Basically the title, except that i also want to pretend we're in a relationship. lets pretend im your sub and youre my Dom <3. I like tpe, breeding, spit, trad dynamics, anal, throatpies, etc.
I struggle to describe what im talking tabout so I'll do my best to describe then give examples:
the emotional dynamic is the part that has the most taboo elements. My character is an obsessed sub in a TPE dynamic. They are adoring, devoted, submissive, feminine, etc. Trad elements but the characters dont necessary believe in those things, its just part of their dynamic kinks.
However, what is real is that she's fucking terrified of him. Obsessed and terrified. He's dark, smart, moody, selfish - and also loving, intense, captivated by her.
FIRST EXAMPLE:
HellOOOoooOOO
How are you doing tonight? I've got a sore throat and a hope that can't be extinguished - to find the love of my life it seems. I'm allergic to casual and only interested in men looking for their future wives.
What I'm good at as a sub: Talking! I love getting to know someone if we connect/resonate well. I love being adoring, devoted, pushing every scale thats 1-10 to an 11, basically just being intense and committed to the moment 1000% , whether the mood is deeply serious and we're talking through some real dark or tough stuff or its fun/sexual/etc and ecstatic. I'm a reader, i love having little thrills - climbing trees, skinny dipping, catcalling dudes (in a respectful way), etc.
My kinks: I love the mix of tradwife+TPE+feminity - wholesome and not. A lot of my kinks are basically just the sexual extension of my non-sexual likes. I like homemaking and homesteading. I like being submissive and girly. I love being affectionate and needy and proudly showing off for my owner.
Me platonically: I love backpacking abroad and I love knowing languages but i hate learning them. I have my bachelors but im preparing for my Masters. I am a sleepy girl and i love to rest as well. Pretty obviously AuDHD so Im just gonna say that upfront. I'm bubbly and dramatic, but also, extremely caring.
What I'm looking for: Someone that likes to talk. I jive very well with men that are analytical/conceptual thinkers. However, i struggle to jive with nerdy men. I am pretty outdoorsy and hands-on and I like admiring a mans superior outdoor and handyman skills. I dont particularly care about your party as long as youre anti-Trump/Epstein. I am particularly attracted to fair complexions and lean builds. I like men that have a calm/gentle demeanor even if they have a very intense personality. I do enjoy men that share my trad kink, but also men who believe in gender roles sincerely to an extent.
Important extra info about me:
-I'm in recovery and 100% sober. Not interested in anyone that heavily drinks/does drugs. Mild use is okay if you dont do it around me.
-I'm on the fence about kids, strongly leaning towards childfree
SECOND EXAMPLE:
God. First, I would want us to get so high we can't control ourselves. I want to look in your already dilated eyes, and feel that delicious mix of fear and excitement when the needle is in, but before it hits.
Like a new baby, I would be deaf and blind for a few seconds. Then when I open my eyes, it would be like rebirth.
"Do you want me" you might ask, almost threateningly, looking at my hands. I look down. One of my hands is clutching my vagina, the other is squeezing my right breast so hard my knuckles are white.
I nod eagerly. "Let's have sex" I beg. My whole body is on fire and my skin feels like it's already melted. I need to have sex. Now. I need to have your cock in me before this feeling kills me. I can't wait.
"Prove it to me" you say darkly.
What?
I stare at you stupidly. Isn't it obvious my body needs your dick the way it needs air? I feel desperate, almost panicky. I fall to my knees and start reaching for your fly.
"No!" You swat my hand away, looking down at me dangerously.
I almost cry. My body is so hot now I can't hold on much longer, let alone think straight. Please. I need your dick, I'll do anything you want, please, please, please.
"Alright"
I look up, startled and confused to see a pleased expression on your face. I hadn't realized I was talking aloud.
But as long as you said yes, I was too far gone to care about the why
I am so desperate and focused on getting your dick into me, my mind can only process what happens next into snap shots.
I'm on my feet and pushing you onto the bed. I distantly hear your amused laughter.
My clothes are on the ground.
I am lunging for the bed.
Your cock is in me and its like that first rush of crystal. Better. My senses are dead to me, the only thing I can feel is the euphoric, mind blowing pleasure of bouncing on your cock.
I don't think about it or try. My body acts on instinct until you push me off.
I didn't cum. I look blankly, not able to process the scene of you furiously rubbing your dick when it should be in me.
Something hot and sticky lands abruptly on my tits. My hand wipes it off my breasts only to wipe it on my tongue. But it tastes good and makes me smile, so I don't care.
"That's so hot" I hear you say. My attention snaps back to your face. You look breathless. Suddenly, I remember you weren't wearing a condom and had to pull out.
Your dick is still hard.
But you look tired, and sit on the bed.
I feel anxious. I haven't finished having sex with you yet. What if you want to stop? Most people want to stop after round one.
In that moment, I feel crazy. My brain is flooded with frenzied desperation because I need this forever. All the time, every day, for the rest of my life. How can I make you say yes? This must be how crack addicts feel. I don't care.
I crawl towards you, hesitant after your last rebuttal, but determined. I make my way to you, naked, on my hands and knees like some kind of depraved slut, until I'm almost touching you.
You do nothing.
Slowly, I straighten up to a sitting position on the ground.
I reach for your cock.
Your hand shoots out and closes lightly around my neck. A thrilling bolt of terror goes straight to my heart and I freeze.
I look up to your face, until I see your eyes. All the air goes out of me and I can't get it back in. Your gaze pins me to the spot, going much deeper than eye contact should. You violate me to the soul.
Unexpectedly, your face splits into a smile and you chuckle. "If you want my dick that badly you can have it" you laugh.
And damn my crack headed tendencies straight to hell, because my hands automatically reach out for your dick, and I swallow you down to the hilt before I could think.
Its nirvana, until I have to move. I wish I could just sit between your legs with your cock stuffed down my throat, and just stay there forever, nearly suffocating on your dick; my nose buried in your pubic hair while your precum trickles down my throat. but that's not much of a blowjob.
So I move up and down, face fucking myself with your cock, my greedy throat trying to suck you back in every time I have to start pulling your dick back out.
My hands scramble blindly for the vibrator until one closes around it. I let your dick slide almost all the way out of my throat before I place the head of the vibrator on the underside of your dick, just outside of where my lips end, and turn ON.
I hear you groan in ecstasy as I start working your dick in and out of my throat, vibrator in tandem. But I don't want it to be too ecstatic.
I pull my mouth off your dick to give some love to your ballsack. The growing fire in my pussy is making it harder to focus, but I want to finish this.
I mouth the tight skin of your balls as my hands fondle whatever my mouth can't reach and what it can of your dick. God, this is bliss. I have to remind myself to put some technique in it so it's good for you too, but I ignore it for a beat too long when I feel myself growing wetter. I just wanna forget about the fact that you're attached to your body for a second and indulge in the taste and texture of your balls, until I'm so wet my pussy juices run down my legs and my hands smell like your dick. Fuck.
Fuck fuck fuck. You're gonna hate me, but I pull back. The fanatic, dick obessed part of my mind hates myself as your cock slides out of my mouth with a sinful pop , but I can't waste this.
"Get on the bed" I hear myself tell you.
I'm almost surprised i still have enough presence of mind to form words. My head is still buzzing with static from the shot of meth and its hard to move my lips right for talking. It's still reflexively trying to swallow down your dick, and I have to look away to make it stop.
You curse at me for not letting you cum, but I can't risk not getting fucked again.
You try to stare me down, your dark eyes glittering dangerously, and I know we're both on enough drugs and adrenaline right now that if you were another man with less self control, you would hit me. A cold sliver of delicious terror slides down my spine. I just met you. I have no idea if you're that man or not, but I'm willing to take that risk right now.
"Fine" you growl, and the rush of anticipation is so great, it restarts my high, and I'm living through snap shots again
"YES!" I shout overjoyed
I'm climb over you with a fiendish fervor, intent on your dick
I slide down on it and my world explodes
I can see again and feeling too human
I'm on my back and you're trying to get us to fuck in a different position
Oh.
I fold my legs over my shoulders and wish I could grab you from that position. It's been like 3 seconds. Hurry the fuck up.
You're in me again and this time I know exactly what sounds I'm making.
"Please let me be on top again please please please I can make us go so much faster and deeper please"
I don't dare disobey the rules you haven't given me and reposition us myself; I know as long as I get along with you and keep you happy I get more dick.
Your face twists into an expression of irritation. I know you like fucking the way you like fucking. Please just give me as much dick as possible and I'll give you anything.
"Can I fuck you when you're sleeping?"
"Yes!" I answer desperately
"Will you fuck only me?"
"Yes!" I beg
"Will you do whatever I want?"
"Yes!" I promise, half-crazed from need. And in that moment I did not consider the full scope of what I was promising you, or what it meant, but I understood my feelings of helplessness and depraved desperation, and that I would essentially be at your mercy from now on. And despite myself, I could feel myself getting wet at the thought
All feedback/questions appreciated but I might take this down as I feel a bit exposed since this is extremely accurate for me haha
Tl;Dr: erotic chemsex description
Really want a mix of rough and tender. I can do it on discord.
HellOOOoooOOO
How are you doing tonight? I've got a sore throat and a hope that can't be extinguished - to find the love of my life it seems. I'm allergic to casual and only interested in men looking for their future wives.
What I'm good at as a sub:
Talking! I love getting to know someone if we connect/resonate well. I love being adoring, devoted, pushing every scale thats 1-10 to an 11, basically just being intense and committed to the moment 1000% , whether the mood is deeply serious and we're talking through some real dark or tough stuff or its fun/sexual/etc and ecstatic. I'm a reader, i love having little thrills - climbing trees, skinny dipping, catcalling dudes (in a respectful way), etc.
My kinks: I love the mix of tradwife+TPE+feminity - wholesome and not. A lot of my kinks are basically just the sexual extension of my non-sexual likes. I like homemaking and homesteading. I like being submissive and girly. I love being affectionate and needy and proudly showing off for my owner.
Me platonically: I love backpacking abroad and I love knowing languages but i hate learning them. I have my bachelors but im preparing for my Masters. I am a sleepy girl and i love to rest as well. Pretty obviously AuDHD so Im just gonna say that upfront. I'm bubbly and dramatic, but also, extremely caring.
What I'm looking for: Someone that likes to talk. I jive very well with men that are analytical/conceptual thinkers. I dont particularly care about your party as long as youre anti-Trump/Epstein. I am particularly attracted to fair complexions and lean builds. I like men that have a calm/gentle demeanor even if they have a very intense personality. I do enjoy men that share my trad kink, but also men who believe in gender roles sincerely to an extent.
HellOOOoooOOO
How are you doing tonight? I've got a sore throat and a hope that can't be extinguished - to find the love of my life it seems. I'm allergic to casual and only interested in men looking for their future wives.
What I'm good at as a sub:
Talking! I love getting to know someone if we connect/resonate well. I love being adoring, devoted, pushing every scale thats 1-10 to an 11, basically just being intense and committed to the moment 1000% , whether the mood is deeply serious and we're talking through some real dark or tough stuff or its fun/sexual/etc and ecstatic. I'm a reader, i love having little thrills - climbing trees, skinny dipping, catcalling dudes (in a respectful way), etc.
My kinks: I love the mix of tradwife+TPE+feminity - wholesome and not. A lot of my kinks are basically just the sexual extension of my non-sexual likes. I like homemaking and homesteading. I like being submissive and girly. I love being affectionate and needy and proudly showing off for my owner.
Me platonically: I love backpacking abroad and I love knowing languages but i hate learning them. I have my bachelors but im preparing for my Masters. I am a sleepy girl and i love to rest as well. Pretty obviously AuDHD so Im just gonna say that upfront. I'm bubbly and dramatic, but also, extremely caring.
What I'm looking for: Someone that likes to talk. I jive very well with men that are analytical/conceptual thinkers. I dont particularly care about your party as long as youre anti-Trump/Epstein. I am particularly attracted to fair complexions and lean builds. I like men that have a calm/gentle demeanor even if they have a very intense personality. I do enjoy men that share my trad kink, but also men who believe in gender roles sincerely to an extent.
HellOOOoooOOO
How are you doing tonight? I've got a sore throat and a hope that can't be extinguished - to find the love of my life it seems. I'm allergic to casual and only interested in men looking for their future wives.
What I'm good at as a sub:
Talking! I love getting to know someone if we connect/resonate well. I love being adoring, devoted, pushing every scale thats 1-10 to an 11, basically just being intense and committed to the moment 1000% , whether the mood is deeply serious and we're talking through some real dark or tough stuff or its fun/sexual/etc and ecstatic. I'm a reader, i love having little thrills - climbing trees, skinny dipping, catcalling dudes (in a respectful way), etc.
My kinks: I love the mix of tradwife+TPE+feminity - wholesome and not. A lot of my kinks are basically just the sexual extension of my non-sexual likes. I like homemaking and homesteading. I like being submissive and girly. I love being affectionate and needy and proudly showing off for my owner.
Me platonically: I love backpacking abroad and I love knowing languages but i hate learning them. I have my bachelors but im preparing for my Masters. I am a sleepy girl and i love to rest as well. Pretty obviously AuDHD so Im just gonna say that upfront. I'm bubbly and dramatic, but also, extremely caring.
What I'm looking for: Someone that likes to talk. I jive very well with men that are analytical/conceptual thinkers. I dont particularly care about your party as long as youre anti-Trump/Epstein. I am particularly attracted to fair complexions and lean builds. I like men that have a calm/gentle demeanor even if they have a very intense personality. I do enjoy men that share my trad kink, but also men who believe in gender roles sincerely to an extent.
HellOOOoooOOO
Lol. I'm gonna be loosey goosey about this because I just wanna have fun right now. I want it to be intense, emotional, the most important thing ever - but really not important at all. Y'know? Summer fling energy where you guys have no future but avoid talking about it so you can enjoy the now. Disclaimer: I AM looking to get married and if we're a good fit for that, having a real relationship/future will be my priority instead of just chatting online.
What I'm good at as a sub:
Talking! I love getting to know someone if we connect/resonate well. I love being adoring, devoted, pushing every scale thats 1-10 to an 11, basically just being intense and committed to the moment 1000% , whether the mood is deeply serious and we're talking through some real dark or tough stuff or its fun/sexual/etc and ecstatic. I'm a reader, i love having little thrills - climbing trees, skinny dipping, catcalling dudes (in a respectful way), etc.
My kinks: I love the mix of tradwife+TPE+feminity - wholesome and not. A lot of my kinks are basically just the sexual extension of my non-sexual likes. I like homemaking and homesteading. I like being submissive and girly. I love being affectionate and needy and proudly showing off for my owner.
Me platonically: I love backpacking abroad and I love knowing languages but i hate learning them. I have my bachelors but im preparing for my Masters. I am a sleepy girl and i love to rest as well. Pretty obviously AuDHD so Im just gonna say that upfront. I'm bubbly and dramatic, but also, extremely caring.
What I'm looking for: Someone that likes to talk. I jive very well with men that are analytical/conceptual thinkers. I dont particularly care about your party as long as youre anti-Trump/Epstein. I am particularly attracted to fair complexions and lean builds. I like men that have a calm/gentle demeanor even if they have a very intense personality. I do enjoy men that share my trad kink, but also men who believe in gender roles sincerely to an extent.