u/eleutherios016

I'm currently on a 30-day vacation, and I decided to stay in town, enjoying my bondage studio. It's 11AM at Wednesday, and so, while the corporate world is running, with all email messages, Google Chat messages, meetings, briefings etc and all my colleagues are freaking out, trapped in their routine (usually at 11AM my team is engaged in a tense team meeting), I'm wearing only a mask and short, but with a improved setup.

The leather black mask is locked in my head by means of a padlock so I cannot remove it by any means. Underneath the mask I'm also wearing a dildo gag (that I cannot remove unless the padlock is opened)

Over the leather short I've put leather straps with padlocks so I cannot remove it. Under the shorts, I'm using a huge realistic dildo, and a steel chastity device (that I cannot remove unless padlocks are opened)

I'm completely chained - neck, wrists and ankles are locked with steel shackles, connected with pieces of chain. Additionally, ankles are also locked with leg cuffs, attached to the wall, so I cannot go around.

All the keys of my setup are locked in a box with a timer lock, that I set 30-minute ranges. Currently there are 21 minutes remaining. I've already endured a 30-minutes streak, which means that I will spend at least 1 hour in a comfy self-bondage while the rest of the world is burning.

How cool is that?

Any tips appreciated.

How do I use it: Isend the script to ElevenReader so it crafts an audio with a woman speaking it. I do a screen recording that creates a video. I play the video in loop on my phone. Audio goes via my ear buds that are placed inside my leather mask, which is locked with a padlock so I cannot avoid listening to it through the time I set it in my timer lock, and I keep my phone out of reach. Last time I spent one hour listening to that, not being able to avoid that. It was the perfect brainwash.

That's my last version (in Latin grammar, I use words with feminine endings like "esclavizada", which makes speech even better):

You are now a prisoner. You are sitting in a chair with your neck, ankles, and wrists chained, securely fastened to the wall. Your face is covered by a thick leather mask, locked in place with a padlock that prevents you from removing it. Your neck is chained to the wall as if you were a bitch. Your genitals are secured with leather straps and padlocks. You are wearing a chastity belt. Nothing distinguishes you from a woman now. You are a woman. You are a slave. You are imprisoned, restrained, subdued, dominated, submitted, submissive, feminized, and humiliated. You have been feminized, and there is nothing you can do to free yourself from it. You want to be deeply feminized. And now you are feminized. Enslaved.

(I actually was locked like that while listening )

Though BDSM is part of my life since my youth, I follow religious standards (Catholic family) and look for guidance on philosophy, especially Stoicism and "Eneagram", as said. I ever guessed that there is no conciliation between BDSM and them but I have some thoughts that put things into perspective.

For instance, I don't believe a sin is about morale but as something that diverts me from my goals and, as such, doom scrolling, bdsm, and booze are just the same. Also given that BDSM is about sex, there is no difference between vanilla sex and BDSM in my life, they both play the same role and I don't think that sex is something to be avoided - but addiction to it.

What about you guys?