u/betafinn969

Hi. I'm writing this for myself and to everyone who can relate or understand or somehow can understand my thoughts. I try to keep it short, but I'm afraid it might get a bit long. My apologies.

As I mentioned it is also for myself, just to simply write down about my thought process involving Bambi Sleep.

My background: Petite white male, straight. 2013 I broke up with a girlfriend (I have been single ever since) 2014 I lost my way in the internet and read a lot erotic stories about non-consensual, slavery, bimbofication etc. And got into a story about a male turned into a "girl", which is called (forced) feminization I realized then (that was new for me).

Nothing I ever thought about but it was erotic, forbidden, kinky. One evening I was drunk and ordered panties and stockings online. I was very ashamed when they arrived, after a couple of days I had to try them on...

Those things happened two years ago.

Now I'm still single, my crossdressing escalated and I now own a lot of feminine lingerie, wigs, heels, cages, plugs, dildos etc.

My masculine side is still present, as that's what I am in my "normal" life with family, friends and at work.

So now to the topic - Bambi Sleep.

I guess it was a little bit over a year ago when I was "introduced" or found it by accident (I might have been crossdressing like a sissy who was just looking for some hypno/audio content). I listened to it, and it felt nice, calm, and had some edge to it. I found myself listening to it a few more times over the next few weeks. And I kept going. I sort of started to understand what the audio kept saying, even though I felt asleep most of the time. The Bambi Sleep hypno started to really make me feel more feminine and like a bimbo, the triggers I didn't care about at first started to have an influence on me more and more. That's when it hit me! I needed to stop, I felt like my masculine "self" was losing, and my feminine side was taking over, and I felt more like a sissy, feminine, bimbo. So I stopped, it was last summer (2025). I took a long brake from everything, as I was scared. I didn't dress up anymore, I didn't watch sissy hypno or porn nor listen to Bambi Sleep. I needed/wanted or panicked to have a brake.

That brake lasted 5 months (when I weakly tried to find a girlfriend). I always had an urge within those months in the back of my mind to be a sissy again, to play with my toys dressed up, but I was scared of what it did to me. And then the Bambi Sleep appeared again. And I remembered that I was or should be strong mentally, that audio hypno can't mentally change me or influence me.

I've now listened to Bambi Sleep more than before. I finished the "20 Days to Bambi Takeover" and sort of become softer in my mind after that. I didn't want triggers to influence me, or have a control over me, but now I can't help it anymore. They do! And I'm not strong as I was back then mentally to just say no, to just quit it.

The Bambi Sleep has a connection with my own crossdressing and sissy feelings, they go hand in hand.

I found myself posting content here on Reddit more and more after these "innocent" audios, but I now feel a need to listen to more Bambi Sleep. And the brake I did last year, felt like a warning to stop it... now feels so far away. I feel more needy now, and my masculinity is not a priority anymore. I feel a stronger pull to be a Bimbo Sissy Fuck Doll.

Apologize for this long post again. This was not a well thought text, more to just understand myself.

If you have any questions, I'm pleased to answer. As I know I can't be the only one having these thoughts!

Have a lovely day you all🩷

- Natasha Finn

Hi! I'm a sissy who owns several chastity cages and know which ones are more comfortable compared to others. I have never been in a cage longer than a day. So was wondering how you prepare for long term use (several days)? Anything I should consider, or prepare for?🤔 Any helpful advice is appreciated! 😘

Thank you in advance🩷