u/mommyspuppy420

~7 AM: Wake, make pet bed, freshen up

8 AM: Turn on kettle, take morning medication, start making breakfast. I tend to roughly tidy the kitchen while I wait for things to cook

~8:30 AM: Give Owner Her breakfast and tea (three sugars and a splash of milk)

9 AM: Work starts for Owner, I begin my own work; usually I'll have an online doctor's appointment or two throughout the day

11 PM: Owner goes on break for 15 mins and will come downstairs, so I give Her some cuddles, kisses, and encouragement <3

1 PM: Lunch starts, Owner typically makes Her own so it's quick enough that She can take a short nap over Her break. I like to have a smoke and do some reading.

2 PM: I wake Owner from Her nap to go back to work, I start my nap (sometimes in the Real bed hehe 🤫)

3 PM: Owner wakes me up from my nap on Her 15 min break, finish my work for the day

4 PM: Start dinner between now and 5. Clean/tidy chosen section of the house until dinner is ready/I need to be actively cooking

5 PM: Owner's work ends! She comes down for a quick hug and debrief before She plays games until dinner

6 PM: Serve dinner to my Owner on my knees; we will usually watch a show or movie while we eat and I will lay in her lap once I'm done

7 PM: Tidy up and prepare evening bong bowl; my Owner will take a few hits and then force to finish whatever is left

~7:30 PM: Come in from smoke. I typically will get on my knees and offer any of my holes for Her use if She pleases (but She likes to keep me waiting 😭)

~8:00 PM: We go our seperate ways for the evening (though She likes to check on me every hour or so). We both like to play games, She likes to call Her friends, and I like to read/scroll on Reddit (in addition to finally letting myself touch after likely being needy all day)

12 PM: My bedtime! Owner comes down to say give me my evening meds, say goodnight, and tuck me into my Spot 🥰

With my disability, not all days are exactly like this, but this is what I strive to keep myself to in order to be the best possible pet for my Owner 💕 Things also change quite a bit during the school year. Our hope is that, one day, I can focus majority on serving Her, maintaining my health, and writing/reading which will make things a lot less hard on me :3

~7 AM: Wake, make pet bed, freshen up

8 AM: Turn on kettle, take morning medication, start making breakfast. I tend to roughly tidy the kitchen while I wait for things to cook

~8:30 AM: Give Owner Her breakfast and tea (three sugars and a splash of milk)

9 AM: Work starts for Owner, I begin my own work; usually I'll have an online doctor's appointment or two throughout the day

11 PM: Owner goes on break for 15 mins and will come downstairs, so I give Her some cuddles, kisses, and encouragement <3

1 PM: Lunch starts, Owner typically makes Her own so it's quick enough that She can take a short nap over Her break. I like to have a smoke and do some reading.

2 PM: I wake Owner from Her nap to go back to work, I start my nap (sometimes in the Real bed hehe 🤫)

3 PM: Owner wakes me up from my nap on Her 15 min break, finish my work for the day

4 PM: Start dinner between now and 5. Clean/tidy chosen section of the house until dinner is ready/I need to be actively cooking

5 PM: Owner's work ends! She comes down for a quick hug and debrief before She plays games until dinner

6 PM: Serve dinner to my Owner on my knees; we will usually watch a show or movie while we eat and I will lay in her lap once I'm done

7 PM: Tidy up and prepare evening bong bowl; my Owner will take a few hits and then force to finish whatever is left

~7:30 PM: Come in from smoke. I typically will get on my knees and offer any of my holes for Her use if She pleases (but She likes to keep me waiting 😭)

~8:00 PM: We go our seperate ways for the evening (though She likes to check on me every hour or so). We both like to play games, She likes to call Her friends, and I like to read/scroll on Reddit (in addition to finally letting myself touch after likely being needy all day)

12 PM: My bedtime! Owner comes down to say give me my evening meds, say goodnight, and tuck me into my Spot 🥰

With my disability, not all days are exactly like this, but this is what I strive to keep myself to in order to be the best possible pet for my Owner 💕 Things also change quite a bit during the school year. Our hope is that, one day, I can focus majority on serving Her, maintaining my health, and writing/reading which will make things a lot less hard on me :3

~7 AM: Wake, make pet bed, freshen up

8 AM: Turn on kettle, take morning medication, start making breakfast. I tend to roughly tidy the kitchen while I wait for things to cook

~8:30 AM: Give Owner Her breakfast and tea (three sugars and a splash of milk)

9 AM: Work starts for Owner, I begin my own work; usually I'll have an online doctor's appointment or two throughout the day

11 PM: Owner goes on break for 15 mins and will come downstairs, so I give Her some cuddles, kisses, and encouragement <3

1 PM: Lunch starts, Owner typically makes Her own so it's quick enough that She can take a short nap over Her break. I like to have a smoke and do some reading.

2 PM: I wake Owner from Her nap to go back to work, I start my nap (sometimes in the Real bed hehe 🤫)

3 PM: Owner wakes me up from my nap on Her 15 min break, finish my work for the day

4 PM: Start dinner between now and 5. Clean/tidy chosen section of the house until dinner is ready/I need to be actively cooking

5 PM: Owner's work ends! She comes down for a quick hug and debrief before She plays games until dinner

6 PM: Serve dinner to my Owner on my knees; we will usually watch a show or movie while we eat and I will lay in her lap once I'm done

7 PM: Tidy up and prepare evening bong bowl; my Owner will take a few hits and then force to finish whatever is left

~7:30 PM: Come in from smoke. I typically will get on my knees and offer any of my holes for Her use if She pleases (but She likes to keep me waiting 😭)

~8:00 PM: We go our seperate ways for the evening (though She likes to check on me every hour or so). We both like to play games, She likes to call Her friends, and I like to read/scroll on Reddit (in addition to finally letting myself touch after likely being needy all day)

12 PM: My bedtime! Owner comes down to say give me my evening meds, say goodnight, and tuck me into my Spot 🥰

With my disability, not all days are exactly like this, but this is what I strive to keep myself to in order to be the best possible pet for my Owner 💕 Things also change quite a bit during the school year. Our hope is that, one day, I can focus majority on serving Her, maintaining my health, and writing/reading which will make things a lot less hard on me :3

~7 AM: Wake, make pet bed, freshen up

8 AM: Turn on kettle, take morning medication, start making breakfast. I tend to roughly tidy the kitchen while I wait for things to cook

~8:30 AM: Give Owner Her breakfast and tea (three sugars and a splash of milk)

9 AM: Work starts for Owner, I begin my own work; usually I'll have an online doctor's appointment or two throughout the day

11 PM: Owner goes on break for 15 mins and will come downstairs, so I give Her some cuddles, kisses, and encouragement <3

1 PM: Lunch starts, Owner typically makes Her own so it's quick enough that She can take a short nap over Her break. I like to have a smoke and do some reading.

2 PM: I wake Owner from Her nap to go back to work, I start my nap (sometimes in the Real bed hehe 🤫)

3 PM: Owner wakes me up from my nap on Her 15 min break, finish my work for the day

4 PM: Start dinner between now and 5. Clean/tidy chosen section of the house until dinner is ready/I need to be actively cooking

5 PM: Owner's work ends! She comes down for a quick hug and debrief before She plays games until dinner

6 PM: Serve dinner to my Owner on my knees; we will usually watch a show or movie while we eat and I will lay in her lap once I'm done

7 PM: Tidy up and prepare evening bong bowl; my Owner will take a few hits and then force to finish whatever is left

~7:30 PM: Come in from smoke. I typically will get on my knees and offer any of my holes for Her use if She pleases (but She likes to keep me waiting 😭)

~8:00 PM: We go our seperate ways for the evening (though She likes to check on me every hour or so). We both like to play games, She likes to call Her friends, and I like to read/scroll on Reddit (in addition to finally letting myself touch after likely being needy all day)

12 PM: My bedtime! Owner comes down to say give me my evening meds, say goodnight, and tuck me into my Spot 🥰

With my disability, not all days are exactly like this, but this is what I strive to keep myself to in order to be the best possible pet for my Owner 💕 Things also change quite a bit during the school year. Our hope is that, one day, I can focus majority on serving Her, maintaining my health, and writing/reading which will make things a lot less hard on me :3

~7 AM: Wake, make pet bed, freshen up

8 AM: Turn on kettle, take morning medication, start making breakfast. I tend to roughly tidy the kitchen while I wait for things to cook

~8:30 AM: Give Owner Her breakfast and tea (three sugars and a splash of milk)

9 AM: Work starts for Owner, I begin my own work; usually I'll have an online doctor's appointment or two throughout the day

11 PM: Owner goes on break for 15 mins and will come downstairs, so I give Her some cuddles, kisses, and encouragement <3

1 PM: Lunch starts, Owner typically makes Her own so it's quick enough that She can take a short nap over Her break. I like to have a smoke and do some reading.

2 PM: I wake Owner from Her nap to go back to work, I start my nap (sometimes in the Real bed hehe 🤫)

3 PM: Owner wakes me up from my nap on Her 15 min break, finish my work for the day

4 PM: Start dinner between now and 5. Clean/tidy chosen section of the house until dinner is ready/I need to be actively cooking

5 PM: Owner's work ends! She comes down for a quick hug and debrief before She plays games until dinner

6 PM: Serve dinner to my Owner on my knees; we will usually watch a show or movie while we eat and I will lay in her lap once I'm done

7 PM: Tidy up and prepare evening bong bowl; my Owner will take a few hits and then force to finish whatever is left

~7:30 PM: Come in from smoke. I typically will get on my knees and offer any of my holes for Her use if She pleases (but She likes to keep me waiting 😭)

~8:00 PM: We go our seperate ways for the evening (though She likes to check on me every hour or so). We both like to play games, She likes to call Her friends, and I like to read/scroll on Reddit (in addition to finally letting myself touch after likely being needy all day)

12 PM: My bedtime! Owner comes down to say give me my evening meds, say goodnight, and tuck me into my Spot 🥰

With my disability, not all days are exactly like this, but this is what I strive to keep myself to in order to be the best possible pet for my Owner 💕 Things also change quite a bit during the school year. Our hope is that, one day, I can focus majority on serving Her, maintaining my health, and writing/reading which will make things a lot less hard on me :3

~7 AM: Wake, make pet bed, freshen up

8 AM: Turn on kettle, take morning medication, start making breakfast. I tend to roughly tidy the kitchen while I wait for things to cook

~8:30 AM: Give Owner Her breakfast and tea (three sugars and a splash of milk)

9 AM: Work starts for Owner, I begin my own work; usually I'll have an online doctor's appointment or two throughout the day

11 PM: Owner goes on break for 15 mins and will come downstairs, so I give Her some cuddles, kisses, and encouragement <3

1 PM: Lunch starts, Owner typically makes Her own so it's quick enough that She can take a short nap over Her break. I like to have a smoke and do some reading.

2 PM: I wake Owner from Her nap to go back to work, I start my nap (sometimes in the Real bed hehe 🤫)

3 PM: Owner wakes me up from my nap on Her 15 min break, finish my work for the day

4 PM: Start dinner between now and 5. Clean/tidy chosen section of the house until dinner is ready/I need to be actively cooking

5 PM: Owner's work ends! She comes down for a quick hug and debrief before She plays games until dinner

6 PM: Serve dinner to my Owner on my knees; we will usually watch a show or movie while we eat and I will lay in her lap once I'm done

7 PM: Tidy up and prepare evening bong bowl; my Owner will take a few hits and then force to finish whatever is left

~7:30 PM: Come in from smoke. I typically will get on my knees and offer any of my holes for Her use if She pleases (but She likes to keep me waiting 😭)

~8:00 PM: We go our seperate ways for the evening (though She likes to check on me every hour or so). We both like to play games, She likes to call Her friends, and I like to read/scroll on Reddit (in addition to finally letting myself touch after likely being needy all day)

12 PM: My bedtime! Owner comes down to say give me my evening meds, say goodnight, and tuck me into my Spot 🥰

With my disability, not all days are exactly like this, but this is what I strive to keep myself to in order to be the best possible pet for my Owner 💕 Things also change quite a bit during the school year. Our hope is that, one day, I can focus majority on serving Her, maintaining my health, and writing/reading which will make things a lot less hard on me :3

~7 AM: Wake, make pet bed, freshen up

8 AM: Turn on kettle, take morning medication, start making breakfast. I tend to roughly tidy the kitchen while I wait for things to cook

~8:30 AM: Give Owner Her breakfast and tea (three sugars and a splash of milk)

9 AM: Work starts for Owner, I begin my own work; usually I'll have an online doctor's appointment or two throughout the day

11 PM: Owner goes on break for 15 mins and will come downstairs, so I give Her some cuddles, kisses, and encouragement <3

1 PM: Lunch starts, Owner typically makes Her own so it's quick enough that She can take a short nap over Her break. I like to have a smoke and do some reading.

2 PM: I wake Owner from Her nap to go back to work, I start my nap (sometimes in the Real bed hehe 🤫)

3 PM: Owner wakes me up from my nap on Her 15 min break, finish my work for the day

4 PM: Start dinner between now and 5. Clean/tidy chosen section of the house until dinner is ready/I need to be actively cooking

5 PM: Owner's work ends! She comes down for a quick hug and debrief before She plays games until dinner

6 PM: Serve dinner to my Owner on my knees; we will usually watch a show or movie while we eat and I will lay in her lap once I'm done

7 PM: Tidy up and prepare evening bong bowl; my Owner will take a few hits and then force to finish whatever is left

~7:30 PM: Come in from smoke. I typically will get on my knees and offer any of my holes for Her use if She pleases (but She likes to keep me waiting 😭)

~8:00 PM: We go our seperate ways for the evening (though She likes to check on me every hour or so). We both like to play games, She likes to call Her friends, and I like to read/scroll on Reddit (in addition to finally letting myself touch after likely being needy all day)

12 PM: My bedtime! Owner comes down to say give me my evening meds, say goodnight, and tuck me into my Spot 🥰

With my disability, not all days are exactly like this, but this is what I strive to keep myself to in order to be the best possible pet for my Owner 💕 Things also change quite a bit during the school year. Our hope is that, one day, I can focus majority on serving Her, maintaining my health, and writing/reading which will make things a lot less hard on me :3

~7 AM: Wake, make pet bed, freshen up

8 AM: Turn on kettle, take morning medication, start making breakfast. I tend to roughly tidy the kitchen while I wait for things to cook

~8:30 AM: Give Owner Her breakfast and tea (three sugars and a splash of milk)

9 AM: Work starts for Owner, I begin my own work; usually I'll have an online doctor's appointment or two throughout the day

11 PM: Owner goes on break for 15 mins and will come downstairs, so I give Her some cuddles, kisses, and encouragement <3

1 PM: Lunch starts, Owner typically makes Her own so it's quick enough that She can take a short nap over Her break. I like to have a smoke and do some reading.

2 PM: I wake Owner from Her nap to go back to work, I start my nap (sometimes in the Real bed hehe 🤫)

3 PM: Owner wakes me up from my nap on Her 15 min break, finish my work for the day

4 PM: Start dinner between now and 5. Clean/tidy chosen section of the house until dinner is ready/I need to be actively cooking

5 PM: Owner's work ends! She comes down for a quick hug and debrief before She plays games until dinner

6 PM: Serve dinner to my Owner on my knees; we will usually watch a show or movie while we eat and I will lay in her lap once I'm done

7 PM: Tidy up and prepare evening bong bowl; my Owner will take a few hits and then force to finish whatever is left

~7:30 PM: Come in from smoke. I typically will get on my knees and offer any of my holes for Her use if She pleases (but She likes to keep me waiting 😭)

~8:00 PM: We go our seperate ways for the evening (though She likes to check on me every hour or so). We both like to play games, She likes to call Her friends, and I like to read/scroll on Reddit (in addition to finally letting myself touch after likely being needy all day)

12 PM: My bedtime! Owner comes down to say give me my evening meds, say goodnight, and tuck me into my Spot 🥰

With my disability, not all days are exactly like this, but this is what I strive to keep myself to in order to be the best possible pet for my Owner 💕 Things also change quite a bit during the school year. Our hope is that, one day, I can focus majority on serving Her, maintaining my health, and writing/reading which will make things a lot less hard on me :3

~7 AM: Wake, make pet bed, freshen up

8 AM: Turn on kettle, take morning medication, start making breakfast. I tend to roughly tidy the kitchen while I wait for things to cook

~8:30 AM: Give Owner Her breakfast and tea (three sugars and a splash of milk)

9 AM: Work starts for Owner, I begin my own work; usually I'll have an online doctor's appointment or two throughout the day

11 PM: Owner goes on break for 15 mins and will come downstairs, so I give Her some cuddles, kisses, and encouragement <3

1 PM: Lunch starts, Owner typically makes Her own so it's quick enough that She can take a short nap over Her break. I like to have a smoke and do some reading.

2 PM: I wake Owner from Her nap to go back to work, I start my nap (sometimes in the Real bed hehe 🤫)

3 PM: Owner wakes me up from my nap on Her 15 min break, finish my work for the day

4 PM: Start dinner between now and 5. Clean/tidy chosen section of the house until dinner is ready/I need to be actively cooking

5 PM: Owner's work ends! She comes down for a quick hug and debrief before She plays games until dinner

6 PM: Serve dinner to my Owner on my knees; we will usually watch a show or movie while we eat and I will lay in her lap once I'm done

7 PM: Tidy up and prepare evening bong bowl; my Owner will take a few hits and then force to finish whatever is left

~7:30 PM: Come in from smoke. I typically will get on my knees and offer any of my holes for Her use if She pleases (but She likes to keep me waiting 😭)

~8:00 PM: We go our seperate ways for the evening (though She likes to check on me every hour or so). We both like to play games, She likes to call Her friends, and I like to read/scroll on Reddit (in addition to finally letting myself touch after likely being needy all day)

12 PM: My bedtime! Owner comes down to say give me my evening meds, say goodnight, and tuck me into my Spot 🥰

With my disability, not all days are exactly like this, but this is what I strive to keep myself to in order to be the best possible pet for my Owner 💕 Things also change quite a bit during the school year. Our hope is that, one day, I can focus majority on serving Her, maintaining my health, and writing/reading which will make things a lot less hard on me :3

Thought I'd finally get this done since its been on my polls for a while... it's pathetic how long this list is, but I hope it entertains you 😖 Fellow fakeboys, feel free to see how many you relate to as well/suggest more 💕

• I post on girl-focused subreddits and use feminine flairs

• I play mostly 'feminine' games and have mostly 'feminine' hobbies

• People on here and my Owner constantly give me feminine compliments, say Im a good girl, and call me my deadname... it makes me wet and dumb and whimpery every time

• I'm only 5'2"

• I sometimes use the girls bathroom in public bc Im scared of not passing in the mens

• Ive tried to dom/top before but being a sub/bottom feels so much more natural to me

• I started realizing I was trans after my third abuser finished with me

• I keep myself waxed smooth now because my Owner prefers it

• I have had my bio say F and have she in my pronouns since I did a humiliation challenge a month ago

• I've slowly gone back to using feminine words for my body like clit, cunt, and pussy

• Ive never been able to grow any hair on my underarms even after years on T

• Even with (patchy) facial hair, I still get misgendered. I never correct anyone.

• If I do pass irl, its always as a gay man bc I can't help being effeminate even when Im not trying

• My hips are incredibly wide

• I used to stuff my bra and wear push up bras until second year of high school

• I constantly forget to take my T and even let my Owner and the Internet decide to delay it

• When I'm horny, I can feel my cunt twitching because it was designed to milk out as much cum as possible

• I usually prefer imagining myself as the girl in porn rather than the guy

• I've always liked doing makeup

• I've cum to detrans hypnosis and videos about being bred despite pregnancy being one of my worst fears

• My moans (esp while cumming) are super feminine

• When I'm high, dissociated, or more relaxed, my voice gets higher and more 'cutesy'

• Being called slurs, degraded, and laughed at for being trans makes me leak

• I rub my clit in little circles instead of touching it like a real dick

• My pussy makes embarrassing noises when Im rubbing and fucking myself

• I always let my Owner cum in me raw and am not on birth control

• I'll say incredibly degrading/invalidating things about myself and my identity just to please

• I'm almost 100% never getting bottom surgery or a hysterectomy because of my Owner's breeding kink

• If I got pregnant there would be nothing I could do about it and everyone would treat me like the delusional stupid girl I am

• I'd give up taking testosterone over giving up sucking cock

• My pussy is soaked from writing this

Thought I'd finally get this done since its been on my polls for a while... it's pathetic how long this list is, but I hope it entertains you 😖 Fellow fakeboys, feel free to see how many you relate to as well/suggest more 💕

• I post on girl-focused subreddits and use feminine flairs

• I play mostly 'feminine' games and have mostly 'feminine' hobbies

• People on here and my Owner constantly give me feminine compliments, say Im a good girl, and call me my deadname... it makes me wet and dumb and whimpery every time

• I'm only 5'2"

• I sometimes use the girls bathroom in public bc Im scared of not passing in the mens

• Ive tried to dom/top before but being a sub/bottom feels so much more natural to me

• I started realizing I was trans after my third abuser finished with me

• I keep myself waxed smooth now because my Owner prefers it

• I have had my bio say F and have she in my pronouns since I did a humiliation challenge a month ago

• I've slowly gone back to using feminine words for my body like clit, cunt, and pussy

• Ive never been able to grow any hair on my underarms even after years on T

• Even with (patchy) facial hair, I still get misgendered. I never correct anyone.

• If I do pass irl, its always as a gay man bc I can't help being effeminate even when Im not trying

• My hips are incredibly wide

• I used to stuff my bra and wear push up bras until second year of high school

• I constantly forget to take my T and even let my Owner and the Internet decide to delay it

• When I'm horny, I can feel my cunt twitching because it was designed to milk out as much cum as possible

• I usually prefer imagining myself as the girl in porn rather than the guy

• I've always liked doing makeup

• I've cum to detrans hypnosis and videos about being bred despite pregnancy being one of my worst fears

• My moans (esp while cumming) are super feminine

• When I'm high, dissociated, or more relaxed, my voice gets higher and more 'cutesy'

• Being called slurs, degraded, and laughed at for being trans makes me leak

• I rub my clit in little circles instead of touching it like a real dick

• My pussy makes embarrassing noises when Im rubbing and fucking myself

• I always let my Owner cum in me raw and am not on birth control

• I'll say incredibly degrading/invalidating things about myself and my identity just to please

• I'm almost 100% never getting bottom surgery or a hysterectomy because of my Owner's breeding kink

• If I got pregnant there would be nothing I could do about it and everyone would treat me like the delusional stupid girl I am

• I'd give up taking testosterone over giving up sucking cock

• My pussy is soaked from writing this

Thought I'd finally get this done since its been on my polls for a while... it's pathetic how long this list is, but I hope it entertains you 😖 Fellow fakeboys, feel free to see how many you relate to as well/suggest more 💕

• I post on girl-focused subreddits and use feminine flairs

• I play mostly 'feminine' games and have mostly 'feminine' hobbies

• People on here and my Owner constantly give me feminine compliments, say Im a good girl, and call me my deadname... it makes me wet and dumb and whimpery every time

• I'm only 5'2"

• I sometimes use the girls bathroom in public bc Im scared of not passing in the mens

• Ive tried to dom/top before but being a sub/bottom feels so much more natural to me

• I started realizing I was trans after my third abuser finished with me

• I keep myself waxed smooth now because my Owner prefers it

• I have had my bio say F and have she in my pronouns since I did a humiliation challenge a month ago

• I've slowly gone back to using feminine words for my body like clit, cunt, and pussy

• Ive never been able to grow any hair on my underarms even after years on T

• Even with (patchy) facial hair, I still get misgendered. I never correct anyone.

• If I do pass irl, its always as a gay man bc I can't help being effeminate even when Im not trying

• My hips are incredibly wide

• I used to stuff my bra and wear push up bras until second year of high school

• I constantly forget to take my T and even let my Owner and the Internet decide to delay it

• When I'm horny, I can feel my cunt twitching because it was designed to milk out as much cum as possible

• I usually prefer imagining myself as the girl in porn rather than the guy

• I've always liked doing makeup

• I've cum to detrans hypnosis and videos about being bred despite pregnancy being one of my worst fears

• My moans (esp while cumming) are super feminine

• When I'm high, dissociated, or more relaxed, my voice gets higher and more 'cutesy'

• Being called slurs, degraded, and laughed at for being trans makes me leak

• I rub my clit in little circles instead of touching it like a real dick

• My pussy makes embarrassing noises when Im rubbing and fucking myself

• I always let my Owner cum in me raw and am not on birth control

• I'll say incredibly degrading/invalidating things about myself and my identity just to please

• I'm almost 100% never getting bottom surgery or a hysterectomy because of my Owner's breeding kink

• If I got pregnant there would be nothing I could do about it and everyone would treat me like the delusional stupid girl I am

• I'd give up taking testosterone over giving up sucking cock

• My pussy is soaked from writing this

Thought I'd finally get this done since its been on my polls for a while... it's pathetic how long this list is, but I hope it entertains you 😖 Fellow fakeboys, feel free to see how many you relate to as well/suggest more 💕

• I post on girl-focused subreddits and use feminine flairs

• I play mostly 'feminine' games and have mostly 'feminine' hobbies

• People on here and my Owner constantly give me feminine compliments, say Im a good girl, and call me my deadname... it makes me wet and dumb and whimpery every time

• I'm only 5'2"

• I sometimes use the girls bathroom in public bc Im scared of not passing in the mens

• Ive tried to dom/top before but being a sub/bottom feels so much more natural to me

• I started realizing I was trans after my third abuser finished with me

• I keep myself waxed smooth now because my Owner prefers it

• I have had my bio say F and have she in my pronouns since I did a humiliation challenge a month ago

• I've slowly gone back to using feminine words for my body like clit, cunt, and pussy

• Ive never been able to grow any hair on my underarms even after years on T

• Even with (patchy) facial hair, I still get misgendered. I never correct anyone.

• If I do pass irl, its always as a gay man bc I can't help being effeminate even when Im not trying

• My hips are incredibly wide

• I used to stuff my bra and wear push up bras until second year of high school

• I constantly forget to take my T and even let my Owner and the Internet decide to delay it

• When I'm horny, I can feel my cunt twitching because it was designed to milk out as much cum as possible

• I usually prefer imagining myself as the girl in porn rather than the guy

• I've always liked doing makeup

• I've cum to detrans hypnosis and videos about being bred despite pregnancy being one of my worst fears

• My moans (esp while cumming) are super feminine

• When I'm high, dissociated, or more relaxed, my voice gets higher and more 'cutesy'

• Being called slurs, degraded, and laughed at for being trans makes me leak

• I rub my clit in little circles instead of touching it like a real dick

• My pussy makes embarrassing noises when Im rubbing and fucking myself

• I always let my Owner cum in me raw and am not on birth control

• I'll say incredibly degrading/invalidating things about myself and my identity just to please

• I'm almost 100% never getting bottom surgery or a hysterectomy because of my Owner's breeding kink

• If I got pregnant there would be nothing I could do about it and everyone would treat me like the delusional stupid girl I am

• I'd give up taking testosterone over giving up sucking cock

• My pussy is soaked from writing this

Thought I'd finally get this done since its been on my polls for a while... it's pathetic how long this list is, but I hope it entertains you 😖 Fellow fakeboys, feel free to see how many you relate to as well/suggest more 💕

• I post on girl-focused subreddits and use feminine flairs

• I play mostly 'feminine' games and have mostly 'feminine' hobbies

• People on here and my Owner constantly give me feminine compliments, say Im a good girl, and call me my deadname... it makes me wet and dumb and whimpery every time

• I'm only 5'2"

• I sometimes use the girls bathroom in public bc Im scared of not passing in the mens

• Ive tried to dom/top before but being a sub/bottom feels so much more natural to me

• I started realizing I was trans after my third abuser finished with me

• I keep myself waxed smooth now because my Owner prefers it

• I have had my bio say F and have she in my pronouns since I did a humiliation challenge a month ago

• I've slowly gone back to using feminine words for my body like clit, cunt, and pussy

• Ive never been able to grow any hair on my underarms even after years on T

• Even with (patchy) facial hair, I still get misgendered. I never correct anyone.

• If I do pass irl, its always as a gay man bc I can't help being effeminate even when Im not trying

• My hips are incredibly wide

• I used to stuff my bra and wear push up bras until second year of high school

• I constantly forget to take my T and even let my Owner and the Internet decide to delay it

• When I'm horny, I can feel my cunt twitching because it was designed to milk out as much cum as possible

• I usually prefer imagining myself as the girl in porn rather than the guy

• I've always liked doing makeup

• I've cum to detrans hypnosis and videos about being bred despite pregnancy being one of my worst fears

• My moans (esp while cumming) are super feminine

• When I'm high, dissociated, or more relaxed, my voice gets higher and more 'cutesy'

• Being called slurs, degraded, and laughed at for being trans makes me leak

• I rub my clit in little circles instead of touching it like a real dick

• My pussy makes embarrassing noises when Im rubbing and fucking myself

• I always let my Owner cum in me raw and am not on birth control

• I'll say incredibly degrading/invalidating things about myself and my identity just to please

• I'm almost 100% never getting bottom surgery or a hysterectomy because of my Owner's breeding kink

• If I got pregnant there would be nothing I could do about it and everyone would treat me like the delusional stupid girl I am

• I'd give up taking testosterone over giving up sucking cock

• My pussy is soaked from writing this

Thought I'd finally get this done since its been on my polls for a while... it's pathetic how long this list is, but I hope it entertains you 😖 Fellow fakeboys, feel free to see how many you relate to as well/suggest more 💕

• I post on girl-focused subreddits and use feminine flairs

• I play mostly 'feminine' games and have mostly 'feminine' hobbies

• People on here and my Owner constantly give me feminine compliments, say Im a good girl, and call me my deadname... it makes me wet and dumb and whimpery every time

• I'm only 5'2"

• I sometimes use the girls bathroom in public bc Im scared of not passing in the mens

• Ive tried to dom/top before but being a sub/bottom feels so much more natural to me

• I started realizing I was trans after my third abuser finished with me

• I keep myself waxed smooth now because my Owner prefers it

• I have had my bio say F and have she in my pronouns since I did a humiliation challenge a month ago

• I've slowly gone back to using feminine words for my body like clit, cunt, and pussy

• Ive never been able to grow any hair on my underarms even after years on T

• Even with (patchy) facial hair, I still get misgendered. I never correct anyone.

• If I do pass irl, its always as a gay man bc I can't help being effeminate even when Im not trying

• My hips are incredibly wide

• I used to stuff my bra and wear push up bras until second year of high school

• I constantly forget to take my T and even let my Owner and the Internet decide to delay it

• When I'm horny, I can feel my cunt twitching because it was designed to milk out as much cum as possible

• I usually prefer imagining myself as the girl in porn rather than the guy

• I've always liked doing makeup

• I've cum to detrans hypnosis and videos about being bred despite pregnancy being one of my worst fears

• My moans (esp while cumming) are super feminine

• When I'm high, dissociated, or more relaxed, my voice gets higher and more 'cutesy'

• Being called slurs, degraded, and laughed at for being trans makes me leak

• I rub my clit in little circles instead of touching it like a real dick

• My pussy makes embarrassing noises when Im rubbing and fucking myself

• I always let my Owner cum in me raw and am not on birth control

• I'll say incredibly degrading/invalidating things about myself and my identity just to please

• I'm almost 100% never getting bottom surgery or a hysterectomy because of my Owner's breeding kink

• If I got pregnant there would be nothing I could do about it and everyone would treat me like the delusional stupid girl I am

• I'd give up taking testosterone over giving up sucking cock

• My pussy is soaked from writing this

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I spent most of my life incredibly shy and straight-laced, but, once I turned 18, I had a year or so long 'fuck it' phase. My girlfriend at the time was abusive (not sexually, at worst she always pressured me to top when it never felt right) and was pretty much the image of a 'crazy ex', which definitely made it easier to seek escape. I had long buried away my trauma, so she only knew vague mentions of it, but we talked a lot about hers, which involved a manipulative ex-boyfriend who treated her terribly and ended up choked her at a party. So, we were both equally sexually messed up.

This led to the parties we attended often quickly turning to games of 'strip-whatever-we-could-find' or involved us taking shots and pen rips when we lost (which happened more as we got further out of it). I only drink once or twice a year now because it makes me make even worse decisions then on weed (which is saying something) and often made me sick and sleepy instead of in the mood to pretend to be human. But, then, I was hugely into it and had a much higher tolerance.

Still, it wouldn't take more than a couple hours before we would be in our bras and underwear, making out, groping each other, mumbling and moaning dumbly. Sometimes it was as part of truth or dare, sometimes it was just what happened when two hypersexual sluts are being exposed and laughed it, but it was always mindless. People treated us like porn, two bi girls who would do whatever when plied with enough compliments and intoxicants. Even our 'friends' saw the truth in our eyes, mine buried so deep that it seemed to make them crave dissecting me to know it.

I hated it. But I mostly loved it.

It only exists in flashes of my memory now: the moments of occasional fear and hesitation striking my heart, the pulse in my neck and pussy racing, giggling into our liquor-sour tongue kisses, my sucking and nibbling her nipples while squeezing her heavy tits, her straddling me with one leg on a leather chair so our cunts were grinding together, swollen clits, spinning rooms, squelching wetness, and them wanting more, more, more. My body and mind, long trained to love this sick pleasure, betrayed my reason. As always.

It seems so far from me now, but a part of me wishes that I had done more. I'm glad I left her, but, as I've gotten further corrupted and explored my trauma more, I can't help imagining the things we would have gotten up to had I been like this then. Not that we didn't do a lot of stuff, most intense being when we almost had a foursome lol. It's likely for the best, though. Besides, I feel like I get the same sort of thrill through being here, being told to get worse, to get dumber, to accept and embrace my true purpose. I can't live without being consumed.