25M [M4F] #Missouri - Inexperienced sub looking for a teacher to serve
Im 5’10”(178cm) dark hair, dark eyes, slim/fit. I don’t post public pictures, but I plenty confident in myself and I’m more than happy to satisfy any curiosity about my appearance with pictures upon request.
I’ve been exploring my submissive side on my own for about 18 months now. I’ve mostly been looking at porn and other things online and on Reddit, but I’ve also bought some sexy clothes such and a few toys.
I’ve been in denial, I’ve accepted my kink, and now I’ve realized i want to really give this a shot. The mommy dynamic has appealed to me since I discovered it, I’m not entirely sure why. I think it’s the gentle and caring aspect of it, but I’m still figuring this all out.
Primarily, I enjoy the idea of being an object for your amusement. I crave bringing you pleasure. Whatever I can do to make that happen, I want to do. I want someone I can serve and obey, whenever you wish.
I want someone who can act unconcerned with what I want, so we can focus on what I can do for you. I want to be fully committed to this. I want my boring day to be interrupted by calls to serve you, whenever you wish, in any way you desire. I want to be at your beck and call. I want you to show me all of your wants and kinks in the form of commands I can carry out on your behalf. I want you to be strict, and only accept the very best from me. I want your word to be law.
Im very confident in my body, and I’m comfortable showing myself in any way you see fit. I want to be obedient to you. I crave attention, and I’ll do whatever you want, whenever you want just to have it. I enjoy the idea of being something like an on-call, personal porn star for my mommy.
I’m open to just about anything. I’m sure I have plenty of boundaries, but I’d prefer to explore them in an open, comfortable, judgement-free manner. Even if it’s something I wouldn’t necessarily enjoy on my own, doing it for you will bring me plenty of satisfaction.
I also would like this situation to include things that aren’t necessarily sexual. I could use a strong, positive influence on my life and. If you ask me to take my clothes off and dance around for your amusement, I’ll do it. However, at the same time I wouldn’t mind you ordering me to clean around the house as an example, or do other chores.
I wouldn’t mind you picking out my clothes and telling me what to wear. As I said I have some clothes and underwear that is a bit kinky, but I also like the idea of you picking out clothes for me to buy and wear, or toys for me to use.
I’ll shape my body for you as well. If my hair is too long I will cut it, and obey you in terms of other grooming standards as you see fit.
I also play guitar, and I’m not too shabby at it. As pretentious as I know this sounds, if you’ve never had someone serenade you in the nude, I’d like to try that.
If I sound like I’m just begging for someone to give me attention, well I am, but please give me a chance to prove that I am both fully committed to, and fully capable of being a servant to you.