I’m a domme but I’ve been struggling a lot alone lately. Thank you Reddit subs for compensating my rest and for making me love life even more
After my ultimate crashout, I spent a few days away to relax but ended up crashing out some more. It was one of the hardest times of my life. Balancing grief, anxiety, betrayal— I’ve been going to therapy for years and stopped taking meds but recently I started hating on my doctors and my impostor syndrome is getting bad (I don’t believe I have BPD sometimes idk if that makes sense)
I can be mean and unreasonable yet very self aware. Admittedly, I do things I regret and say things that pushes people away. It always haunts me at the end of the day because I really don’t like being a bad person. I just can’t help it sometimes
Before I do anything that might destroy my relationships with people, I want to express a little bit of gratitude because reflecting today, I was really touched by the people I met here. I cried like a baby for hours
Thank you Khalil for the support and for reminding me that I need to spend time with people close to me (reimbursed my family date for Mother’s Day)
Thank you Charlie for always sending me coffee and for being my friend. I admire your transparency with me and how much respect you truly have. You’re so daring and very thoughtful
Thank you Wedgie Boy for being there for my entertainment and for being sweet, never saying no to me. You’re someone i look forward to knowing more
Thank you Cathy for being a sweet girl and for funding my shopping spree. I was crying at the dressing room because I didn’t feel like going out but you calling me the whole time and spending time with me really did touch my heart
Thank you Toilet Jester for always making sure my fridge is full and my bills are paid. The trips you planned, the weed I never run out of— Thank you for always being respectful whenever you sense that I’m about to sabotage my relationships with people. You get me! Checking up on my mental health and reimbursing is dedication at its finest. Such a lovely boy
Thank you Luke for being my good puppy and for always trying even when you’re busy. I truly appreciate you
Thank you anonymous senders for liking me and for sending just because. Sometimes I get lost and paranoid and so angry. Thank you for the sweet gestures that remind me it’s never too late to shift my thoughts and have a good day. I hope you all continue to earn more and make other Goddesses as happy as you all made me
I’m so happy I got to connect with so many wonderful kinky people
I almost seppuku, but I’m sure none of yall will be seeing me in heaven anyway :P
Thank you all for cheering me up without asking for anything in return but for me to be okay ❤️
Believe me, I love you all