Update after a few months of exploring being a cuckquean.

I posted here a few months ago because at the time I had just discovered I was a cuckquean. My partner (also my Dom) and I have definitely had our ups and downs while I've been learning about my likes and dislikes, but the highs have been so good for us both and for our relationship.

I have learnt that there are things I do not want, but there are also things that I definitely do want if possible....I want to be involved in someway - touching my partner while he's playing with someone else, guiding his cock, receiving his cum after he's fucked another pussy, or cleaning another pussy off his cock.

I still really enjoy watching videos of my Dom fucking and playing with other women, or seeing the videos they've sent him....and I find it very exciting to send the videos back to him as a reminder if I know hes going to see a woman from one of the videos. I find it exciting to turn him on and remind him what it was like for him when he fucked her. He has a friend who he sees most weeks. I find it exciting when he tells me that he's been looking at her tits or that she's wearing something thin or revealing. Last week he told me he'd touched her and what she felt like, which I loved!

We had a friend stay over recently and my Dom told me to go to bed and wait for him because he wanted to go and see her. I got into bed and waited, just as he'd asked. I did not know what they were doing, but I found it really exciting waiting for him to come back to me....and when he did, he told me what had happened, and then he fucked my wet pussy whilst telling me I was his good girl and he'd had to put me second and leave me waiting while he was with her....this surprisingly really turned me on....and last night while we were playing he told me that he'd fucked an ex of his in the exact same place, and that he'd rather be fucking her while I watched....and it turned me on so much which has really surprised me as I'm not usually into that type of play.

Maybe it's because after a few months of enjoying CQ I have grown enough to know that in reality I do of course come first to him.

Has anyone else found they've really enjoyed something that they would not have expected to enjoy?

It's still really early days and I know we will face lots of hurdles, but I'm enjoying things right now! I hope this post is interesting to read, particularly for other cuckqueans who are only a few months in like me!

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u/ellepre — 12 days ago

How would you feel in this situation please?

Hi all, how would you feel if you were out with your partner and he saw someone he liked the look of and was trying to subtly stare at them the whole time and was immediately very distracted by them to the point that you really may as well not be there at all?

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Its happened to me before and its not something I enjoy - I much prefer the excitement of enjoying and sharing things together, whether we are together or apart.

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I'm just interested in how others would feel in this type of situation please?

Do you believe you have to enjoy all aspects of CQ in order to be a cuckquean?

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Thank you in advance.

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u/ellepre — 2 months ago

Face Slapping.

My Dom has recently introduced face slapping and has trained me to cum on command following receiving one....its been so much fun and it was something I previously wasnt into, so I'm not sure whats changed, but something has fallen into place and it now completely melts me.

He initiates by very gently stroking my face and sometimes biting my lip and grabbing my hair, and then he waits for me to say "Yes please Daddy" so he knows I'm prepared....and then when he's ready he slaps me across my face. It sends my mind and body into a spin, I feel like complete putty and it gives me a really strong orgasm.

Do any other submissives here enjoy similar?

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u/ellepre — 3 months ago

Face Slapping.

My Dom has recently introduced face slapping and has trained me to cum on command following receiving one....its been so much fun and it was something I previously wasnt into, so I'm not sure whats changed, but something has fallen into place and it now completely melts me.

He initiates by very gently stroking my face and sometimes biting my lip, and then he waits for me to say "Yes please Daddy" so he knows I'm prepared....and then when he's ready he slaps me across my face. It sends my mind and body into a spin, I feel like complete putty and it gives me a really strong orgasm.

Do any other submissives here enjoy similar?

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u/ellepre — 3 months ago

Hi all, I am really pleased to have found this page as its good to read experiences and thoughts - positives and negatives from other likeminded women!

Im a submissive in a free use relationship and we have a lot of good sex, but since admitting out loud that I am a cuckquean, sex has just got better and better!

Everything below has been consensual with all - Ive watched videos of my Dom fucking other women and playing with their pussies, I have played with my pussy while my Dom has straddled another woman on the bed next to me, we have looked at naked pictures/videos of women we know while we are fucking, I've read messages of him sexting another woman, Ive cleaned other womens messy knickers after my partner has turned them on, and after watching a video of him fucking another woman and then pulling out and cumming over her, I got so turned on and horny that I asked him to watch it a few times before she was due to pop over to see him. Knowing he had stroked his cock while watching it and knowing he was hard when she arrived has driven me crazy ever since and it is so exciting!!

I feel like a fire has been lit inside me. I am constantly horny and wet. Im bisexual so its been extra fun to enjoy and appreciate other women together.

I realise this is all just the basics and Im happy moving at the pace we are as its so new to me, so I am wondering if anyone has any recommendations of similar Reddit based pages/groups to this one please? Ideally like this one as its less porn based then some others. I like reading posts by likeminded women. I am UK based but pages can be from anywhere.

Thank you in advance for any help!

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u/ellepre — 4 months ago