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I'm a whiteboi and my ex girlfriend is what they call PAWG, phat ass white girl.

That woman was gorgeous and I honestly don't understand why she was with me but it definitely was a blessing for a whiteboi like me.
She had a thick bubblebutt which I learned they call as "whiteboi blockers" and I totally understand what they mean now.
Doggy was almost impossible, I could barely penetrate from behind.
Cowgirl position was a disaster, as soon as she would start riding me fast my white cock would immediately slip out.

So that basically left us mostly with missionary position and even there I would just finish fast.
Dating a PAWG as a whiteboi was a really humbling experience.

Me (28) and my gf (22) are about 6 months together.

She has already showed her submissive side and we have these master/pet roles during sex.

When we are chilling and just talking casually about sex I've noticed that quite a few times she brings up my ex or asks about my past experiences with other women but not in a jealous way.

I've even asked her if she is really okay to hear the details she's asking about because it might hurt her or feel jealous but she replies she is fine and she is just interested to learn more about me.

I started thinking that maybe she has a cuck fantasy so I tried bringing up the threesome scenario to check her reaction but then she says she would definitely not do it because she would be jealous and she only wants me for herself.

A couple days ago she revealed to me that she was talking to her female friend and coworker and her friend was complaining about her bfs performance in bed and made the comment "maybe we should switch bfs" which caught me off guard but my gf immediately added that her friend was just joking.

I then again trying to be open in communication I asked her if she would be ever up to that for real but she shot it down.

What do you think? I'm confused as to what it's happening but I'm trying to have an open communication with her while it seems to me she is giving mixed signals

Me (28) and my gf (22) are about 6 months together.

She has already showed her submissive side and we have these master/pet roles during sex.

When we are chilling and just talking casually about sex I've noticed that quite a few times she brings up my ex or asks about my past experiences with other women but not in a jealous way.

I've even asked her if she is really okay to hear the details she's asking about because it might hurt her or feel jealous but she replies she is fine and she is just interested to learn more about me.

I started thinking that maybe she has a cuck fantasy so I tried bringing up the threesome scenario to check her reaction but then she says she would definitely not do it because she would be jealous and she only wants me for herself.

A couple days ago she revealed to me that she was talking to her female friend and coworker and her friend was complaining about her bfs performance in bed and made the comment "maybe we should switch bfs" which caught me off guard but my gf immediately added that her friend was just joking.

I then again trying to be open in communication I asked her if she would be ever up to that for real but she shot it down.

What do you think? I'm confused as to what it's happening but I'm trying to have an open communication with her while it seems to me she is giving mixed signals

Previous post: https://www.reddit.com/r/MNWOeuropa/s/83Jq1qExZi

First I want to thank you all for the answers. Some gave good advice.

So my parents decided to let my sister start volunteering at the camp, she starts on Monday.

Me and my parents are still a bit worried but are supportive.

My sister is excited and thankful.

Thank you guys!

I guess this is just a vent but if you have any advice or wanna share your stories you're welcome.

I was in a 10y long term relationship with a beautiful pawg, I really loved her a lot but she broke up with me.

Through those long years I always had a cuckold fetish but I never had the courage to tell her because I was afraid I would lose her.

I knew I could be easily replaced sexually.

Well at the end she broke up with me anyways and I just regret that I never told her about my fetish.

I even regret that I didn't tell her immediately after breaking up.

I know some of you will tell me that I should just find another girl and tell her early and get finally cucked.

But that's not easy at all.

Also some might suggest to maybe approach my ex and tell her now but honestly I have no idea how would I approach after a year.

Anyways just a vent but any advice or story it's welcomed

I'm from Greece and my younger sister wants to do volunteer work in a refugee camp.

She is a typical liberal leftist girl like most of her age and she told us last night that she is thinking she would like to volunteer at a refugee camp not far from here.

The problem is my parents were very upset and they had a big fight with her because they said refugee camps are not safe and it's very likely she will get assaulted so they forbade her from going.

My sister is feeling sad today and not speaking with my parents.

Does anybody know if refugee camps are safe for girls to do volunteer work there?

This one hurts, I was with my ex from 18 to 28 a full decade. She was the ony girl I ever dated seriously. Thicc white girl with huge soft tits, a tiny waist, and the roundest, most perfect fat ass I’ve ever seen. I thought I was the luckiest whiteboi alive when we got together as teenagers. Reality slowly crushed me over the years.
Now I realize the sex was always terrible for her. Doggy style, her favorite position, was a complete joke. Her huge ass would swallow my small white dick and I’d slip out on almost every thrust, desperately trying to push it back in while she stayed silent. Reverse cowgril was even worse I’d disappear between her cheeks and end up humping air. Prone bone, spooning, on top… same humiliating story. I couldn’t stay inside her properly no matter what we tried.
After ten years, it never got better. It actually got worse as her ass got even thicker and juicier with age. I could feel her disappointment growing. She stopped initiating. She stopped making noise. Sometimes she’d just lie there while I fumbled and slipped out repeatedly. One night toward the end she finally said it out loud while looking back at me: “Babe… you keep slipping out again. I can barely feel you.” The shame hit me like a truck. Ten years and I still couldn’t properly fuck my own girlfriend.

The way she said it broke me. It was the only angle where her pussy wasn’t completely lost to her thick ass and where my pathetic little pink clit could maybe stay in for more than a few strokes. Even then, I knew I wasn’t really filling her. She just lay there most of the time, quiet, probably disappointed after ten years of barely feeling anything from the guy who was supposed to be her man.

I can only imagine how frustrating and disappointing the sex must have been for her all those years. Lying there, feeling almost nothing from her “man,” constantly having to wait while I shoved my tiny pink clit back inside. She deserved to be stretched, filled, and pounded deep by a real cock. Instead she got a sweet but sexually worthless whiteboi who couldn’t even stay in.

That decade of quiet sexual failure completely destroyed my ego. Now I’m 28, single, and fully awakened. I don’t chase women anymore. I just edge for hours to BNWO content, replaying the memory of her suggesting missionary because it was theonly way she could feel me.

I wasted ten years of her prime being sexually worthless. She deserves a real man. Whitebois like me deserve denial and humiliation.

Any other whitebois here who spent years slipping out of their girl’s big ass until she eventually gave up and only let you fuck her in missionary? How did that slow realization break you?