47 married Indian mother of 2 in the midwest
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Hi, I am a 47 year old married Indian mother of 2 in the midwest. I have been married for a long time and got married young so didn't have experience before. However, I have always been curious about white guys. I never acted before on that curiousity as I was busy with my kids and work. However, I finally got the chance a few years ago, and it blew my mind. My life was pretty boring until then but it really changed in a way I never thought it would. I am pretty much hooked and obsessed. I think about it a lot. I feel bad sometimes but what can I do?