay puts his hand out for a high five.

“Damn girl.” Either Luke or Kevin exclaimed. 

The weed immediately hits my head hard. A sense of relaxation flows through my body. I think maybe this won't be so bad if I can keep smoking whatever this weed is.  This feeling is fleeting. Nick has a new toy and wants to show it off. 

“The best part about sluts like this, once you make them beg, you know they'll do whatever you want.” Nick proclaimed.

The other guys laughed. It was immediately obvious that Nick was their alpha and even more obvious I wasn't the first girl who failed at his dare.  I noticed Luke had not taken his eyes off my protruding nipples. Nick was every bit as observant as myself. 

“Luke, if you want to see her boobs, just ask. She's here for our enjoyment. Why don't you show them your boobs? That top needs to go anyway.” 

Without a second thought I grabbed the bottom of my tank top and pulled it up over my head. Even if I was still unsure, my nipples were not as they begged for everyone's attention with their firmness. Nick extended his arm and pinched my left nipple. It was electric and I couldn't stop myself from moaning softly. 

“See, she likes the attention.” Nick jeered.

He wasn't wrong. Having a room full of guys, all of whom are fairly hot, staring at my boobs was a definite turn on.

“I bet Luke wants to feel them. Go sit in his lap and let him have a feel.” Nick ordered.

I confidently, or at least I tried to confidently walk over and sat down on Luke’s lap. I wasn't in a real position to sit very lady like, so as I sat my bare ass was on his lap. I could feel he was excited as his hard cock pulsed through his jeans. He ran his hands over my breasts. He rubbed my nipples with his thumbs and I again couldn't stifle a moan.

“Ooooh, I think she likes you. Take her to your room and she can show you how much she likes you. Actually no, she can show us all right now.” 

I instinctively knew what he expected as I got up and took my place on my knees in front of Luke.  He undid the belt and unbuttoned his jeans. I helped him pull his jeans and boxers down and his cock popped out. He was not as big as Nick, but he was no slouch. I looked around the room and all eyes were squarely on me. This only fueled my arousal to my own surprise.  I took him in my mouth, at first I slowly lowered my mouth down his shaft and slowly pulled back up. As I looked up, his head was laid back and his eyes were closed. I continued bobbing up and down and picked up my pace. He started squirming and bucking his cock into my mouth. This made me gag a couple of times. I picked up the pace some more and then felt that familiar twitch of the head of his cock as he unloads into my mouth. His hands move down and hold my head down as he thrusts into my mouth a couple of times, making sure every last drop goes into my mouth. I swallowed as best as I could but some ran down the side of my mouth.He released his grip and I pulled off.  

I looked around the room and all eyes were on me. This moment could be the most degrading moment of my life, but it was also intoxicating to think all of these guys want me. At this moment I chose to be a swx goddess and just role with and enjoy whatever was to come next. 

“See what I'm talking about!” Nick shouted. 

I wiped my mouth as Nick said “Who wants to watch me fuck her?”

Naturally everyone raised their hand. Nick looked smug as fuck with adulation. My pussy was twitching in anticipation of feeling his cock inside me again. “Party in my room," he proclaimed as he helped me up. He took my hand and we made the way down the hallway to his room. Each step was a bigger turn on. 

He said “Lose the skirt and get on the bed. Show everyone that you prepared for the weekend!”

I swayed my hips as I pulled the skirt down and stepped out of it. I sat on the edge and spread my legs to present my freshly shaved pussy. This is another moment of pure degradation or pure desire and I was going with desire. 

Nick comes up and rubs my outer lips before spreading them to rub my clit. He is putting a lot of pressure down on my clit with his thumb and rubbing in a circular motion. I feel like I am about to explode when he suddenly stops.

“Beg for my cock.” He says before putting his thumb in my mouth.

“You can do whatever you want with my pussy. I will suck your cock whenever you want. Please, I need your cock.” I pleaded, half seriously at first. 

“I don't know if you want it. Maybe I need to make you earn it. Suck it until I am ready to hear your second plea.”  He said with 100% confidence. 

That he could say those words that confidently only made me more desperate to please him. I took my place on my knees and reached inside to undo the tie.  As I pulled them down his cock sprung up. He wasn't fully hard but already boasting an impressive size. Once his pants hit the floor I start by running my tongue over his right ball and then move to the left. Flattening my tongue so that it feels better for him. I take a breath and move to his shaft as I lick all the way up to tip and then immediately take the head into my mouth. I slowly move down the shaft so my throat can adjust to the girth. I pull back and go down further the next time and deeper again. This goes on for several minutes now. My jaw is getting sore when he grabs my hair and pulls my mouth off him. 

“Are you ready to beg properly?” He said as my head was about 3 inches from his now full sized cock. It somehow looks even bigger now.

“I need your big fucking dick in my pussy more than I need to breathe. I need you to make my pussy cum until I forget my name! Your dick already made me your slut, please fuck me hard!” I begged a bit more seriously than I'd like to admit.

“I think she wants it guys.” He announced.

“He pulled me up and turned me around, pushing me over onto the bed. He rubbed his cock up and down me, tubing it in my depravity. I feel the head push against the outside before he pushes in. He was stretching me and within a few pumps I came hard and moaned loudly. He didn't slow down, I doubt he noticed I came. He starts building up a rhythm and I am a blubbering mess as he keeps fucking me. My pussy feels full, the type of full I always craved but didn't know it.  He keeps going deeper and deeper and I cum again, my thighs quiver uncontrollably and I am just making incoherent sounds.  

His hands dig into my hips, his thrusts become slower and more deliberate. His pelvis is now hitting my ass. My pussy has taken his whole cock and is as stimulated as it has ever been. He pulls out, leaving me open as I feel his cum hit my back, first one shot, then a second, and finally a third small shot. 

It takes me a couple of moments to catch my breath. When I roll over all eyes are still on me. Nick tells me to take a shower and points across the hall. The shower is surprisingly clean for a house full of guys. I make the shower as hot as I can and get in.  The water feels good. One of them has a girly shampoo that I used to clean my hair. As I step out Kevin is there to hand me a towel. “Enjoy the show?” I pissed myself off with that ice breaker.

He looked me up and down and took his shirt off. He had an impressive physique. I can't help but blush looking at him. He tells me “Nick wants you in the living room and leave the towel.” As he hands me my skirt. 

I put my skirt on and head downstairs. He and Luke are sharing a joint when I come on. My nipples are still hard, there is a non-stop buzz in my pussy of anticipation for whatever comes next.  I get handed the joint and take a couple of drags. Nick stands up and walks over and pinches my nipples. “Mmmmmmmph” 

“Luke says you suck cock well. I think there is room for improvement. Why don't you go to Jay's room so we can get his opinion. It's the second on the right upstairs.” Nick points at the stairs.

I head up the stairs and knock on Jay's door. He says “Come in!”

The walls are covered with the typical 90s women in barely any clothes posters. He is sitting at the desk on the computer her turns his head to look at me and says “What do you want?”

“Nick wants me to ask you to rate my cock sucking skills.” I said, probably a lot less confidently than I would like to remember.

“Good timing.” He jokes as I come to realize he was looking at porn. He turns the chair all the way around and his cock is erect. He is definitely not Nick, or even Luke, but it's not bad. I step forward, trying to avoid the dirty clothes on the floor. I get to his chair and take his cock in my hand and stroke him as I squat down this time to save my knees. He already has a healthy dose of pre-cum that I lick off with my tongue. I immediately took him in my mouth. He was much easier to deep throat and my nose meets his pubic hair.

I am able to easily take him all and use this to really pick up the pace. His ass starts shifting side to side and he lets out a loud “FUUUUUUUUUUCK” as his cum shoots into my mouth. I keep going fast for another moment as another load comes out. 

As I pull my mouth off a third squirt caught me off guard and a smaller load splashes on my cheek. I use his shirt to wipe it off as he laughs and says “Sorry.”

I assured him it was okay. I then ask “What should I tell Nick?”

He responds “Exquisite!” We both laugh and I head downstairs to tell Nick.

I proudly share his opinion. Nick blows it off saying “That is what he always says. He's just happy to have a wet mouth around his cock.”

I know he's trying to get a rise out of me so I let it slide. 

Nick then asks me, “Luke wants to know if you've ever been tag teamed?” With a glint in his eyes

I can feel my cheeks go red in embarrassment as I respond, “Yes.” 

“Told you she'd be into it.”

I know what is about to come as my nipples harden and juices start flowing. I am still aroused from blowing Jay and getting nothing in return. 

“Here or my room?” Nick asks Luke.

“Let her decide. What do you think?” Luke responds by never taking his eyes off of my boobs.

“Mmmmmm, bedroom I guess.” 

“I guess that works.” Nick responds, he looks a little disappointed with my choice. He takes my hand and we head to his room with Luke right behind. Every step closer my arousal grows. 

The door clicks shut. This is that brief awkward moment where everyone knows what is about to happen next but are unsure how to get there.  I look at both of them with nervous anticipation. 

Nick steps forward and his hand immediately goes to my clit. He spreads lips and starts rubbing. I look over at Luke as the pleasure builds. He steps behind me and starts massaging my boobs and kissing my neck. I am letting out small moans between these two buff guys. Nick now slides two fingers straight into my pussy.  He goes slow but deep before pulling out his drenched fingers. He examines them for a moment before he leans forward as if he is about to kiss me before veering to the right and saying “Get on your knees.”

I do as he says and Luke comes around so they are both in front of me. Nick unties his sweatpants and steps forward. I can still smell myself on his cock from a couple hours ago. He is already as  hard as I have ever seen him, if anything he looks fuller and maybe longer. I start by kissing his shaft and he commands “Just suck it slut.”

I ponder why this made me more aroused as I followed his command. I take him in my mouth and bob my head up and down. I close my eyes as I savor my own taste on his cock. I try to go down further each time. As I am pulling back I feel a hand grab my hair and guide me. I open my eyes and Nick is holding my face to Luke’s fully erect cock. Like it is the most natural thing in the world I take Luke in my mouth. Only Nick doesn't let go of my hair. He pushes me down on Luke’s cock and proceeds to use my hair as a handle as he fucks my mouth with Luke’s cock. Luke isn't as big but is still ample size. I gag as his cock hits the back of my throat.  He doesn't slow down and soon I start feeling the head of Luke’s cock twitch and then explode. In some perverse magic Nick seemed to time Luke’s orgasm so that my nose was buried in his pubic bone. Luke makes a couple of small thrusts and more comes out.

As Nick pulls my head off I gag and cough as Luke’s cum runs out my nasal passages onto my upper lip.  Nick looks down at me, proud of his work as he taunts Luke, “Don't worry, I wasn't going to let you fuck her yet anyways.”

He finally releases my hair and lays down on his bed. “I'm tired, you're doing the work this time.”

I crawl up to him on the bed. I rub my pussy on his cock before grasping it and lining it up to my pussy. I am a bit nervous, guys always feel bigger to me when I ride and he is another level of big. I lower myself as his head enters me, spreading me instantly. I go slow so I can adjust inch by inch as my pussy struggles to take his whole cock. Once I am three-quarters of the way down I am as full as I have ever been and don't know how I am going down any further.  Then I feel his hands grab my hips, his thumbs dig in and he pulls me down.

“OOOOOOOWWWWWWWOOOOOH FUCK!” I scream he glazes my cervix. 

All of him is inside of me and every bit of it is pure pleasure. He doesn't release his hand and just takes control. He pushes me up and brings me down harder each thrust. I am moaning incoherently, this is a new level of pleasure. He pulls me all the way down again and then uses his hands to move me around his cock in circular motion. I have no control over my own body at this moment and I have no regrets. I cum hard as he swirls me around his cock at full depth. My g-spot has never been this stimulated and I either have the longest, hardest orgasm of my life, or the most consecutive orgasms of my life with no breaks in between. I cannot form words, I can only make animal-like noises as he keeps going. He grunts and bucks his hips up as he cums while pressed against my cervix. This sensation pushes me over the edge one more and I release a final guttural groan as I finally stop cumming.

I barely have the strength to push myself up off of him. When I finally pull all the way off I feel so open and exposed. Almost as soon as my head hits a pillow I pass out from sheer exhaustion mixed with a pleasure overload. Just before I fall asleep I hear him say “I can't wait to see her when Aaron/Erin gets here tomorrow.” 

What is wrong with me? All I had to do was say I was tired, sign off, and use my dildo. But no, I had to give into my inner slut and go fuck a near stranger. Even if his dick is a work of orgasm producing art, I shouldn't have bet he couldn't make me beg. I had to be the cool girl who had to always wins the game of one ups manship and I lost.

I can't believe I begged so pathetically. But damn, his cock was just…

Without realizing it I was laying on my bed, my hand had slid inside my shorts. My fingers find my clit and begin rubbing. My breathing picks up with the intensity of my rubbing but I am just stuck, it feels great but I am no closer to cumming. I pull my shorts all the way off and kick them aside. I reach into my bag under my bed and pull out my 6 inch dildo. I am soaking wet so it slides in with no effort. I need to cum and begin to fuck my pussy harder and harder. My breathing picks up more, I am getting closer and closer but I just can't get there. 

“What did his cock to do me!” I squealed as I gave up on my quest to cum. 

I grabbed my shorts and slid them back on. As I laid there, frustrated and confused, my mind wandered to “Am I really going over tomorrow?” I asked nobody.

That is when the more perverse voices in my head spoke up. They asked how bad could it be? They pointed out I had worked hard all semester, I deserved to just shut down my brain for two days, don't think, just fuck, suck cock, maybe eat a girl out, hell, maybe two. These aren't guys I go to school with. How bad would it be to just shut your brain off and be Nick's slut?

The sane part of me was getting angry that the voices telling me to shut off and be his sex toy are making sense. 

I'd spent so many years chasing the next thrill that people assumed I wanted control. Truth was, I was exhausted by it. Being labelled a nymphomaniac in the nineties meant everyone thought desire was the only language I spoke, but they never saw the constant arithmetic running behind my eyes. Every room had to be read, every smile interpreted, every decision carried. Sometimes the greatest luxury wasn't another rush. It was finding someone I trusted enough to say, "You decide." For a day or two, I could stop negotiating with the world and let somebody else carry the map while I simply breathed.

People mistake surrender for weakness because they imagine it means disappearing. For me, it was the opposite. Handing over the reins for a little while let me hear my own thoughts again beneath all the static. I didn't have to perform, impress, or outrun the loneliness that had been dogging my heels since I was old enough to know what longing felt like. I could wake up without an agenda, eat when someone handed me a plate, go where they suggested, wear what they tell me, do as I am told, and feel the peculiar peace of not having to steer every moment. After living at full throttle for so long, turning control over to another person with the wheel, even if for being a sentient sex toy, felt less like giving something away and more like finally setting down a weight I'd forgotten I was carrying.

My mind was now made up. I was all in. 

In another bout with insomnia, I found myself on AOL at 1am. To my surprise, Nick was signed in. Showing no impulse control we had the following conversation. For those who didn't read the first part, K is Nick, for KingOfSMC, and I am DK for DeviantKelly.

DK: It's Friday.

K: So it is, I lost track of time.

DK: I can't believe you made me beg so badly for your cock. 

K: You really needed it. I bet you do right now too. You've been thinking about it all day.

DK; Fuck you, I wish you weren't right.

K: LOL! You were fun. I can't wait until you fully submit and let me fuck your virgin ass.

DK: The last isn't happening, you'd destroy me!

K: We'll see. Not this weekend, I promised but we'll see.

DK: How kind of you lmao

K: I have class at 8. So I'll give you your instructions for this evening now.

DK: Instructions??

K: Yes. You agreed to be my slut, actually, you begged didn't you?

DK: I did.

K: Shave your legs and pussy. 

DK: Okay… I can do that.

K: Wear a tank top and your shortest skirt. No bra or panties allowed. You can bring a couple of outfits. 

K: From this evening at 5 until Sunday at 5, what are you?

DK: I am your slut.

K: Why are you my slut?

DK: Because you made me beg for your cock like a stupid slut.

K: A stupid slut, I prefer that. I want you as cock needy as possible.

DK: I need your cock.

K: I am going to bed, fuck your pussy until you cum while remembering you are my stupid slut this evening.

With that he signed off. I couldn't help put pull my shorts off and hopped on my bed. I was wet and within just a few minutes of rubbing my clit I came audibly. What the fuck, do I now need his permission to cum I contemplated as I drifted off to sleep.

My alarm woke me around 9:30. I tried to keep the day as normal as I could. I went to class, I hit the gym, and then came back to my suite. I let my suite mates know I was going home for the weekend to keep some semblance of dignity.

I got into the shower and meticulously shaved my legs and my pussy as I was told. I got my armpits for good measure. I went into my room and picked up what I thought were my shortest skirts and tightest tank tops. Before I headed out I put a t-shirt over my tank top, and put leggings on. I didn't need any questions.

 

I hopped in my car and immediately took the t-shirt and leggings off. I made the 2 block drive and lucked out finding a parking spot. I looked in the mirror and told myself “Time to shut off brain.” 

As those words left my mouth, I felt a sense of calmness. I didn't need to be smart Kelly, I didn't need to even be sane Kelly, I got to be the sluttiest Kelly I could imagine being. 

I knocked on the door. My nerves had largely subsided until Nick opened the door. He was wearing a Reggie Lewis jersey and grey sweatpants. He looked me up and down. He had a natural cocky aura about him that seemed to be the fuel for the pheromones he gave off. He said “Prove you followed my instructions.”

Even though I could hear people walking down the street I lifted up my skirt to show him my freshly shaved pussy. He definitely took notice and looked like he approved. He followed that up with “And?”

I felt my face burn red as I lifted my tank top to show him my bare boobs. The fresh air felt good and the subtle breeze hit just right to harden my nipples. He reached out with both hands and pinched each one. I couldn't contain the small moan of pleasure this induced. I could hear voices on the street getting closer and also the sounds of people inside the house. He released his grasp and as he stepped back to let me in he said “Very nice.” 

I scooted past him as quickly as I could into his house. As I went past him I felt him pull my skirt up just enough to catch a glance at my bare ass. Normally, this would piss me off, but today it made my pussy quiver with excitement. He took me back to his room and closed the door after we entered.  He looked me up and down again and said “Shall we go over your rules?’

I looked him in the eyes as my thoughts went silent and responded “Yes sir.”

“You lost the bet and begged me to cum, didn't you?” He gloated.

“I did.” I responded.

“And what does that make you this weekend?” He said as my pussy dampened.

“Your personal slut.” I responded lamentably.

“That's right. Rule 1, you will suck my cock whenever I ask.” He said, almost taunting me.

“I will suck your cock on command.” I sheepishly responded.

“You will let me fuck that pussy whenever and wherever I want.” He continued.

“My pussy is yours this weekend.” I responded, trying to sound a bit more confident. 

“If I tell you to perform oral on someone, you will get on your knees like the type of slut who begs to cum.” He said with a charmingly evil smile.

I can't help control how aroused this is making me. I can feel my nipples harden and stretch into my tank top. My pussy is loving this idea just as much. As I struggle to contain my arousal I can only get out another “Yes sir.”

“I'm glad we are clear. And as I promised, no anal sex, unless you change your mind.” He said with a subtly sinister laugh.

“Now that we are clear with the rules, I need my dick sucked.” He shared as he untied the knot on his sweatpants.

I took my place on my knees and pulled his sweatpants down to his ankles. He was already semi-hard. I kissed and twirled my tongue over the head of his cock. I then run my tongue up and down his shaft. I then take him in my mouth. He starts getting firmer and gains length and girth as my head bobs up and down. It is hard to take all of him but I go down his shaft a little more each bob. I can hear his breathing pick up. This only encourages me to pick up my pace. I don't even mind how sweaty and musky he tastes. 

I feel his hand grab my hair and he pulls me off of his cock. There is a big pop as he exits my mouth. “Damn you are a little cock hungry slut. Aren't you?”  

“I am your cock hungry slut this weekend.” I replied, proud of my performance.

He pulled his sweatpants up to my disappointment. He put his hand out to help me up to my feet. My nipples were trying to tear a hole in my tank top and I can feel some dampness on my thighs. 

“Let's go meet my roommates.” He takes my hand and we head out to the living room. There are 3 guys watching “Happy Gilmore” and passing a bong around.

“Kevin, Luke, and Jay, this is Kelly. Kelly, why don't you tell them why you are here this weekend?” The confidence and arrogance are equally palpable in his tone.

“I am Nick's personal slut.” I can feel my cheeks burn red in embarrassment.

“And why are you my personal slut?” He asked.

“Because you made me beg to cum in your big cock.” My cheeks were still red but I was trying to feign confidence.  

There is a mixture of giggles and quizzical looks. He picked up the bong and offered me a rip. I gladly inhaled as much as I could in an effort to impress the 4 guys in the room. I exhale a big cloud and Jay puts his hand out for a high five.

“Damn girl.” Either Luke or Kevin exclaimed. 

The weed immediately hits my head hard. A sense of relaxation flows through my body. I think maybe this won't be so bad if I can keep smoking whatever this weed is.  This feeling is fleeting. Nick has a new toy and wants to show it off. 

“The best part about sluts like this, once you make them beg, you know they'll do whatever you want.” Nick proclaimed.

The other guys laughed. It was immediately obvious that Nick was their alpha and even more obvious I wasn't the first girl who failed at his dare.  I noticed Luke had not taken his eyes off my protruding nipples. Nick was every bit as observant as myself. 

“Luke, if you want to see her boobs, just ask. She's here for our enjoyment. Why don't you show them your boobs? That top needs to go anyway.” 

Without a second thought I grabbed the bottom of my tank top and pulled it up over my head. Even if I was still unsure, my nipples were not as they begged for everyone's attention with their firmness. Nick extended his arm and pinched my left nipple. It was electric and I couldn't stop myself from moaning softly. 

“See, she likes the attention.” Nick jeered.

He wasn't wrong. Having a room full of guys, all of whom are fairly hot, staring at my boobs was a definite turn on.

“I bet Luke wants to feel them. Go sit in his lap and let him have a feel.” Nick ordered.

I confidently, or at least I tried to confidently walk over and sat down on Luke’s lap. I wasn't in a real position to sit very lady like, so as I sat my bare ass was on his lap. I could feel he was excited as his hard cock pulsed through his jeans. He ran his hands over my breasts. He rubbed my nipples with his thumbs and I again couldn't stifle a moan.

“Ooooh, I think she likes you. Take her to your room and she can show you how much she likes you. Actually no, she can show us all right now.” 

I instinctively knew what he expected as I got up and took my place on my knees in front of Luke.  He undid the belt and unbuttoned his jeans. I helped him pull his jeans and boxers down and his cock popped out. He was not as big as Nick, but he was no slouch. I looked around the room and all eyes were squarely on me. This only fueled my arousal to my own surprise.  I took him in my mouth, at first I slowly lowered my mouth down his shaft and slowly pulled back up. As I looked up, his head was laid back and his eyes were closed. I continued bobbing up and down and picked up my pace. He started squirming and bucking his cock into my mouth. This made me gag a couple of times. I picked up the pace some more and then felt that familiar twitch of the head of his cock as he unloads into my mouth. His hands move down and hold my head down as he thrusts into my mouth a couple of times, making sure every last drop goes into my mouth. I swallowed as best as I could but some ran down the side of my mouth.He released his grip and I pulled off.  

I looked around the room and all eyes were on me. This moment could be the most degrading moment of my life, but it was also intoxicating to think all of these guys want me. At this moment I chose to be a swx goddess and just role with and enjoy whatever was to come next. 

“See what I'm talking about!” Nick shouted. 

I wiped my mouth as Nick said “Who wants to watch me fuck her?”

Naturally everyone raised their hand. Nick looked smug as fuck with adulation. My pussy was twitching in anticipation of feeling his cock inside me again. “Party in my room," he proclaimed as he helped me up. He took my hand and we made the way down the hallway to his room. Each step was a bigger turn on. 

He said “Lose the skirt and get on the bed. Show everyone that you prepared for the weekend!”

I swayed my hips as I pulled the skirt down and stepped out of it. I sat on the edge and spread my legs to present my freshly shaved pussy. This is another moment of pure degradation or pure desire and I was going with desire. 

Nick comes up and rubs my outer lips before spreading them to rub my clit. He is putting a lot of pressure down on my clit with his thumb and rubbing in a circular motion. I feel like I am about to explode when he suddenly stops.

“Beg for my cock.” He says before putting his thumb in my mouth.

“You can do whatever you want with my pussy. I will suck your cock whenever you want. Please, I need your cock.” I pleaded, half seriously at first. 

“I don't know if you want it. Maybe I need to make you earn it. Suck it until I am ready to hear your second plea.”  He said with 100% confidence. 

That he could say those words that confidently only made me more desperate to please him. I took my place on my knees and reached inside to undo the tie.  As I pulled them down his cock sprung up. He wasn't fully hard but already boasting an impressive size. Once his pants hit the floor I start by running my tongue over his right ball and then move to the left. Flattening my tongue so that it feels better for him. I take a breath and move to his shaft as I lick all the way up to tip and then immediately take the head into my mouth. I slowly move down the shaft so my throat can adjust to the girth. I pull back and go down further the next time and deeper again. This goes on for several minutes now. My jaw is getting sore when he grabs my hair and pulls my mouth off him. 

“Are you ready to beg properly?” He said as my head was about 3 inches from his now full sized cock. It somehow looks even bigger now.

“I need your big fucking dick in my pussy more than I need to breathe. I need you to make my pussy cum until I forget my name! Your dick already made me your slut, please fuck me hard!” I begged a bit more seriously than I'd like to admit.

“I think she wants it guys.” He announced.

“He pulled me up and turned me around, pushing me over onto the bed. He rubbed his cock up and down me, tubing it in my depravity. I feel the head push against the outside before he pushes in. He was stretching me and within a few pumps I came hard and moaned loudly. He didn't slow down, I doubt he noticed I came. He starts building up a rhythm and I am a blubbering mess as he keeps fucking me. My pussy feels full, the type of full I always craved but didn't know it.  He keeps going deeper and deeper and I cum again, my thighs quiver uncontrollably and I am just making incoherent sounds.  

His hands dig into my hips, his thrusts become slower and more deliberate. His pelvis is now hitting my ass. My pussy has taken his whole cock and is as stimulated as it has ever been. He pulls out, leaving me open as I feel his cum hit my back, first one shot, then a second, and finally a third small shot. 

It takes me a couple of moments to catch my breath. When I roll over all eyes are still on me. Nick tells me to take a shower and points across the hall. The shower is surprisingly clean for a house full of guys. I make the shower as hot as I can and get in.  The water feels good. One of them has a girly shampoo that I used to clean my hair. As I step out Kevin is there to hand me a towel. “Enjoy the show?” I pissed myself off with that ice breaker.

He looked me up and down and took his shirt off. He had an impressive physique. I can't help but blush looking at him. He tells me “Nick wants you in the living room and leave the towel.” As he hands me my skirt. 

I put my skirt on and head downstairs. He and Luke are sharing a joint when I come on. My nipples are still hard, there is a non-stop buzz in my pussy of anticipation for whatever comes next.  I get handed the joint and take a couple of drags. Nick stands up and walks over and pinches my nipples. “Mmmmmmmph” 

“Luke says you suck cock well. I think there is room for improvement. Why don't you go to Jay's room so we can get his opinion. It's the second on the right upstairs.” Nick points at the stairs.

I head up the stairs and knock on Jay's door. He says “Come in!”

The walls are covered with the typical 90s women in barely any clothes posters. He is sitting at the desk on the computer her turns his head to look at me and says “What do you want?”

“Nick wants me to ask you to rate my cock sucking skills.” I said, probably a lot less confidently than I would like to remember.

“Good timing.” He jokes as I come to realize he was looking at porn. He turns the chair all the way around and his cock is erect. He is definitely not Nick, or even Luke, but it's not bad. I step forward, trying to avoid the dirty clothes on the floor. I get to his chair and take his cock in my hand and stroke him as I squat down this time to save my knees. He already has a healthy dose of pre-cum that I lick off with my tongue. I immediately took him in my mouth. He was much easier to deep throat and my nose meets his pubic hair.

I am able to easily take him all and use this to really pick up the pace. His ass starts shifting side to side and he lets out a loud “FUUUUUUUUUUCK” as his cum shoots into my mouth. I keep going fast for another moment as another load comes out. 

As I pull my mouth off a third squirt caught me off guard and a smaller load splashes on my cheek. I use his shirt to wipe it off as he laughs and says “Sorry.”

I assured him it was okay. I then ask “What should I tell Nick?”

He responds “Exquisite!” We both laugh and I head downstairs to tell Nick.

I proudly share his opinion. Nick blows it off saying “That is what he always says. He's just happy to have a wet mouth around his cock.”

I know he's trying to get a rise out of me so I let it slide. 

Nick then asks me, “Luke wants to know if you've ever been tag teamed?” With a glint in his eyes

I can feel my cheeks go red in embarrassment as I respond, “Yes.” 

“Told you she'd be into it.”

I know what is about to come as my nipples harden and juices start flowing. I am still aroused from blowing Jay and getting nothing in return. 

“Here or my room?” Nick asks Luke.

“Let her decide. What do you think?” Luke responds by never taking his eyes off of my boobs.

“Mmmmmm, bedroom I guess.” 

“I guess that works.” Nick responds, he looks a little disappointed with my choice. He takes my hand and we head to his room with Luke right behind. Every step closer my arousal grows. 

The door clicks shut. This is that brief awkward moment where everyone knows what is about to happen next but are unsure how to get there.  I look at both of them with nervous anticipation. 

Nick steps forward and his hand immediately goes to my clit. He spreads lips and starts rubbing. I look over at Luke as the pleasure builds. He steps behind me and starts massaging my boobs and kissing my neck. I am letting out small moans between these two buff guys. Nick now slides two fingers straight into my pussy.  He goes slow but deep before pulling out his drenched fingers. He examines them for a moment before he leans forward as if he is about to kiss me before veering to the right and saying “Get on your knees.”

I do as he says and Luke comes around so they are both in front of me. Nick unties his sweatpants and steps forward. I can still smell myself on his cock from a couple hours ago. He is already as  hard as I have ever seen him, if anything he looks fuller and maybe longer. I start by kissing his shaft and he commands “Just suck it slut.”

I ponder why this made me more aroused as I followed his command. I take him in my mouth and bob my head up and down. I close my eyes as I savor my own taste on his cock. I try to go down further each time. As I am pulling back I feel a hand grab my hair and guide me. I open my eyes and Nick is holding my face to Luke’s fully erect cock. Like it is the most natural thing in the world I take Luke in my mouth. Only Nick doesn't let go of my hair. He pushes me down on Luke’s cock and proceeds to use my hair as a handle as he fucks my mouth with Luke’s cock. Luke isn't as big but is still ample size. I gag as his cock hits the back of my throat.  He doesn't slow down and soon I start feeling the head of Luke’s cock twitch and then explode. In some perverse magic Nick seemed to time Luke’s orgasm so that my nose was buried in his pubic bone. Luke makes a couple of small thrusts and more comes out.

As Nick pulls my head off I gag and cough as Luke’s cum runs out my nasal passages onto my upper lip.  Nick looks down at me, proud of his work as he taunts Luke, “Don't worry, I wasn't going to let you fuck her yet anyways.”

He finally releases my hair and lays down on his bed. “I'm tired, you're doing the work this time.”

I crawl up to him on the bed. I rub my pussy on his cock before grasping it and lining it up to my pussy. I am a bit nervous, guys always feel bigger to me when I ride and he is another level of big. I lower myself as his head enters me, spreading me instantly. I go slow so I can adjust inch by inch as my pussy struggles to take his whole cock. Once I am three-quarters of the way down I am as full as I have ever been and don't know how I am going down any further.  Then I feel his hands grab my hips, his thumbs dig in and he pulls me down.

“OOOOOOOWWWWWWWOOOOOH FUCK!” I scream he glazes my cervix. 

All of him is inside of me and every bit of it is pure pleasure. He doesn't release his hand and just takes control. He pushes me up and brings me down harder each thrust. I am moaning incoherently, this is a new level of pleasure. He pulls me all the way down again and then uses his hands to move me around his cock in circular motion. I have no control over my own body at this moment and I have no regrets. I cum hard as he swirls me around his cock at full depth. My g-spot has never been this stimulated and I either have the longest, hardest orgasm of my life, or the most consecutive orgasms of my life with no breaks in between. I cannot form words, I can only make animal-like noises as he keeps going. He grunts and bucks his hips up as he cums while pressed against my cervix. This sensation pushes me over the edge one more and I release a final guttural groan as I finally stop cumming.

I barely have the strength to push myself up off of him. When I finally pull all the way off I feel so open and exposed. Almost as soon as my head hits a pillow I pass out from sheer exhaustion mixed with a pleasure overload. Just before I fall asleep I hear him say “I can't wait to see her when Aaron/Erin gets here tomorrow.” 

What is wrong with me? All I had to do was say I was tired, sign off, and use my dildo. But no, I had to give into my inner slut and go fuck a near stranger. Even if his dick is a work of orgasm producing art, I shouldn't have bet he couldn't make me beg. I had to be the cool girl who had to always wins the game of one ups manship and I lost.

I can't believe I begged so pathetically. But damn, his cock was just…

Without realizing it I was laying on my bed, my hand had slid inside my shorts. My fingers find my clit and begin rubbing. My breathing picks up with the intensity of my rubbing but I am just stuck, it feels great but I am no closer to cumming. I pull my shorts all the way off and kick them aside. I reach into my bag under my bed and pull out my 6 inch dildo. I am soaking wet so it slides in with no effort. I need to cum and begin to fuck my pussy harder and harder. My breathing picks up more, I am getting closer and closer but I just can't get there. 

“What did his cock to do me!” I squealed as I gave up on my quest to cum. 

I grabbed my shorts and slid them back on. As I laid there, frustrated and confused, my mind wandered to “Am I really going over tomorrow?” I asked nobody.

That is when the more perverse voices in my head spoke up. They asked how bad could it be? They pointed out I had worked hard all semester, I deserved to just shut down my brain for two days, don't think, just fuck, suck cock, maybe eat a girl out, hell, maybe two. These aren't guys I go to school with. How bad would it be to just shut your brain off and be Nick's slut?

The sane part of me was getting angry that the voices telling me to shut off and be his sex toy are making sense. 

I'd spent so many years chasing the next thrill that people assumed I wanted control. Truth was, I was exhausted by it. Being labelled a nymphomaniac in the nineties meant everyone thought desire was the only language I spoke, but they never saw the constant arithmetic running behind my eyes. Every room had to be read, every smile interpreted, every decision carried. Sometimes the greatest luxury wasn't another rush. It was finding someone I trusted enough to say, "You decide." For a day or two, I could stop negotiating with the world and let somebody else carry the map while I simply breathed.

People mistake surrender for weakness because they imagine it means disappearing. For me, it was the opposite. Handing over the reins for a little while let me hear my own thoughts again beneath all the static. I didn't have to perform, impress, or outrun the loneliness that had been dogging my heels since I was old enough to know what longing felt like. I could wake up without an agenda, eat when someone handed me a plate, go where they suggested, wear what they tell me, do as I am told, and feel the peculiar peace of not having to steer every moment. After living at full throttle for so long, turning control over to another person with the wheel, even if for being a sentient sex toy, felt less like giving something away and more like finally setting down a weight I'd forgotten I was carrying.

My mind was now made up. I was all in. 

In another bout with insomnia, I found myself on AOL at 1am. To my surprise, Nick was signed in. Showing no impulse control we had the following conversation. For those who didn't read the first part, K is Nick, for KingOfSMC, and I am DK for DeviantKelly.

DK: It's Friday.

K: So it is, I lost track of time.

DK: I can't believe you made me beg so badly for your cock. 

K: You really needed it. I bet you do right now too. You've been thinking about it all day.

DK; Fuck you, I wish you weren't right.

K: LOL! You were fun. I can't wait until you fully submit and let me fuck your virgin ass.

DK: The last isn't happening, you'd destroy me!

K: We'll see. Not this weekend, I promised but we'll see.

DK: How kind of you lmao

K: I have class at 8. So I'll give you your instructions for this evening now.

DK: Instructions??

K: Yes. You agreed to be my slut, actually, you begged didn't you?

DK: I did.

K: Shave your legs and pussy. 

DK: Okay… I can do that.

K: Wear a tank top and your shortest skirt. No bra or panties allowed. You can bring a couple of outfits. 

K: From this evening at 5 until Sunday at 5, what are you?

DK: I am your slut.

K: Why are you my slut?

DK: Because you made me beg for your cock like a stupid slut.

K: A stupid slut, I prefer that. I want you as cock needy as possible.

DK: I need your cock.

K: I am going to bed, fuck your pussy until you cum while remembering you are my stupid slut this evening.

With that he signed off. I couldn't help put pull my shorts off and hopped on my bed. I was wet and within just a few minutes of rubbing my clit I came audibly. What the fuck, do I now need his permission to cum I contemplated as I drifted off to sleep.

My alarm woke me around 9:30. I tried to keep the day as normal as I could. I went to class, I hit the gym, and then came back to my suite. I let my suite mates know I was going home for the weekend to keep some semblance of dignity.

I got into the shower and meticulously shaved my legs and my pussy as I was told. I got my armpits for good measure. I went into my room and picked up what I thought were my shortest skirts and tightest tank tops. Before I headed out I put a t-shirt over my tank top, and put leggings on. I didn't need any questions.

 

I hopped in my car and immediately took the t-shirt and leggings off. I made the 2 block drive and lucked out finding a parking spot. I looked in the mirror and told myself “Time to shut off brain.” 

As those words left my mouth, I felt a sense of calmness. I didn't need to be smart Kelly, I didn't need to even be sane Kelly, I got to be the sluttiest Kelly I could imagine being. 

I knocked on the door. My nerves had largely subsided until Nick opened the door. He was wearing a Reggie Lewis jersey and grey sweatpants. He looked me up and down. He had a natural cocky aura about him that seemed to be the fuel for the pheromones he gave off. He said “Prove you followed my instructions.”

Even though I could hear people walking down the street I lifted up my skirt to show him my freshly shaved pussy. He definitely took notice and looked like he approved. He followed that up with “And?”

I felt my face burn red as I lifted my tank top to show him my bare boobs. The fresh air felt good and the subtle breeze hit just right to harden my nipples. He reached out with both hands and pinched each one. I couldn't contain the small moan of pleasure this induced. I could hear voices on the street getting closer and also the sounds of people inside the house. He released his grasp and as he stepped back to let me in he said “Very nice.” 

I scooted past him as quickly as I could into his house. As I went past him I felt him pull my skirt up just enough to catch a glance at my bare ass. Normally, this would piss me off, but today it made my pussy quiver with excitement. He took me back to his room and closed the door after we entered.  He looked me up and down again and said “Shall we go over your rules?’

I looked him in the eyes as my thoughts went silent and responded “Yes sir.”

“You lost the bet and begged me to cum, didn't you?” He gloated.

“I did.” I responded.

“And what does that make you this weekend?” He said as my pussy dampened.

“Your personal slut.” I responded lamentably.

“That's right. Rule 1, you will suck my cock whenever I ask.” He said, almost taunting me.

“I will suck your cock on command.” I sheepishly responded.

“You will let me fuck that pussy whenever and wherever I want.” He continued.

“My pussy is yours this weekend.” I responded, trying to sound a bit more confident. 

“If I tell you to perform oral on someone, you will get on your knees like the type of slut who begs to cum.” He said with a charmingly evil smile.

I can't help control how aroused this is making me. I can feel my nipples harden and stretch into my tank top. My pussy is loving this idea just as much. As I struggle to contain my arousal I can only get out another “Yes sir.”

“I'm glad we are clear. And as I promised, no anal sex, unless you change your mind.” He said with a subtly sinister laugh.

“Now that we are clear with the rules, I need my dick sucked.” He shared as he untied the knot on his sweatpants.

I took my place on my knees and pulled his sweatpants down to his ankles. He was already semi-hard. I kissed and twirled my tongue over the head of his cock. I then run my tongue up and down his shaft. I then take him in my mouth. He starts getting firmer and gains length and girth as my head bobs up and down. It is hard to take all of him but I go down his shaft a little more each bob. I can hear his breathing pick up. This only encourages me to pick up my pace. I don't even mind how sweaty and musky he tastes. 

I feel his hand grab my hair and he pulls me off of his cock. There is a big pop as he exits my mouth. “Damn you are a little cock hungry slut. Aren't you?”  

“I am your cock hungry slut this weekend.” I replied, proud of my performance.

He pulled his sweatpants up to my disappointment. He put his hand out to help me up to my feet. My nipples were trying to tear a hole in my tank top and I can feel some dampness on my thighs. 

“Let's go meet my roommates.” He takes my hand and we head out to the living room. There are 3 guys watching “Happy Gilmore” and passing a bong around.

“Kevin, Luke, and Jay, this is Kelly. Kelly, why don't you tell them why you are here this weekend?” The confidence and arrogance are equally palpable in his tone.

“I am Nick's personal slut.” I can feel my cheeks burn red in embarrassment.

“And why are you my personal slut?” He asked.

“Because you made me beg to cum in your big cock.” My cheeks were still red but I was trying to feign confidence.  

There is a mixture of giggles and quizzical looks. He picked up the bong and offered me a rip. I gladly inhaled as much as I could in an effort to impress the 4 guys in the room. I exhale a big cloud and Jay puts his hand out for a high five.

“Damn girl.” Either Luke or Kevin exclaimed. 

The weed immediately hits my head hard. A sense of relaxation flows through my body. I think maybe this won't be so bad if I can keep smoking whatever this weed is.  This feeling is fleeting. Nick has a new toy and wants to show it off. 

“The best part about sluts like this, once you make them beg, you know they'll do whatever you want.” Nick proclaimed.

The other guys laughed. It was immediately obvious that Nick was their alpha and even more obvious I wasn't the first girl who failed at his dare.  I noticed Luke had not taken his eyes off my protruding nipples. Nick was every bit as observant as myself. 

“Luke, if you want to see her boobs, just ask. She's here for our enjoyment. Why don't you show them your boobs? That top needs to go anyway.” 

Without a second thought I grabbed the bottom of my tank top and pulled it up over my head. Even if I was still unsure, my nipples were not as they begged for everyone's attention with their firmness. Nick extended his arm and pinched my left nipple. It was electric and I couldn't stop myself from moaning softly. 

“See, she likes the attention.” Nick jeered.

He wasn't wrong. Having a room full of guys, all of whom are fairly hot, staring at my boobs was a definite turn on.

“I bet Luke wants to feel them. Go sit in his lap and let him have a feel.” Nick ordered.

I confidently, or at least I tried to confidently walk over and sat down on Luke’s lap. I wasn't in a real position to sit very lady like, so as I sat my bare ass was on his lap. I could feel he was excited as his hard cock pulsed through his jeans. He ran his hands over my breasts. He rubbed my nipples with his thumbs and I again couldn't stifle a moan.

“Ooooh, I think she likes you. Take her to your room and she can show you how much she likes you. Actually no, she can show us all right now.” 

I instinctively knew what he expected as I got up and took my place on my knees in front of Luke.  He undid the belt and unbuttoned his jeans. I helped him pull his jeans and boxers down and his cock popped out. He was not as big as Nick, but he was no slouch. I looked around the room and all eyes were squarely on me. This only fueled my arousal to my own surprise.  I took him in my mouth, at first I slowly lowered my mouth down his shaft and slowly pulled back up. As I looked up, his head was laid back and his eyes were closed. I continued bobbing up and down and picked up my pace. He started squirming and bucking his cock into my mouth. This made me gag a couple of times. I picked up the pace some more and then felt that familiar twitch of the head of his cock as he unloads into my mouth. His hands move down and hold my head down as he thrusts into my mouth a couple of times, making sure every last drop goes into my mouth. I swallowed as best as I could but some ran down the side of my mouth.He released his grip and I pulled off.  

I looked around the room and all eyes were on me. This moment could be the most degrading moment of my life, but it was also intoxicating to think all of these guys want me. At this moment I chose to be a swx goddess and just role with and enjoy whatever was to come next. 

“See what I'm talking about!” Nick shouted. 

I wiped my mouth as Nick said “Who wants to watch me fuck her?”

Naturally everyone raised their hand. Nick looked smug as fuck with adulation. My pussy was twitching in anticipation of feeling his cock inside me again. “Party in my room," he proclaimed as he helped me up. He took my hand and we made the way down the hallway to his room. Each step was a bigger turn on. 

He said “Lose the skirt and get on the bed. Show everyone that you prepared for the weekend!”

I swayed my hips as I pulled the skirt down and stepped out of it. I sat on the edge and spread my legs to present my freshly shaved pussy. This is another moment of pure degradation or pure desire and I was going with desire. 

Nick comes up and rubs my outer lips before spreading them to rub my clit. He is putting a lot of pressure down on my clit with his thumb and rubbing in a circular motion. I feel like I am about to explode when he suddenly stops.

“Beg for my cock.” He says before putting his thumb in my mouth.

“You can do whatever you want with my pussy. I will suck your cock whenever you want. Please, I need your cock.” I pleaded, half seriously at first. 

“I don't know if you want it. Maybe I need to make you earn it. Suck it until I am ready to hear your second plea.”  He said with 100% confidence. 

That he could say those words that confidently only made me more desperate to please him. I took my place on my knees and reached inside to undo the tie.  As I pulled them down his cock sprung up. He wasn't fully hard but already boasting an impressive size. Once his pants hit the floor I start by running my tongue over his right ball and then move to the left. Flattening my tongue so that it feels better for him. I take a breath and move to his shaft as I lick all the way up to tip and then immediately take the head into my mouth. I slowly move down the shaft so my throat can adjust to the girth. I pull back and go down further the next time and deeper again. This goes on for several minutes now. My jaw is getting sore when he grabs my hair and pulls my mouth off him. 

“Are you ready to beg properly?” He said as my head was about 3 inches from his now full sized cock. It somehow looks even bigger now.

“I need your big fucking dick in my pussy more than I need to breathe. I need you to make my pussy cum until I forget my name! Your dick already made me your slut, please fuck me hard!” I begged a bit more seriously than I'd like to admit.

“I think she wants it guys.” He announced.

“He pulled me up and turned me around, pushing me over onto the bed. He rubbed his cock up and down me, tubing it in my depravity. I feel the head push against the outside before he pushes in. He was stretching me and within a few pumps I came hard and moaned loudly. He didn't slow down, I doubt he noticed I came. He starts building up a rhythm and I am a blubbering mess as he keeps fucking me. My pussy feels full, the type of full I always craved but didn't know it.  He keeps going deeper and deeper and I cum again, my thighs quiver uncontrollably and I am just making incoherent sounds.  

His hands dig into my hips, his thrusts become slower and more deliberate. His pelvis is now hitting my ass. My pussy has taken his whole cock and is as stimulated as it has ever been. He pulls out, leaving me open as I feel his cum hit my back, first one shot, then a second, and finally a third small shot. 

It takes me a couple of moments to catch my breath. When I roll over all eyes are still on me. Nick tells me to take a shower and points across the hall. The shower is surprisingly clean for a house full of guys. I make the shower as hot as I can and get in.  The water feels good. One of them has a girly shampoo that I used to clean my hair. As I step out Kevin is there to hand me a towel. “Enjoy the show?” I pissed myself off with that ice breaker.

He looked me up and down and took his shirt off. He had an impressive physique. I can't help but blush looking at him. He tells me “Nick wants you in the living room and leave the towel.” As he hands me my skirt. 

I put my skirt on and head downstairs. He and Luke are sharing a joint when I come on. My nipples are still hard, there is a non-stop buzz in my pussy of anticipation for whatever comes next.  I get handed the joint and take a couple of drags. Nick stands up and walks over and pinches my nipples. “Mmmmmmmph” 

“Luke says you suck cock well. I think there is room for improvement. Why don't you go to Jay's room so we can get his opinion. It's the second on the right upstairs.” Nick points at the stairs.

I head up the stairs and knock on Jay's door. He says “Come in!”

The walls are covered with the typical 90s women in barely any clothes posters. He is sitting at the desk on the computer her turns his head to look at me and says “What do you want?”

“Nick wants me to ask you to rate my cock sucking skills.” I said, probably a lot less confidently than I would like to remember.

“Good timing.” He jokes as I come to realize he was looking at porn. He turns the chair all the way around and his cock is erect. He is definitely not Nick, or even Luke, but it's not bad. I step forward, trying to avoid the dirty clothes on the floor. I get to his chair and take his cock in my hand and stroke him as I squat down this time to save my knees. He already has a healthy dose of pre-cum that I lick off with my tongue. I immediately took him in my mouth. He was much easier to deep throat and my nose meets his pubic hair.

I am able to easily take him all and use this to really pick up the pace. His ass starts shifting side to side and he lets out a loud “FUUUUUUUUUUCK” as his cum shoots into my mouth. I keep going fast for another moment as another load comes out. 

As I pull my mouth off a third squirt caught me off guard and a smaller load splashes on my cheek. I use his shirt to wipe it off as he laughs and says “Sorry.”

I assured him it was okay. I then ask “What should I tell Nick?”

He responds “Exquisite!” We both laugh and I head downstairs to tell Nick.

I proudly share his opinion. Nick blows it off saying “That is what he always says. He's just happy to have a wet mouth around his cock.”

I know he's trying to get a rise out of me so I let it slide. 

Nick then asks me, “Luke wants to know if you've ever been tag teamed?” With a glint in his eyes

I can feel my cheeks go red in embarrassment as I respond, “Yes.” 

“Told you she'd be into it.”

I know what is about to come as my nipples harden and juices start flowing. I am still aroused from blowing Jay and getting nothing in return. 

“Here or my room?” Nick asks Luke.

“Let her decide. What do you think?” Luke responds by never taking his eyes off of my boobs.

“Mmmmmm, bedroom I guess.” 

“I guess that works.” Nick responds, he looks a little disappointed with my choice. He takes my hand and we head to his room with Luke right behind. Every step closer my arousal grows. 

The door clicks shut. This is that brief awkward moment where everyone knows what is about to happen next but are unsure how to get there.  I look at both of them with nervous anticipation. 

Nick steps forward and his hand immediately goes to my clit. He spreads lips and starts rubbing. I look over at Luke as the pleasure builds. He steps behind me and starts massaging my boobs and kissing my neck. I am letting out small moans between these two buff guys. Nick now slides two fingers straight into my pussy.  He goes slow but deep before pulling out his drenched fingers. He examines them for a moment before he leans forward as if he is about to kiss me before veering to the right and saying “Get on your knees.”

I do as he says and Luke comes around so they are both in front of me. Nick unties his sweatpants and steps forward. I can still smell myself on his cock from a couple hours ago. He is already as  hard as I have ever seen him, if anything he looks fuller and maybe longer. I start by kissing his shaft and he commands “Just suck it slut.”

I ponder why this made me more aroused as I followed his command. I take him in my mouth and bob my head up and down. I close my eyes as I savor my own taste on his cock. I try to go down further each time. As I am pulling back I feel a hand grab my hair and guide me. I open my eyes and Nick is holding my face to Luke’s fully erect cock. Like it is the most natural thing in the world I take Luke in my mouth. Only Nick doesn't let go of my hair. He pushes me down on Luke’s cock and proceeds to use my hair as a handle as he fucks my mouth with Luke’s cock. Luke isn't as big but is still ample size. I gag as his cock hits the back of my throat.  He doesn't slow down and soon I start feeling the head of Luke’s cock twitch and then explode. In some perverse magic Nick seemed to time Luke’s orgasm so that my nose was buried in his pubic bone. Luke makes a couple of small thrusts and more comes out.

As Nick pulls my head off I gag and cough as Luke’s cum runs out my nasal passages onto my upper lip.  Nick looks down at me, proud of his work as he taunts Luke, “Don't worry, I wasn't going to let you fuck her yet anyways.”

He finally releases my hair and lays down on his bed. “I'm tired, you're doing the work this time.”

I crawl up to him on the bed. I rub my pussy on his cock before grasping it and lining it up to my pussy. I am a bit nervous, guys always feel bigger to me when I ride and he is another level of big. I lower myself as his head enters me, spreading me instantly. I go slow so I can adjust inch by inch as my pussy struggles to take his whole cock. Once I am three-quarters of the way down I am as full as I have ever been and don't know how I am going down any further.  Then I feel his hands grab my hips, his thumbs dig in and he pulls me down.

“OOOOOOOWWWWWWWOOOOOH FUCK!” I scream he glazes my cervix. 

All of him is inside of me and every bit of it is pure pleasure. He doesn't release his hand and just takes control. He pushes me up and brings me down harder each thrust. I am moaning incoherently, this is a new level of pleasure. He pulls me all the way down again and then uses his hands to move me around his cock in circular motion. I have no control over my own body at this moment and I have no regrets. I cum hard as he swirls me around his cock at full depth. My g-spot has never been this stimulated and I either have the longest, hardest orgasm of my life, or the most consecutive orgasms of my life with no breaks in between. I cannot form words, I can only make animal-like noises as he keeps going. He grunts and bucks his hips up as he cums while pressed against my cervix. This sensation pushes me over the edge one more and I release a final guttural groan as I finally stop cumming.

I barely have the strength to push myself up off of him. When I finally pull all the way off I feel so open and exposed. Almost as soon as my head hits a pillow I pass out from sheer exhaustion mixed with a pleasure overload. Just before I fall asleep I hear him say “I can't wait to see her when Aaron/Erin gets here tomorrow.” 

What is wrong with me? All I had to do was say I was tired, sign off, and use my dildo. But no, I had to give into my inner slut and go fuck a near stranger. Even if his dick is a work of orgasm producing art, I shouldn't have bet he couldn't make me beg. I had to be the cool girl who had to always wins the game of one ups manship and I lost.

I can't believe I begged so pathetically. But damn, his cock was just…

Without realizing it I was laying on my bed, my hand had slid inside my shorts. My fingers find my clit and begin rubbing. My breathing picks up with the intensity of my rubbing but I am just stuck, it feels great but I am no closer to cumming. I pull my shorts all the way off and kick them aside. I reach into my bag under my bed and pull out my 6 inch dildo. I am soaking wet so it slides in with no effort. I need to cum and begin to fuck my pussy harder and harder. My breathing picks up more, I am getting closer and closer but I just can't get there.

“What did his cock to do me!” I squealed as I gave up on my quest to cum.

I grabbed my shorts and slid them back on. As I laid there, frustrated and confused, my mind wandered to “Am I really going over tomorrow?” I asked nobody.

That is when the more perverse voices in my head spoke up. They asked how bad could it be? They pointed out I had worked hard all semester, I deserved to just shut down my brain for two days, don't think, just fuck, suck cock, maybe eat a girl out, hell, maybe two. These aren't guys I go to school with. How bad would it be to just shut your brain off and be Nick's slut?

The sane part of me was getting angry that the voices telling me to shut off and be his sex toy are making sense.

I'd spent so many years chasing the next thrill that people assumed I wanted control. Truth was, I was exhausted by it. Being labelled a nymphomaniac in the nineties meant everyone thought desire was the only language I spoke, but they never saw the constant arithmetic running behind my eyes. Every room had to be read, every smile interpreted, every decision carried. Sometimes the greatest luxury wasn't another rush. It was finding someone I trusted enough to say, "You decide." For a day or two, I could stop negotiating with the world and let somebody else carry the map while I simply breathed.

People mistake surrender for weakness because they imagine it means disappearing. For me, it was the opposite. Handing over the reins for a little while let me hear my own thoughts again beneath all the static. I didn't have to perform, impress, or outrun the loneliness that had been dogging my heels since I was old enough to know what longing felt like. I could wake up without an agenda, eat when someone handed me a plate, go where they suggested, wear what they tell me, do as I am told, and feel the peculiar peace of not having to steer every moment. After living at full throttle for so long, turning control over to another person with the wheel, even if for being a sentient sex toy, felt less like giving something away and more like finally setting down a weight I'd forgotten I was carrying.

My mind was now made up. I was all in.

In another bout with insomnia, I found myself on AOL at 1am. To my surprise, Nick was signed in. Showing no impulse control we had the following conversation. For those who didn't read the first part, K is Nick, for KingOfSMC, and I am DK for DeviantKelly.

DK: It's Friday.

K: So it is, I lost track of time.

DK: I can't believe you made me beg so badly for your cock.

K: You really needed it. I bet you do right now too. You've been thinking about it all day.

DK; Fuck you, I wish you weren't right.

K: LOL! You were fun. I can't wait until you fully submit and let me fuck your virgin ass.

DK: The last isn't happening, you'd destroy me!

K: We'll see. Not this weekend, I promised but we'll see.

DK: How kind of you lmao

K: I have class at 8. So I'll give you your instructions for this evening now.

DK: Instructions??

K: Yes. You agreed to be my slut, actually, you begged didn't you?

DK: I did.

K: Shave your legs and pussy.

DK: Okay… I can do that.

K: Wear a tank top and your shortest skirt. No bra or panties allowed. You can bring a couple of outfits.

K: From this evening at 5 until Sunday at 5, what are you?

DK: I am your slut.

K: Why are you my slut?

DK: Because you made me beg for your cock like a stupid slut.

K: A stupid slut, I prefer that. I want you as cock needy as possible.

DK: I need your cock.

K: I am going to bed, fuck your pussy until you cum while remembering you are my stupid slut this evening.

With that he signed off. I couldn't help put pull my shorts off and hopped on my bed. I was wet and within just a few minutes of rubbing my clit I came audibly. What the fuck, do I now need his permission to cum I contemplated as I drifted off to sleep.

My alarm woke me around 9:30. I tried to keep the day as normal as I could. I went to class, I hit the gym, and then came back to my suite. I let my suite mates know I was going home for the weekend to keep some semblance of dignity.

I got into the shower and meticulously shaved my legs and my pussy as I was told. I got my armpits for good measure. I went into my room and picked up what I thought were my shortest skirts and tightest tank tops. Before I headed out I put a t-shirt over my tank top, and put leggings on. I didn't need any questions.

I hopped in my car and immediately took the t-shirt and leggings off. I made the 2 block drive and lucked out finding a parking spot. I looked in the mirror and told myself “Time to shut off brain.”

As those words left my mouth, I felt a sense of calmness. I didn't need to be smart Kelly, I didn't need to even be sane Kelly, I got to be the sluttiest Kelly I could imagine being.

I knocked on the door. My nerves had largely subsided until Nick opened the door. He was wearing a Reggie Lewis jersey and grey sweatpants. He looked me up and down. He had a natural cocky aura about him that seemed to be the fuel for the pheromones he gave off. He said “Prove you followed my instructions.”

Even though I could hear people walking down the street I lifted up my skirt to show him my freshly shaved pussy. He definitely took notice and looked like he approved. He followed that up with “And?”

I felt my face burn red as I lifted my tank top to show him my bare boobs. The fresh air felt good and the subtle breeze hit just right to harden my nipples. He reached out with both hands and pinched each one. I couldn't contain the small moan of pleasure this induced. I could hear voices on the street getting closer and also the sounds of people inside the house. He released his grasp and as he stepped back to let me in he said “Very nice.”

I scooted past him as quickly as I could into his house. As I went past him I felt him pull my skirt up just enough to catch a glance at my bare ass. Normally, this would piss me off, but today it made my pussy quiver with excitement. He took me back to his room and closed the door after we entered. He looked me up and down again and said “Shall we go over your rules?’

I looked him in the eyes as my thoughts went silent and responded “Yes sir.”

“You lost the bet and begged me to cum, didn't you?” He gloated.

“I did.” I responded.

“And what does that make you this weekend?” He said as my pussy dampened.

“Your personal slut.” I responded lamentably.

“That's right. Rule 1, you will suck my cock whenever I ask.” He said, almost taunting me.

“I will suck your cock on command.” I sheepishly responded.

“You will let me fuck that pussy whenever and wherever I want.” He continued.

“My pussy is yours this weekend.” I responded, trying to sound a bit more confident.

“If I tell you to perform oral on someone, you will get on your knees like the type of slut who begs to cum.” He said with a charmingly evil smile.

I can't help control how aroused this is making me. I can feel my nipples harden and stretch into my tank top. My pussy is loving this idea just as much. As I struggle to contain my arousal I can only get out another “Yes sir.”

“I'm glad we are clear. And as I promised, no anal sex, unless you change your mind.” He said with a subtly sinister laugh.

“Now that we are clear with the rules, I need my dick sucked.” He shared as he untied the knot on his sweatpants.

I took my place on my knees and pulled his sweatpants down to his ankles. He was already semi-hard. I kissed and twirled my tongue over the head of his cock. I then run my tongue up and down his shaft. I then take him in my mouth. He starts getting firmer and gains length and girth as my head bobs up and down. It is hard to take all of him but I go down his shaft a little more each bob. I can hear his breathing pick up. This only encourages me to pick up my pace. I don't even mind how sweaty and musky he tastes.

I feel his hand grab my hair and he pulls me off of his cock. There is a big pop as he exits my mouth. “Damn you are a little cock hungry slut. Aren't you?”

“I am your cock hungry slut this weekend.” I replied, proud of my performance.

He pulled his sweatpants up to my disappointment. He put his hand out to help me up to my feet. My nipples were trying to tear a hole in my tank top and I can feel some dampness on my thighs.

“Let's go meet my roommates.” He takes my hand and we head out to the living room. There are 3 guys watching “Happy Gilmore” and passing a bong around.

“Kevin, Luke, and Jay, this is Kelly. Kelly, why don't you tell them why you are here this weekend?” The confidence and arrogance are equally palpable in his tone.

“I am Nick's personal slut.” I can feel my cheeks burn red in embarrassment.

“And why are you my personal slut?” He asked.

“Because you made me beg to cum in your big cock.” My cheeks were still red but I was trying to feign confidence.

There is a mixture of giggles and quizzical looks. He picked up the bong and offered me a rip. I gladly inhaled as much as I could in an effort to impress the 4 guys in the room. I exhale a big cloud and Jay puts his hand out for a high five.

“Damn girl.” Either Luke or Kevin exclaimed.

The weed immediately hits my head hard. A sense of relaxation flows through my body. I think maybe this won't be so bad if I can keep smoking whatever this weed is. This feeling is fleeting. Nick has a new toy and wants to show it off.

“The best part about sluts like this, once you make them beg, you know they'll do whatever you want.” Nick proclaimed.

The other guys laughed. It was immediately obvious that Nick was their alpha and even more obvious I wasn't the first girl who failed at his dare. I noticed Luke had not taken his eyes off my protruding nipples. Nick was every bit as observant as myself.

“Luke, if you want to see her boobs, just ask. She's here for our enjoyment. Why don't you show them your boobs? That top needs to go anyway.”

Without a second thought I grabbed the bottom of my tank top and pulled it up over my head. Even if I was still unsure, my nipples were not as they begged for everyone's attention with their firmness. Nick extended his arm and pinched my left nipple. It was electric and I couldn't stop myself from moaning softly.

“See, she likes the attention.” Nick jeered.

He wasn't wrong. Having a room full of guys, all of whom are fairly hot, staring at my boobs was a definite turn on.

“I bet Luke wants to feel them. Go sit in his lap and let him have a feel.” Nick ordered.

I confidently, or at least I tried to confidently walk over and sat down on Luke’s lap. I wasn't in a real position to sit very lady like, so as I sat my bare ass was on his lap. I could feel he was excited as his hard cock pulsed through his jeans. He ran his hands over my breasts. He rubbed my nipples with his thumbs and I again couldn't stifle a moan.

“Ooooh, I think she likes you. Take her to your room and she can show you how much she likes you. Actually no, she can show us all right now.”

I instinctively knew what he expected as I got up and took my place on my knees in front of Luke. He undid the belt and unbuttoned his jeans. I helped him pull his jeans and boxers down and his cock popped out. He was not as big as Nick, but he was no slouch. I looked around the room and all eyes were squarely on me. This only fueled my arousal to my own surprise. I took him in my mouth, at first I slowly lowered my mouth down his shaft and slowly pulled back up. As I looked up, his head was laid back and his eyes were closed. I continued bobbing up and down and picked up my pace. He started squirming and bucking his cock into my mouth. This made me gag a couple of times. I picked up the pace some more and then felt that familiar twitch of the head of his cock as he unloads into my mouth. His hands move down and hold my head down as he thrusts into my mouth a couple of times, making sure every last drop goes into my mouth. I swallowed as best as I could but some ran down the side of my mouth.He released his grip and I pulled off.

I looked around the room and all eyes were on me. This moment could be the most degrading moment of my life, but it was also intoxicating to think all of these guys want me. At this moment I chose to be a swx goddess and just role with and enjoy whatever was to come next.

“See what I'm talking about!” Nick shouted.

I wiped my mouth as Nick said “Who wants to watch me fuck her?”

Naturally everyone raised their hand. Nick looked smug as fuck with adulation. My pussy was twitching in anticipation of feeling his cock inside me again. “Party in my room," he proclaimed as he helped me up. He took my hand and we made the way down the hallway to his room. Each step was a bigger turn on.

He said “Lose the skirt and get on the bed. Show everyone that you prepared for the weekend!”

I swayed my hips as I pulled the skirt down and stepped out of it. I sat on the edge and spread my legs to present my freshly shaved pussy. This is another moment of pure degradation or pure desire and I was going with desire.

Nick comes up and rubs my outer lips before spreading them to rub my clit. He is putting a lot of pressure down on my clit with his thumb and rubbing in a circular motion. I feel like I am about to explode when he suddenly stops.

“Beg for my cock.” He says before putting his thumb in my mouth.

“You can do whatever you want with my pussy. I will suck your cock whenever you want. Please, I need your cock.” I pleaded, half seriously at first.

“I don't know if you want it. Maybe I need to make you earn it. Suck it until I am ready to hear your second plea.” He said with 100% confidence.

That he could say those words that confidently only made me more desperate to please him. I took my place on my knees and reached inside to undo the tie. As I pulled them down his cock sprung up. He wasn't fully hard but already boasting an impressive size. Once his pants hit the floor I start by running my tongue over his right ball and then move to the left. Flattening my tongue so that it feels better for him. I take a breath and move to his shaft as I lick all the way up to tip and then immediately take the head into my mouth. I slowly move down the shaft so my throat can adjust to the girth. I pull back and go down further the next time and deeper again. This goes on for several minutes now. My jaw is getting sore when he grabs my hair and pulls my mouth off him.

“Are you ready to beg properly?” He said as my head was about 3 inches from his now full sized cock. It somehow looks even bigger now.

“I need your big fucking dick in my pussy more than I need to breathe. I need you to make my pussy cum until I forget my name! Your dick already made me your slut, please fuck me hard!” I begged a bit more seriously than I'd like to admit.

“I think she wants it guys.” He announced.

“He pulled me up and turned me around, pushing me over onto the bed. He rubbed his cock up and down me, tubing it in my depravity. I feel the head push against the outside before he pushes in. He was stretching me and within a few pumps I came hard and moaned loudly. He didn't slow down, I doubt he noticed I came. He starts building up a rhythm and I am a blubbering mess as he keeps fucking me. My pussy feels full, the type of full I always craved but didn't know it. He keeps going deeper and deeper and I cum again, my thighs quiver uncontrollably and I am just making incoherent sounds.

His hands dig into my hips, his thrusts become slower and more deliberate. His pelvis is now hitting my ass. My pussy has taken his whole cock and is as stimulated as it has ever been. He pulls out, leaving me open as I feel his cum hit my back, first one shot, then a second, and finally a third small shot.

It takes me a couple of moments to catch my breath. When I roll over all eyes are still on me. Nick tells me to take a shower and points across the hall. The shower is surprisingly clean for a house full of guys. I make the shower as hot as I can and get in. The water feels good. One of them has a girly shampoo that I used to clean my hair. As I step out Kevin is there to hand me a towel. “Enjoy the show?” I pissed myself off with that ice breaker.

He looked me up and down and took his shirt off. He had an impressive physique. I can't help but blush looking at him. He tells me “Nick wants you in the living room and leave the towel.” As he hands me my skirt.

I put my skirt on and head downstairs. He and Luke are sharing a joint when I come on. My nipples are still hard, there is a non-stop buzz in my pussy of anticipation for whatever comes next. I get handed the joint and take a couple of drags. Nick stands up and walks over and pinches my nipples. “Mmmmmmmph”

“Luke says you suck cock well. I think there is room for improvement. Why don't you go to Jay's room so we can get his opinion. It's the second on the right upstairs.” Nick points at the stairs.

I head up the stairs and knock on Jay's door. He says “Come in!”

The walls are covered with the typical 90s women in barely any clothes posters. He is sitting at the desk on the computer her turns his head to look at me and says “What do you want?”

“Nick wants me to ask you to rate my cock sucking skills.” I said, probably a lot less confidently than I would like to remember.

“Good timing.” He jokes as I come to realize he was looking at porn. He turns the chair all the way around and his cock is erect. He is definitely not Nick, or even Luke, but it's not bad. I step forward, trying to avoid the dirty clothes on the floor. I get to his chair and take his cock in my hand and stroke him as I squat down this time to save my knees. He already has a healthy dose of pre-cum that I lick off with my tongue. I immediately took him in my mouth. He was much easier to deep throat and my nose meets his pubic hair.

I am able to easily take him all and use this to really pick up the pace. His ass starts shifting side to side and he lets out a loud “FUUUUUUUUUUCK” as his cum shoots into my mouth. I keep going fast for another moment as another load comes out.

As I pull my mouth off a third squirt caught me off guard and a smaller load splashes on my cheek. I use his shirt to wipe it off as he laughs and says “Sorry.”

I assured him it was okay. I then ask “What should I tell Nick?”

He responds “Exquisite!” We both laugh and I head downstairs to tell Nick.

I proudly share his opinion. Nick blows it off saying “That is what he always says. He's just happy to have a wet mouth around his cock.”

I know he's trying to get a rise out of me so I let it slide.

Nick then asks me, “Luke wants to know if you've ever been tag teamed?” With a glint in his eyes

I can feel my cheeks go red in embarrassment as I respond, “Yes.”

“Told you she'd be into it.”

I know what is about to come as my nipples harden and juices start flowing. I am still aroused from blowing Jay and getting nothing in return.

“Here or my room?” Nick asks Luke.

“Let her decide. What do you think?” Luke responds by never taking his eyes off of my boobs.

“Mmmmmm, bedroom I guess.”

“I guess that works.” Nick responds, he looks a little disappointed with my choice. He takes my hand and we head to his room with Luke right behind. Every step closer my arousal grows.

The door clicks shut. This is that brief awkward moment where everyone knows what is about to happen next but are unsure how to get there. I look at both of them with nervous anticipation.

Nick steps forward and his hand immediately goes to my clit. He spreads lips and starts rubbing. I look over at Luke as the pleasure builds. He steps behind me and starts massaging my boobs and kissing my neck. I am letting out small moans between these two buff guys. Nick now slides two fingers straight into my pussy. He goes slow but deep before pulling out his drenched fingers. He examines them for a moment before he leans forward as if he is about to kiss me before veering to the right and saying “Get on your knees.”

I do as he says and Luke comes around so they are both in front of me. Nick unties his sweatpants and steps forward. I can still smell myself on his cock from a couple hours ago. He is already as hard as I have ever seen him, if anything he looks fuller and maybe longer. I start by kissing his shaft and he commands “Just suck it slut.”

I ponder why this made me more aroused as I followed his command. I take him in my mouth and bob my head up and down. I close my eyes as I savor my own taste on his cock. I try to go down further each time. As I am pulling back I feel a hand grab my hair and guide me. I open my eyes and Nick is holding my face to Luke’s fully erect cock. Like it is the most natural thing in the world I take Luke in my mouth. Only Nick doesn't let go of my hair. He pushes me down on Luke’s cock and proceeds to use my hair as a handle as he fucks my mouth with Luke’s cock. Luke isn't as big but is still ample size. I gag as his cock hits the back of my throat. He doesn't slow down and soon I start feeling the head of Luke’s cock twitch and then explode. In some perverse magic Nick seemed to time Luke’s orgasm so that my nose was buried in his pubic bone. Luke makes a couple of small thrusts and more comes out.

As Nick pulls my head off I gag and cough as Luke’s cum runs out my nasal passages onto my upper lip. Nick looks down at me, proud of his work as he taunts Luke, “Don't worry, I wasn't going to let you fuck her yet anyways.”

He finally releases my hair and lays down on his bed. “I'm tired, you're doing the work this time.”

I crawl up to him on the bed. I rub my pussy on his cock before grasping it and lining it up to my pussy. I am a bit nervous, guys always feel bigger to me when I ride and he is another level of big. I lower myself as his head enters me, spreading me instantly. I go slow so I can adjust inch by inch as my pussy struggles to take his whole cock. Once I am three-quarters of the way down I am as full as I have ever been and don't know how I am going down any further. Then I feel his hands grab my hips, his thumbs dig in and he pulls me down.

“OOOOOOOWWWWWWWOOOOOH FUCK!” I scream he glazes my cervix.

All of him is inside of me and every bit of it is pure pleasure. He doesn't release his hand and just takes control. He pushes me up and brings me down harder each thrust. I am moaning incoherently, this is a new level of pleasure. He pulls me all the way down again and then uses his hands to move me around his cock in circular motion. I have no control over my own body at this moment and I have no regrets. I cum hard as he swirls me around his cock at full depth. My g-spot has never been this stimulated and I either have the longest, hardest orgasm of my life, or the most consecutive orgasms of my life with no breaks in between. I cannot form words, I can only make animal-like noises as he keeps going. He grunts and bucks his hips up as he cums while pressed against my cervix. This sensation pushes me over the edge one more and I release a final guttural groan as I finally stop cumming.

I barely have the strength to push myself up off of him. When I finally pull all the way off I feel so open and exposed. Almost as soon as my head hits a pillow I pass out from sheer exhaustion mixed with a pleasure overload. Just before I fall asleep I hear him say “I can't wait to see her when Aaron/Erin gets here tomorrow.”

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What is wrong with me? All I had to do was say I was tired, sign off, and use my dildo. But no, I had to give into my inner slut and go fuck a near stranger. Even if his dick is a work of orgasm producing art, I shouldn't have bet he couldn't make me beg. I had to be the cool girl who had to always wins the game of one ups manship and I lost.

I can't believe I begged so pathetically. But damn, his cock was just…

Without realizing it I was laying on my bed, my hand had slid inside my shorts. My fingers find my clit and begin rubbing. My breathing picks up with the intensity of my rubbing but I am just stuck, it feels great but I am no closer to cumming. I pull my shorts all the way off and kick them aside. I reach into my bag under my bed and pull out my 6 inch dildo. I am soaking wet so it slides in with no effort. I need to cum and begin to fuck my pussy harder and harder. My breathing picks up more, I am getting closer and closer but I just can't get there. 

“What did his cock to do me!” I squealed as I gave up on my quest to cum. 

I grabbed my shorts and slid them back on. As I laid there, frustrated and confused, my mind wandered to “Am I really going over tomorrow?” I asked nobody.

That is when the more perverse voices in my head spoke up. They asked how bad could it be? They pointed out I had worked hard all semester, I deserved to just shut down my brain for two days, don't think, just fuck, suck cock, maybe eat a girl out, hell, maybe two. These aren't guys I go to school with. How bad would it be to just shut your brain off and be Nick's slut?

The sane part of me was getting angry that the voices telling me to shut off and be his sex toy are making sense. 

I'd spent so many years chasing the next thrill that people assumed I wanted control. Truth was, I was exhausted by it. Being labelled a nymphomaniac in the nineties meant everyone thought desire was the only language I spoke, but they never saw the constant arithmetic running behind my eyes. Every room had to be read, every smile interpreted, every decision carried. Sometimes the greatest luxury wasn't another rush. It was finding someone I trusted enough to say, "You decide." For a day or two, I could stop negotiating with the world and let somebody else carry the map while I simply breathed.

People mistake surrender for weakness because they imagine it means disappearing. For me, it was the opposite. Handing over the reins for a little while let me hear my own thoughts again beneath all the static. I didn't have to perform, impress, or outrun the loneliness that had been dogging my heels since I was old enough to know what longing felt like. I could wake up without an agenda, eat when someone handed me a plate, go where they suggested, wear what they tell me, do as I am told, and feel the peculiar peace of not having to steer every moment. After living at full throttle for so long, turning control over to another person with the wheel, even if for being a sentient sex toy, felt less like giving something away and more like finally setting down a weight I'd forgotten I was carrying.

My mind was now made up. I was all in. 

In another bout with insomnia, I found myself on AOL at 1am. To my surprise, Nick was signed in. Showing no impulse control we had the following conversation. For those who didn't read the first part, K is Nick, for KingOfSMC, and I am DK for DeviantKelly.

DK: It's Friday.

K: So it is, I lost track of time.

DK: I can't believe you made me beg so badly for your cock. 

K: You really needed it. I bet you do right now too. You've been thinking about it all day.

DK; Fuck you, I wish you weren't right.

K: LOL! You were fun. I can't wait until you fully submit and let me fuck your virgin ass.

DK: The last isn't happening, you'd destroy me!

K: We'll see. Not this weekend, I promised but we'll see.

DK: How kind of you lmao

K: I have class at 8. So I'll give you your instructions for this evening now.

DK: Instructions??

K: Yes. You agreed to be my slut, actually, you begged didn't you?

DK: I did.

K: Shave your legs and pussy. 

DK: Okay… I can do that.

K: Wear a tank top and your shortest skirt. No bra or panties allowed. You can bring a couple of outfits. 

K: From this evening at 5 until Sunday at 5, what are you?

DK: I am your slut.

K: Why are you my slut?

DK: Because you made me beg for your cock like a stupid slut.

K: A stupid slut, I prefer that. I want you as cock needy as possible.

DK: I need your cock.

K: I am going to bed, fuck your pussy until you cum while remembering you are my stupid slut this evening.

With that he signed off. I couldn't help put pull my shorts off and hopped on my bed. I was wet and within just a few minutes of rubbing my clit I came audibly. What the fuck, do I now need his permission to cum I contemplated as I drifted off to sleep.

My alarm woke me around 9:30. I tried to keep the day as normal as I could. I went to class, I hit the gym, and then came back to my suite. I let my suite mates know I was going home for the weekend to keep some semblance of dignity.

I got into the shower and meticulously shaved my legs and my pussy as I was told. I got my armpits for good measure. I went into my room and picked up what I thought were my shortest skirts and tightest tank tops. Before I headed out I put a t-shirt over my tank top, and put leggings on. I didn't need any questions.

 

I hopped in my car and immediately took the t-shirt and leggings off. I made the 2 block drive and lucked out finding a parking spot. I looked in the mirror and told myself “Time to shut off brain.” 

As those words left my mouth, I felt a sense of calmness. I didn't need to be smart Kelly, I didn't need to even be sane Kelly, I got to be the sluttiest Kelly I could imagine being. 

I knocked on the door. My nerves had largely subsided until Nick opened the door. He was wearing a Reggie Lewis jersey and grey sweatpants. He looked me up and down. He had a natural cocky aura about him that seemed to be the fuel for the pheromones he gave off. He said “Prove you followed my instructions.”

Even though I could hear people walking down the street I lifted up my skirt to show him my freshly shaved pussy. He definitely took notice and looked like he approved. He followed that up with “And?”

I felt my face burn red as I lifted my tank top to show him my bare boobs. The fresh air felt good and the subtle breeze hit just right to harden my nipples. He reached out with both hands and pinched each one. I couldn't contain the small moan of pleasure this induced. I could hear voices on the street getting closer and also the sounds of people inside the house. He released his grasp and as he stepped back to let me in he said “Very nice.” 

I scooted past him as quickly as I could into his house. As I went past him I felt him pull my skirt up just enough to catch a glance at my bare ass. Normally, this would piss me off, but today it made my pussy quiver with excitement. He took me back to his room and closed the door after we entered.  He looked me up and down again and said “Shall we go over your rules?’

I looked him in the eyes as my thoughts went silent and responded “Yes sir.”

“You lost the bet and begged me to cum, didn't you?” He gloated.

“I did.” I responded.

“And what does that make you this weekend?” He said as my pussy dampened.

“Your personal slut.” I responded lamentably.

“That's right. Rule 1, you will suck my cock whenever I ask.” He said, almost taunting me.

“I will suck your cock on command.” I sheepishly responded.

“You will let me fuck that pussy whenever and wherever I want.” He continued.

“My pussy is yours this weekend.” I responded, trying to sound a bit more confident. 

“If I tell you to perform oral on someone, you will get on your knees like the type of slut who begs to cum.” He said with a charmingly evil smile.

I can't help control how aroused this is making me. I can feel my nipples harden and stretch into my tank top. My pussy is loving this idea just as much. As I struggle to contain my arousal I can only get out another “Yes sir.”

“I'm glad we are clear. And as I promised, no anal sex, unless you change your mind.” He said with a subtly sinister laugh.

“Now that we are clear with the rules, I need my dick sucked.” He shared as he untied the knot on his sweatpants.

I took my place on my knees and pulled his sweatpants down to his ankles. He was already semi-hard. I kissed and twirled my tongue over the head of his cock. I then run my tongue up and down his shaft. I then take him in my mouth. He starts getting firmer and gains length and girth as my head bobs up and down. It is hard to take all of him but I go down his shaft a little more each bob. I can hear his breathing pick up. This only encourages me to pick up my pace. I don't even mind how sweaty and musky he tastes. 

I feel his hand grab my hair and he pulls me off of his cock. There is a big pop as he exits my mouth. “Damn you are a little cock hungry slut. Aren't you?”  

“I am your cock hungry slut this weekend.” I replied, proud of my performance.

He pulled his sweatpants up to my disappointment. He put his hand out to help me up to my feet. My nipples were trying to tear a hole in my tank top and I can feel some dampness on my thighs. 

“Let's go meet my roommates.” He takes my hand and we head out to the living room. There are 3 guys watching “Happy Gilmore” and passing a bong around.

“Kevin, Luke, and Jay, this is Kelly. Kelly, why don't you tell them why you are here this weekend?” The confidence and arrogance are equally palpable in his tone.

“I am Nick's personal slut.” I can feel my cheeks burn red in embarrassment.

“And why are you my personal slut?” He asked.

“Because you made me beg to cum in your big cock.” My cheeks were still red but I was trying to feign confidence.  

There is a mixture of giggles and quizzical looks. He picked up the bong and offered me a rip. I gladly inhaled as much as I could in an effort to impress the 4 guys in the room. I exhale a big cloud and Jay puts his hand out for a high five.

“Damn girl.” Either Luke or Kevin exclaimed. 

The weed immediately hits my head hard. A sense of relaxation flows through my body. I think maybe this won't be so bad if I can keep smoking whatever this weed is.  This feeling is fleeting. Nick has a new toy and wants to show it off. 

“The best part about sluts like this, once you make them beg, you know they'll do whatever you want.” Nick proclaimed.

The other guys laughed. It was immediately obvious that Nick was their alpha and even more obvious I wasn't the first girl who failed at his dare.  I noticed Luke had not taken his eyes off my protruding nipples. Nick was every bit as observant as myself. 

“Luke, if you want to see her boobs, just ask. She's here for our enjoyment. Why don't you show them your boobs? That top needs to go anyway.” 

Without a second thought I grabbed the bottom of my tank top and pulled it up over my head. Even if I was still unsure, my nipples were not as they begged for everyone's attention with their firmness. Nick extended his arm and pinched my left nipple. It was electric and I couldn't stop myself from moaning softly. 

“See, she likes the attention.” Nick jeered.

He wasn't wrong. Having a room full of guys, all of whom are fairly hot, staring at my boobs was a definite turn on.

“I bet Luke wants to feel them. Go sit in his lap and let him have a feel.” Nick ordered.

I confidently, or at least I tried to confidently walk over and sat down on Luke’s lap. I wasn't in a real position to sit very lady like, so as I sat my bare ass was on his lap. I could feel he was excited as his hard cock pulsed through his jeans. He ran his hands over my breasts. He rubbed my nipples with his thumbs and I again couldn't stifle a moan.

“Ooooh, I think she likes you. Take her to your room and she can show you how much she likes you. Actually no, she can show us all right now.” 

I instinctively knew what he expected as I got up and took my place on my knees in front of Luke.  He undid the belt and unbuttoned his jeans. I helped him pull his jeans and boxers down and his cock popped out. He was not as big as Nick, but he was no slouch. I looked around the room and all eyes were squarely on me. This only fueled my arousal to my own surprise.  I took him in my mouth, at first I slowly lowered my mouth down his shaft and slowly pulled back up. As I looked up, his head was laid back and his eyes were closed. I continued bobbing up and down and picked up my pace. He started squirming and bucking his cock into my mouth. This made me gag a couple of times. I picked up the pace some more and then felt that familiar twitch of the head of his cock as he unloads into my mouth. His hands move down and hold my head down as he thrusts into my mouth a couple of times, making sure every last drop goes into my mouth. I swallowed as best as I could but some ran down the side of my mouth.He released his grip and I pulled off.  

I looked around the room and all eyes were on me. This moment could be the most degrading moment of my life, but it was also intoxicating to think all of these guys want me. At this moment I chose to be a swx goddess and just role with and enjoy whatever was to come next. 

“See what I'm talking about!” Nick shouted. 

I wiped my mouth as Nick said “Who wants to watch me fuck her?”

Naturally everyone raised their hand. Nick looked smug as fuck with adulation. My pussy was twitching in anticipation of feeling his cock inside me again. “Party in my room," he proclaimed as he helped me up. He took my hand and we made the way down the hallway to his room. Each step was a bigger turn on. 

He said “Lose the skirt and get on the bed. Show everyone that you prepared for the weekend!”

I swayed my hips as I pulled the skirt down and stepped out of it. I sat on the edge and spread my legs to present my freshly shaved pussy. This is another moment of pure degradation or pure desire and I was going with desire. 

Nick comes up and rubs my outer lips before spreading them to rub my clit. He is putting a lot of pressure down on my clit with his thumb and rubbing in a circular motion. I feel like I am about to explode when he suddenly stops.

“Beg for my cock.” He says before putting his thumb in my mouth.

“You can do whatever you want with my pussy. I will suck your cock whenever you want. Please, I need your cock.” I pleaded, half seriously at first. 

“I don't know if you want it. Maybe I need to make you earn it. Suck it until I am ready to hear your second plea.”  He said with 100% confidence. 

That he could say those words that confidently only made me more desperate to please him. I took my place on my knees and reached inside to undo the tie.  As I pulled them down his cock sprung up. He wasn't fully hard but already boasting an impressive size. Once his pants hit the floor I start by running my tongue over his right ball and then move to the left. Flattening my tongue so that it feels better for him. I take a breath and move to his shaft as I lick all the way up to tip and then immediately take the head into my mouth. I slowly move down the shaft so my throat can adjust to the girth. I pull back and go down further the next time and deeper again. This goes on for several minutes now. My jaw is getting sore when he grabs my hair and pulls my mouth off him. 

“Are you ready to beg properly?” He said as my head was about 3 inches from his now full sized cock. It somehow looks even bigger now.

“I need your big fucking dick in my pussy more than I need to breathe. I need you to make my pussy cum until I forget my name! Your dick already made me your slut, please fuck me hard!” I begged a bit more seriously than I'd like to admit.

“I think she wants it guys.” He announced.

“He pulled me up and turned me around, pushing me over onto the bed. He rubbed his cock up and down me, tubing it in my depravity. I feel the head push against the outside before he pushes in. He was stretching me and within a few pumps I came hard and moaned loudly. He didn't slow down, I doubt he noticed I came. He starts building up a rhythm and I am a blubbering mess as he keeps fucking me. My pussy feels full, the type of full I always craved but didn't know it.  He keeps going deeper and deeper and I cum again, my thighs quiver uncontrollably and I am just making incoherent sounds.  

His hands dig into my hips, his thrusts become slower and more deliberate. His pelvis is now hitting my ass. My pussy has taken his whole cock and is as stimulated as it has ever been. He pulls out, leaving me open as I feel his cum hit my back, first one shot, then a second, and finally a third small shot. 

It takes me a couple of moments to catch my breath. When I roll over all eyes are still on me. Nick tells me to take a shower and points across the hall. The shower is surprisingly clean for a house full of guys. I make the shower as hot as I can and get in.  The water feels good. One of them has a girly shampoo that I used to clean my hair. As I step out Kevin is there to hand me a towel. “Enjoy the show?” I pissed myself off with that ice breaker.

He looked me up and down and took his shirt off. He had an impressive physique. I can't help but blush looking at him. He tells me “Nick wants you in the living room and leave the towel.” As he hands me my skirt. 

I put my skirt on and head downstairs. He and Luke are sharing a joint when I come on. My nipples are still hard, there is a non-stop buzz in my pussy of anticipation for whatever comes next.  I get handed the joint and take a couple of drags. Nick stands up and walks over and pinches my nipples. “Mmmmmmmph” 

“Luke says you suck cock well. I think there is room for improvement. Why don't you go to Jay's room so we can get his opinion. It's the second on the right upstairs.” Nick points at the stairs.

I head up the stairs and knock on Jay's door. He says “Come in!”

The walls are covered with the typical 90s women in barely any clothes posters. He is sitting at the desk on the computer her turns his head to look at me and says “What do you want?”

“Nick wants me to ask you to rate my cock sucking skills.” I said, probably a lot less confidently than I would like to remember.

“Good timing.” He jokes as I come to realize he was looking at porn. He turns the chair all the way around and his cock is erect. He is definitely not Nick, or even Luke, but it's not bad. I step forward, trying to avoid the dirty clothes on the floor. I get to his chair and take his cock in my hand and stroke him as I squat down this time to save my knees. He already has a healthy dose of pre-cum that I lick off with my tongue. I immediately took him in my mouth. He was much easier to deep throat and my nose meets his pubic hair.

I am able to easily take him all and use this to really pick up the pace. His ass starts shifting side to side and he lets out a loud “FUUUUUUUUUUCK” as his cum shoots into my mouth. I keep going fast for another moment as another load comes out. 

As I pull my mouth off a third squirt caught me off guard and a smaller load splashes on my cheek. I use his shirt to wipe it off as he laughs and says “Sorry.”

I assured him it was okay. I then ask “What should I tell Nick?”

He responds “Exquisite!” We both laugh and I head downstairs to tell Nick.

I proudly share his opinion. Nick blows it off saying “That is what he always says. He's just happy to have a wet mouth around his cock.”

I know he's trying to get a rise out of me so I let it slide. 

Nick then asks me, “Luke wants to know if you've ever been tag teamed?” With a glint in his eyes

I can feel my cheeks go red in embarrassment as I respond, “Yes.” 

“Told you she'd be into it.”

I know what is about to come as my nipples harden and juices start flowing. I am still aroused from blowing Jay and getting nothing in return. 

“Here or my room?” Nick asks Luke.

“Let her decide. What do you think?” Luke responds by never taking his eyes off of my boobs.

“Mmmmmm, bedroom I guess.” 

“I guess that works.” Nick responds, he looks a little disappointed with my choice. He takes my hand and we head to his room with Luke right behind. Every step closer my arousal grows. 

The door clicks shut. This is that brief awkward moment where everyone knows what is about to happen next but are unsure how to get there.  I look at both of them with nervous anticipation. 

Nick steps forward and his hand immediately goes to my clit. He spreads lips and starts rubbing. I look over at Luke as the pleasure builds. He steps behind me and starts massaging my boobs and kissing my neck. I am letting out small moans between these two buff guys. Nick now slides two fingers straight into my pussy.  He goes slow but deep before pulling out his drenched fingers. He examines them for a moment before he leans forward as if he is about to kiss me before veering to the right and saying “Get on your knees.”

I do as he says and Luke comes around so they are both in front of me. Nick unties his sweatpants and steps forward. I can still smell myself on his cock from a couple hours ago. He is already as  hard as I have ever seen him, if anything he looks fuller and maybe longer. I start by kissing his shaft and he commands “Just suck it slut.”

I ponder why this made me more aroused as I followed his command. I take him in my mouth and bob my head up and down. I close my eyes as I savor my own taste on his cock. I try to go down further each time. As I am pulling back I feel a hand grab my hair and guide me. I open my eyes and Nick is holding my face to Luke’s fully erect cock. Like it is the most natural thing in the world I take Luke in my mouth. Only Nick doesn't let go of my hair. He pushes me down on Luke’s cock and proceeds to use my hair as a handle as he fucks my mouth with Luke’s cock. Luke isn't as big but is still ample size. I gag as his cock hits the back of my throat.  He doesn't slow down and soon I start feeling the head of Luke’s cock twitch and then explode. In some perverse magic Nick seemed to time Luke’s orgasm so that my nose was buried in his pubic bone. Luke makes a couple of small thrusts and more comes out.

As Nick pulls my head off I gag and cough as Luke’s cum runs out my nasal passages onto my upper lip.  Nick looks down at me, proud of his work as he taunts Luke, “Don't worry, I wasn't going to let you fuck her yet anyways.”

He finally releases my hair and lays down on his bed. “I'm tired, you're doing the work this time.”

I crawl up to him on the bed. I rub my pussy on his cock before grasping it and lining it up to my pussy. I am a bit nervous, guys always feel bigger to me when I ride and he is another level of big. I lower myself as his head enters me, spreading me instantly. I go slow so I can adjust inch by inch as my pussy struggles to take his whole cock. Once I am three-quarters of the way down I am as full as I have ever been and don't know how I am going down any further.  Then I feel his hands grab my hips, his thumbs dig in and he pulls me down.

“OOOOOOOWWWWWWWOOOOOH FUCK!” I scream he glazes my cervix. 

All of him is inside of me and every bit of it is pure pleasure. He doesn't release his hand and just takes control. He pushes me up and brings me down harder each thrust. I am moaning incoherently, this is a new level of pleasure. He pulls me all the way down again and then uses his hands to move me around his cock in circular motion. I have no control over my own body at this moment and I have no regrets. I cum hard as he swirls me around his cock at full depth. My g-spot has never been this stimulated and I either have the longest, hardest orgasm of my life, or the most consecutive orgasms of my life with no breaks in between. I cannot form words, I can only make animal-like noises as he keeps going. He grunts and bucks his hips up as he cums while pressed against my cervix. This sensation pushes me over the edge one more and I release a final guttural groan as I finally stop cumming.

I barely have the strength to push myself up off of him. When I finally pull all the way off I feel so open and exposed. Almost as soon as my head hits a pillow I pass out from sheer exhaustion mixed with a pleasure overload. Just before I fall asleep I hear him say “I can't wait to see her when Aaron/Erin gets here tomorrow.” 

What is wrong with me? All I had to do was say I was tired, sign off, and use my dildo. But no, I had to give into my inner slut and go fuck a near stranger. Even if his dick is a work of orgasm producing art, I shouldn't have bet he couldn't make me beg. I had to be the cool girl who had to always wins the game of one ups manship and I lost.

I can't believe I begged so pathetically. But damn, his cock was just…

Without realizing it I was laying on my bed, my hand had slid inside my shorts. My fingers find my clit and begin rubbing. My breathing picks up with the intensity of my rubbing but I am just stuck, it feels great but I am no closer to cumming. I pull my shorts all the way off and kick them aside. I reach into my bag under my bed and pull out my 6 inch dildo. I am soaking wet so it slides in with no effort. I need to cum and begin to fuck my pussy harder and harder. My breathing picks up more, I am getting closer and closer but I just can't get there.

“What did his cock to do me!” I squealed as I gave up on my quest to cum.

I grabbed my shorts and slid them back on. As I laid there, frustrated and confused, my mind wandered to “Am I really going over tomorrow?” I asked nobody.

That is when the more perverse voices in my head spoke up. They asked how bad could it be? They pointed out I had worked hard all semester, I deserved to just shut down my brain for two days, don't think, just fuck, suck cock, maybe eat a girl out, hell, maybe two. These aren't guys I go to school with. How bad would it be to just shut your brain off and be Nick's slut?

The sane part of me was getting angry that the voices telling me to shut off and be his sex toy are making sense.

I'd spent so many years chasing the next thrill that people assumed I wanted control. Truth was, I was exhausted by it. Being labelled a nymphomaniac in the nineties meant everyone thought desire was the only language I spoke, but they never saw the constant arithmetic running behind my eyes. Every room had to be read, every smile interpreted, every decision carried. Sometimes the greatest luxury wasn't another rush. It was finding someone I trusted enough to say, "You decide." For a day or two, I could stop negotiating with the world and let somebody else carry the map while I simply breathed.

People mistake surrender for weakness because they imagine it means disappearing. For me, it was the opposite. Handing over the reins for a little while let me hear my own thoughts again beneath all the static. I didn't have to perform, impress, or outrun the loneliness that had been dogging my heels since I was old enough to know what longing felt like. I could wake up without an agenda, eat when someone handed me a plate, go where they suggested, wear what they tell me, do as I am told, and feel the peculiar peace of not having to steer every moment. After living at full throttle for so long, turning control over to another person with the wheel, even if for being a sentient sex toy, felt less like giving something away and more like finally setting down a weight I'd forgotten I was carrying.

My mind was now made up. I was all in.

In another bout with insomnia, I found myself on AOL at 1am. To my surprise, Nick was signed in. Showing no impulse control we had the following conversation. For those who didn't read the first part, K is Nick, for KingOfSMC, and I am DK for DeviantKelly.

DK: It's Friday.

K: So it is, I lost track of time.

DK: I can't believe you made me beg so badly for your cock.

K: You really needed it. I bet you do right now too. You've been thinking about it all day.

DK; Fuck you, I wish you weren't right.

K: LOL! You were fun. I can't wait until you fully submit and let me fuck your virgin ass.

DK: The last isn't happening, you'd destroy me!

K: We'll see. Not this weekend, I promised but we'll see.

DK: How kind of you lmao

K: I have class at 8. So I'll give you your instructions for this evening now.

DK: Instructions??

K: Yes. You agreed to be my slut, actually, you begged didn't you?

DK: I did.

K: Shave your legs and pussy.

DK: Okay… I can do that.

K: Wear a tank top and your shortest skirt. No bra or panties allowed. You can bring a couple of outfits.

K: From this evening at 5 until Sunday at 5, what are you?

DK: I am your slut.

K: Why are you my slut?

DK: Because you made me beg for your cock like a stupid slut.

K: A stupid slut, I prefer that. I want you as cock needy as possible.

DK: I need your cock.

K: I am going to bed, fuck your pussy until you cum while remembering you are my stupid slut this evening.

With that he signed off. I couldn't help put pull my shorts off and hopped on my bed. I was wet and within just a few minutes of rubbing my clit I came audibly. What the fuck, do I now need his permission to cum I contemplated as I drifted off to sleep.

My alarm woke me around 9:30. I tried to keep the day as normal as I could. I went to class, I hit the gym, and then came back to my suite. I let my suite mates know I was going home for the weekend to keep some semblance of dignity.

I got into the shower and meticulously shaved my legs and my pussy as I was told. I got my armpits for good measure. I went into my room and picked up what I thought were my shortest skirts and tightest tank tops. Before I headed out I put a t-shirt over my tank top, and put leggings on. I didn't need any questions.

I hopped in my car and immediately took the t-shirt and leggings off. I made the 2 block drive and lucked out finding a parking spot. I looked in the mirror and told myself “Time to shut off brain.”

As those words left my mouth, I felt a sense of calmness. I didn't need to be smart Kelly, I didn't need to even be sane Kelly, I got to be the sluttiest Kelly I could imagine being.

I knocked on the door. My nerves had largely subsided until Nick opened the door. He was wearing a Reggie Lewis jersey and grey sweatpants. He looked me up and down. He had a natural cocky aura about him that seemed to be the fuel for the pheromones he gave off. He said “Prove you followed my instructions.”

Even though I could hear people walking down the street I lifted up my skirt to show him my freshly shaved pussy. He definitely took notice and looked like he approved. He followed that up with “And?”

I felt my face burn red as I lifted my tank top to show him my bare boobs. The fresh air felt good and the subtle breeze hit just right to harden my nipples. He reached out with both hands and pinched each one. I couldn't contain the small moan of pleasure this induced. I could hear voices on the street getting closer and also the sounds of people inside the house. He released his grasp and as he stepped back to let me in he said “Very nice.”

I scooted past him as quickly as I could into his house. As I went past him I felt him pull my skirt up just enough to catch a glance at my bare ass. Normally, this would piss me off, but today it made my pussy quiver with excitement. He took me back to his room and closed the door after we entered. He looked me up and down again and said “Shall we go over your rules?’

I looked him in the eyes as my thoughts went silent and responded “Yes sir.”

“You lost the bet and begged me to cum, didn't you?” He gloated.

“I did.” I responded.

“And what does that make you this weekend?” He said as my pussy dampened.

“Your personal slut.” I responded lamentably.

“That's right. Rule 1, you will suck my cock whenever I ask.” He said, almost taunting me.

“I will suck your cock on command.” I sheepishly responded.

“You will let me fuck that pussy whenever and wherever I want.” He continued.

“My pussy is yours this weekend.” I responded, trying to sound a bit more confident.

“If I tell you to perform oral on someone, you will get on your knees like the type of slut who begs to cum.” He said with a charmingly evil smile.

I can't help control how aroused this is making me. I can feel my nipples harden and stretch into my tank top. My pussy is loving this idea just as much. As I struggle to contain my arousal I can only get out another “Yes sir.”

“I'm glad we are clear. And as I promised, no anal sex, unless you change your mind.” He said with a subtly sinister laugh.

“Now that we are clear with the rules, I need my dick sucked.” He shared as he untied the knot on his sweatpants.

I took my place on my knees and pulled his sweatpants down to his ankles. He was already semi-hard. I kissed and twirled my tongue over the head of his cock. I then run my tongue up and down his shaft. I then take him in my mouth. He starts getting firmer and gains length and girth as my head bobs up and down. It is hard to take all of him but I go down his shaft a little more each bob. I can hear his breathing pick up. This only encourages me to pick up my pace. I don't even mind how sweaty and musky he tastes.

I feel his hand grab my hair and he pulls me off of his cock. There is a big pop as he exits my mouth. “Damn you are a little cock hungry slut. Aren't you?”

“I am your cock hungry slut this weekend.” I replied, proud of my performance.

He pulled his sweatpants up to my disappointment. He put his hand out to help me up to my feet. My nipples were trying to tear a hole in my tank top and I can feel some dampness on my thighs.

“Let's go meet my roommates.” He takes my hand and we head out to the living room. There are 3 guys watching “Happy Gilmore” and passing a bong around.

“Kevin, Luke, and Jay, this is Kelly. Kelly, why don't you tell them why you are here this weekend?” The confidence and arrogance are equally palpable in his tone.

“I am Nick's personal slut.” I can feel my cheeks burn red in embarrassment.

“And why are you my personal slut?” He asked.

“Because you made me beg to cum in your big cock.” My cheeks were still red but I was trying to feign confidence.

There is a mixture of giggles and quizzical looks. He picked up the bong and offered me a rip. I gladly inhaled as much as I could in an effort to impress the 4 guys in the room. I exhale a big cloud and Jay puts his hand out for a high five.

“Damn girl.” Either Luke or Kevin exclaimed.

The weed immediately hits my head hard. A sense of relaxation flows through my body. I think maybe this won't be so bad if I can keep smoking whatever this weed is. This feeling is fleeting. Nick has a new toy and wants to show it off.

“The best part about sluts like this, once you make them beg, you know they'll do whatever you want.” Nick proclaimed.

The other guys laughed. It was immediately obvious that Nick was their alpha and even more obvious I wasn't the first girl who failed at his dare. I noticed Luke had not taken his eyes off my protruding nipples. Nick was every bit as observant as myself.

“Luke, if you want to see her boobs, just ask. She's here for our enjoyment. Why don't you show them your boobs? That top needs to go anyway.”

Without a second thought I grabbed the bottom of my tank top and pulled it up over my head. Even if I was still unsure, my nipples were not as they begged for everyone's attention with their firmness. Nick extended his arm and pinched my left nipple. It was electric and I couldn't stop myself from moaning softly.

“See, she likes the attention.” Nick jeered.

He wasn't wrong. Having a room full of guys, all of whom are fairly hot, staring at my boobs was a definite turn on.

“I bet Luke wants to feel them. Go sit in his lap and let him have a feel.” Nick ordered.

I confidently, or at least I tried to confidently walk over and sat down on Luke’s lap. I wasn't in a real position to sit very lady like, so as I sat my bare ass was on his lap. I could feel he was excited as his hard cock pulsed through his jeans. He ran his hands over my breasts. He rubbed my nipples with his thumbs and I again couldn't stifle a moan.

“Ooooh, I think she likes you. Take her to your room and she can show you how much she likes you. Actually no, she can show us all right now.”

I instinctively knew what he expected as I got up and took my place on my knees in front of Luke. He undid the belt and unbuttoned his jeans. I helped him pull his jeans and boxers down and his cock popped out. He was not as big as Nick, but he was no slouch. I looked around the room and all eyes were squarely on me. This only fueled my arousal to my own surprise. I took him in my mouth, at first I slowly lowered my mouth down his shaft and slowly pulled back up. As I looked up, his head was laid back and his eyes were closed. I continued bobbing up and down and picked up my pace. He started squirming and bucking his cock into my mouth. This made me gag a couple of times. I picked up the pace some more and then felt that familiar twitch of the head of his cock as he unloads into my mouth. His hands move down and hold my head down as he thrusts into my mouth a couple of times, making sure every last drop goes into my mouth. I swallowed as best as I could but some ran down the side of my mouth.He released his grip and I pulled off.

I looked around the room and all eyes were on me. This moment could be the most degrading moment of my life, but it was also intoxicating to think all of these guys want me. At this moment I chose to be a swx goddess and just role with and enjoy whatever was to come next.

“See what I'm talking about!” Nick shouted.

I wiped my mouth as Nick said “Who wants to watch me fuck her?”

Naturally everyone raised their hand. Nick looked smug as fuck with adulation. My pussy was twitching in anticipation of feeling his cock inside me again. “Party in my room," he proclaimed as he helped me up. He took my hand and we made the way down the hallway to his room. Each step was a bigger turn on.

He said “Lose the skirt and get on the bed. Show everyone that you prepared for the weekend!”

I swayed my hips as I pulled the skirt down and stepped out of it. I sat on the edge and spread my legs to present my freshly shaved pussy. This is another moment of pure degradation or pure desire and I was going with desire.

Nick comes up and rubs my outer lips before spreading them to rub my clit. He is putting a lot of pressure down on my clit with his thumb and rubbing in a circular motion. I feel like I am about to explode when he suddenly stops.

“Beg for my cock.” He says before putting his thumb in my mouth.

“You can do whatever you want with my pussy. I will suck your cock whenever you want. Please, I need your cock.” I pleaded, half seriously at first.

“I don't know if you want it. Maybe I need to make you earn it. Suck it until I am ready to hear your second plea.” He said with 100% confidence.

That he could say those words that confidently only made me more desperate to please him. I took my place on my knees and reached inside to undo the tie. As I pulled them down his cock sprung up. He wasn't fully hard but already boasting an impressive size. Once his pants hit the floor I start by running my tongue over his right ball and then move to the left. Flattening my tongue so that it feels better for him. I take a breath and move to his shaft as I lick all the way up to tip and then immediately take the head into my mouth. I slowly move down the shaft so my throat can adjust to the girth. I pull back and go down further the next time and deeper again. This goes on for several minutes now. My jaw is getting sore when he grabs my hair and pulls my mouth off him.

“Are you ready to beg properly?” He said as my head was about 3 inches from his now full sized cock. It somehow looks even bigger now.

“I need your big fucking dick in my pussy more than I need to breathe. I need you to make my pussy cum until I forget my name! Your dick already made me your slut, please fuck me hard!” I begged a bit more seriously than I'd like to admit.

“I think she wants it guys.” He announced.

“He pulled me up and turned me around, pushing me over onto the bed. He rubbed his cock up and down me, tubing it in my depravity. I feel the head push against the outside before he pushes in. He was stretching me and within a few pumps I came hard and moaned loudly. He didn't slow down, I doubt he noticed I came. He starts building up a rhythm and I am a blubbering mess as he keeps fucking me. My pussy feels full, the type of full I always craved but didn't know it. He keeps going deeper and deeper and I cum again, my thighs quiver uncontrollably and I am just making incoherent sounds.

His hands dig into my hips, his thrusts become slower and more deliberate. His pelvis is now hitting my ass. My pussy has taken his whole cock and is as stimulated as it has ever been. He pulls out, leaving me open as I feel his cum hit my back, first one shot, then a second, and finally a third small shot.

It takes me a couple of moments to catch my breath. When I roll over all eyes are still on me. Nick tells me to take a shower and points across the hall. The shower is surprisingly clean for a house full of guys. I make the shower as hot as I can and get in. The water feels good. One of them has a girly shampoo that I used to clean my hair. As I step out Kevin is there to hand me a towel. “Enjoy the show?” I pissed myself off with that ice breaker.

He looked me up and down and took his shirt off. He had an impressive physique. I can't help but blush looking at him. He tells me “Nick wants you in the living room and leave the towel.” As he hands me my skirt.

I put my skirt on and head downstairs. He and Luke are sharing a joint when I come on. My nipples are still hard, there is a non-stop buzz in my pussy of anticipation for whatever comes next. I get handed the joint and take a couple of drags. Nick stands up and walks over and pinches my nipples. “Mmmmmmmph”

“Luke says you suck cock well. I think there is room for improvement. Why don't you go to Jay's room so we can get his opinion. It's the second on the right upstairs.” Nick points at the stairs.

I head up the stairs and knock on Jay's door. He says “Come in!”

The walls are covered with the typical 90s women in barely any clothes posters. He is sitting at the desk on the computer her turns his head to look at me and says “What do you want?”

“Nick wants me to ask you to rate my cock sucking skills.” I said, probably a lot less confidently than I would like to remember.

“Good timing.” He jokes as I come to realize he was looking at porn. He turns the chair all the way around and his cock is erect. He is definitely not Nick, or even Luke, but it's not bad. I step forward, trying to avoid the dirty clothes on the floor. I get to his chair and take his cock in my hand and stroke him as I squat down this time to save my knees. He already has a healthy dose of pre-cum that I lick off with my tongue. I immediately took him in my mouth. He was much easier to deep throat and my nose meets his pubic hair.

I am able to easily take him all and use this to really pick up the pace. His ass starts shifting side to side and he lets out a loud “FUUUUUUUUUUCK” as his cum shoots into my mouth. I keep going fast for another moment as another load comes out.

As I pull my mouth off a third squirt caught me off guard and a smaller load splashes on my cheek. I use his shirt to wipe it off as he laughs and says “Sorry.”

I assured him it was okay. I then ask “What should I tell Nick?”

He responds “Exquisite!” We both laugh and I head downstairs to tell Nick.

I proudly share his opinion. Nick blows it off saying “That is what he always says. He's just happy to have a wet mouth around his cock.”

I know he's trying to get a rise out of me so I let it slide.

Nick then asks me, “Luke wants to know if you've ever been tag teamed?” With a glint in his eyes

I can feel my cheeks go red in embarrassment as I respond, “Yes.”

“Told you she'd be into it.”

I know what is about to come as my nipples harden and juices start flowing. I am still aroused from blowing Jay and getting nothing in return.

“Here or my room?” Nick asks Luke.

“Let her decide. What do you think?” Luke responds by never taking his eyes off of my boobs.

“Mmmmmm, bedroom I guess.”

“I guess that works.” Nick responds, he looks a little disappointed with my choice. He takes my hand and we head to his room with Luke right behind. Every step closer my arousal grows.

The door clicks shut. This is that brief awkward moment where everyone knows what is about to happen next but are unsure how to get there. I look at both of them with nervous anticipation.

Nick steps forward and his hand immediately goes to my clit. He spreads lips and starts rubbing. I look over at Luke as the pleasure builds. He steps behind me and starts massaging my boobs and kissing my neck. I am letting out small moans between these two buff guys. Nick now slides two fingers straight into my pussy. He goes slow but deep before pulling out his drenched fingers. He examines them for a moment before he leans forward as if he is about to kiss me before veering to the right and saying “Get on your knees.”

I do as he says and Luke comes around so they are both in front of me. Nick unties his sweatpants and steps forward. I can still smell myself on his cock from a couple hours ago. He is already as hard as I have ever seen him, if anything he looks fuller and maybe longer. I start by kissing his shaft and he commands “Just suck it slut.”

I ponder why this made me more aroused as I followed his command. I take him in my mouth and bob my head up and down. I close my eyes as I savor my own taste on his cock. I try to go down further each time. As I am pulling back I feel a hand grab my hair and guide me. I open my eyes and Nick is holding my face to Luke’s fully erect cock. Like it is the most natural thing in the world I take Luke in my mouth. Only Nick doesn't let go of my hair. He pushes me down on Luke’s cock and proceeds to use my hair as a handle as he fucks my mouth with Luke’s cock. Luke isn't as big but is still ample size. I gag as his cock hits the back of my throat. He doesn't slow down and soon I start feeling the head of Luke’s cock twitch and then explode. In some perverse magic Nick seemed to time Luke’s orgasm so that my nose was buried in his pubic bone. Luke makes a couple of small thrusts and more comes out.

As Nick pulls my head off I gag and cough as Luke’s cum runs out my nasal passages onto my upper lip. Nick looks down at me, proud of his work as he taunts Luke, “Don't worry, I wasn't going to let you fuck her yet anyways.”

He finally releases my hair and lays down on his bed. “I'm tired, you're doing the work this time.”

I crawl up to him on the bed. I rub my pussy on his cock before grasping it and lining it up to my pussy. I am a bit nervous, guys always feel bigger to me when I ride and he is another level of big. I lower myself as his head enters me, spreading me instantly. I go slow so I can adjust inch by inch as my pussy struggles to take his whole cock. Once I am three-quarters of the way down I am as full as I have ever been and don't know how I am going down any further. Then I feel his hands grab my hips, his thumbs dig in and he pulls me down.

“OOOOOOOWWWWWWWOOOOOH FUCK!” I scream he glazes my cervix.

All of him is inside of me and every bit of it is pure pleasure. He doesn't release his hand and just takes control. He pushes me up and brings me down harder each thrust. I am moaning incoherently, this is a new level of pleasure. He pulls me all the way down again and then uses his hands to move me around his cock in circular motion. I have no control over my own body at this moment and I have no regrets. I cum hard as he swirls me around his cock at full depth. My g-spot has never been this stimulated and I either have the longest, hardest orgasm of my life, or the most consecutive orgasms of my life with no breaks in between. I cannot form words, I can only make animal-like noises as he keeps going. He grunts and bucks his hips up as he cums while pressed against my cervix. This sensation pushes me over the edge one more and I release a final guttural groan as I finally stop cumming.

I barely have the strength to push myself up off of him. When I finally pull all the way off I feel so open and exposed. Almost as soon as my head hits a pillow I pass out from sheer exhaustion mixed with a pleasure overload. Just before I fall asleep I hear him say “I can't wait to see her when Aaron/Erin gets here tomorrow.”