u/Relevant-Brain2142

I feel like I'm.the only one who's not.

I love the idea of a partner that offers me out for free use.

I'm quite well endowed, but very submissive. I prefer being told what to do, when to do it, how to do it.

The idea of a partner that wants to share me around. Gloats to her friends. Loans me out like I'm just a fat cocked toy. Well it makes me very hot and bothered.

But I also like the idea of them taking control of how I dress, what I'm allowed to think what I do.

I know free use is commonly a female kink on the receiving end at least.

I'd love a partner who wants to explore this and talk to me like the dumby I am. I'm not free 24/7 but I hope someone wants to play with me?

I'm very open to partners, I'm poly sexual but would prefer a femme partner if possible.

I also love to show off when I can though it's not always possible.

My other kinks include forced fem, praise, humiliation, degradation, sissy, chastity, Hypno, corruption, bimbofication and a whole other host of things.

I have up for nearly 6 months.... 6 months!

I thought I was doing so well. I came of social media to avoid triggers and everything.

I decided maybe I'm ok now, went back to Instagram.

That was 2 weeks ago. Now I cant stop jerking and edging.

I've even been doing it at work while I'm in the office on my own. It's so bad. I need to stop.

But part of me doesn't want to

It's not like people are melting my brain away