sometimes i love being a slut, i miss it, but im getting an automated thrust machine thing so i can get fucked without having to meet anyone :3 im soooo excited it'll be my first purchase of the semester lmfao i need it so bad 💔💔 i'm nervous that it'll be loud but lowk idc if it is.......... im so excited though, im gonna film sm stuff as soon as i can, it'll be hot i promise
when i learned to give head, it was in a park. we found a place hidden from onlookers, on the lake. he took my hand and let me lead the way, and we sat down. we talked for a bit, he let me drink some water, since i had walked. when it was finally time, he pulled his pants down and guided my hands so i could stroke him first. i didnt know what to do, so he had to physically guide and move my hands. then he moved my head down, and he gently pushed my head down so i could suck the tip. he said my hands and mouth felt like an angel, and its been stuck in my head since. eventually i was sucking the whole thing, and ive sucked it multiple times since. the most recent time was in his car, and he said ive gotten much much better, and he came in like 10-30 mins :] im so proud of myself for doing so good, he said he was so proud of me too, and i did so good!! i wish i could see him again but its okay, i dont think he likes me that much anymore :( but its okay bc other people get to experience it now, and ive been told soo many times that im the best ppl have had or the best in my city :3 it makes me soooo happy
as the title says, my self esteem has been at a record low, this is one of the few pics i feel like my body is pretty in :( i've gained weight since this pic and i need to lose it so fast i feel disgusting every time i breathe i need to be skinnier to be a better toy for men
i so so badly wish i could be free use at my local dungeon, unfortunately they care about consent or wtv but i wanna just be fucked by strangers who ignore me and ignore what i want bc they just want to get their fix,,,, sigh. the dream
i had a dream last night, and in the dream i had a genie! the genie asked me for my wishes, and the first wish that came to mind was to be raped every single day or once a week or once a month or just something!!! do u think im broken? i think i might be, esp if that was the first thing to come to mind, and i had to actually think really hard to come up with any other wishes 😵💫 i've had this dream for a long time too, it used to be a dream that people were listening to my thoughts outside my window, and they would come in through the window and take me away forever in a burlap sack and figure out the real limit to how many men can fuck the same person at the same time - i always came to the conclusion of somehow 1 in my mouth, 1 per hand, someone fucking my tits, and 2 in each hole, plus 1 for feet. i could think of more now, but 8 is a pretty big number to be trained to 😵💫 it sounds so amazing now though, and i just wish it could be a possible one like i need someone to listen to my thoughts and use me, and maybe there's one person who picked me out specifically and at night i sleep at his feet and he treats me special and takes care of me like his favorite toy ever !!
all responses welcome, i am 19 years old and have verified!
i'm having this small fantasy about bedtime, in littlespace, regressed until im small and need taken care of, and my maker holds me close and we watch musicals together, we watch the sound of music to make me sleepy, and as im falling asleep i hear whispers. "it'll be over soon" "im so sorry baby" "i know it hurts" and then i feel a searing pain, as he thrusts into me, squeezing me closer to him, but im too tired to even fight back, i just whine and cry for him. it hurts so bad, but he eventually pulls out and cums all over my tummy, and he uses a nice warm rag to clean me up and take care of me,, the warm rag makes me fall asleep and then maybe i wake up to the pain again in the morning and daddy apologizing so much for hurting me, and eventually it doesn't even hurt anymore <33
i need someone who wants more of a challenge, because i'm disabled and need to focus mostly on the food aspect - i'll do workouts for you when i can, but i need someone patient and more gentle
i can handle some tough love but i just work best with gentle praise or chiding
i'm not picky though and if you only do an aggressive style, as long as you can be patient since it'll inevitably be slower, you can create your perfect toy with me 🫶
please 😭 i beg, i need someone to help me
i'm disabled and can't work out very much, so i need a gentle hunger dom who focuses mostly on cico! i am on meds that require me to eat every morning, and i need to hit certain protein and give requirements
my body doesn't lose weight easily, so if you're looking for a bit of a challenge, im the guy for you!
pic is from a dollification thing i was testing out
now regarding the title - i don't mean i want those weird creepy messages. but i want to have my autism sexualized, have my stimming listed over, have someone so deeply into my lack of expressiveness that they can't contain themselves. i want someone to sexualize my bpd so much that they force themselves to be my fp, just to see more of it. i want someone to sexualize my neet behaviors, to go "you don't need to shower, play more games!!" and huff my pits or wtv tf they wanna do, i'm not even into pits but if that's what they're into it's fine, idc, ill do anything anyone asks atp bc im a pathetic loser, and i want someone to think thats hot instead of sad
so i did some homework on myself regarding my bpd and the things i like vs dislike, and i realized smth interesting - i don't actually like a lot of the things i think i do. when i think about things like cnc, its just negative. because the only part i like about cnc is the part where my choice is taken away. however, the second i think about things like dollification, i get happy because i enjoy it truly. it's a much softer form, and it still takes away my choice and decisions and the overwhelm
has anyone else experienced anything like this, with realizing you don't like something that's been such a huge part of your personality and being is just. straight up not true?
hi there! i love the vibes and aesthetic of bjd and porcelain dolls, but i usually just see female dolls :( i'm a trans guy, so id love to be able to be a doll in a more masculine sense, but i truly don't even know where to start
any and all tips are welcome! i am comfortable wearing feminine clothing so its not the end of the world if im stuck as a girl doll, but id rather not yknow?
tysm 🫶🫶
this flair is going to be for real stories, non fictional and non fantasy, that way yall have a place to put them :) if you have any questions about the flair, let me know and i'll answer any!
idk if the selfie or irl flair is better but :)) i'm happy i got my first doll dress heheheh
i currently weigh about 191lb, i'm serious about this and want to diet with the encouragement of someone else, i want to make someone happy with my work
i have to be careful with working out so it's a lot of eating control with me, i also like dollification and being turned into a pretty doll :) i don't like the latex aspect, i want to be one of those expensive bjd's that gets taken care of :( pics of my size are on my profile along with my about me
doing a little writing post here since it's allowed, and i am feeling very yappy
i have a weird relationship with sex and sexuality, i never want it but at the same time i really do, it always is just rancid to me and makes me feel sick to think about sex but i still do it, i still need to make people happy, i need to be useful in some way, and i think it gets to me bc i teach myself that way that im only good for sex
i want to get into dollification but its so hard to find the right community, nothing is how i enjoy it, which is more of being treated special like an expensive ball jointed doll where you take care of it and you don't necessarily play with it but its on display, thats the kind of doll i wanna be, and i dont like latex that much, but thats what everything is that i see :( i dont know what my niche would even be called
im glad writing posts are allowed here again, i like writing but i get a bit nervous posting in tsz since im a mod and therefore people actually look at my posts to see what im doing too, and i dont want to mess up ever :') so its rlly nice to have a good place to yap about kink and sex
i wish i could just be a permanent doll, it'd be rlly rlly rlly hot to do :( i also wish i could truly enjoy sex
ive onky thoroughly enjoyed sex once, i think im actually somewhere on the demi to asexual line, but im also very hypersexual even though i get almost no pleasure from it
does that make me a better fucktoy? the fact that i only have sex to please others? i think it does
anyways ty for reading all of this if u did ! and ty to the mods here ur doing great
hi there! i'm trying to get into dollification, but i don't really know where to start :( any help or guidance would be wonderful
also my apologies if this isn't the right space for this question
i feel like a chud lately 🥀
i'm in talks with a new pimp rn bc my last guy sucked and he's asking me to do things i really don't want to do but he's offered to pay for my surgery but fuck it's making me dread going back to school but if i'm not doing this i won't be able to afford to eat, it's such a horrible situation and i just want to be safe but i don't feel safe and i need help calming down