u/tremblingfrog

or for the whole class of med students.

big big house where i don’t need to care about my neighbors hearing the screams

a backyard with fence tall enough to bring privacy yet never covering enough to stop being risky. if anyone actually wanted to see — they’d be able to

grass for play. especially puppy play

tying someone to the tree. or maybe hanging her right there. exposed. vulnerable.

foraging in the forest for nettle and rods…

spending weekends far away from the city hustle and fully diving into the play. no distractions.

why do so many dommes jump straight into play? we haven’t even met yet. you barely asked me any meaningful questions. why are you already asking “who do your think this body belongs to?”? not to you obv. what have you done for me to belong to you? okay, i can say what you obviously wanna hear, but how honest would that be? “wdym you’re busy studying? are you at home? then go and stick that butt plug in.” well how about no? “then you’re not the real submissive”. right.

is it ACTUALLY real to wear it 24/7? i genuinely don’t get it. it totally doesn’t align with my holes so i don’t know if it’s possible to piss or shit in it, let alone clear yourself properly. or you have to wear it loose enough to maintain actual proper hygiene, but that’d make masturbation possible too.

but what’s your experience? can you really wear it 24/7 or is it basically just a fantasy?

…it would be way too selfish of me to demand attention to my clit! sure i’ve never come from penetration alone… this lazy pussy better learn, then. or it’ll stay denied.

you might have seen my recent post about buying a fuck machine. gotta say there was a lot of nuance to consider and a ton of thing to discover about my own body.

1. my machine is pretty light and cheap. while it does perform friction perfectly, i can’t adjust the angle precisely and need to always put it on solid surfaces for its suction cups to grip. otherwise it’ll slide away from me lol
2. apparently it forces me to squirt, so i need to position my lower part off the bed, just lie on the floor or buy a good absorbing blanket
3. i experimented with the positions and speeds today. if you lie on your back, take the toy the deepest (so even when it moves back in the friction, the toy stays fully inside), angle the machine not perpendicularly, but a bit up, and then turn it on high speed, your belly will jiggle along with all internal organs. i got kinda scared when i felt my very lungs vibrate, but it didn’t hurt, so i went with the feeling
4. when you actually stop fussing with the blankets under you, the angle, the speed, and just lie down and let it go, you’ll feel what it means to be fucked stupid 😌

now i need a girl to tie up on the floor and let this thing force all the thoughts and juices out of her while i watch Good Omens and use her as a foot stool 😇

kinda nervous. never even got fucked with a strap. lowkey wanna turn it on the minimum speed and let it edge me whole night

upd: i squirmed.

not sure if i’m happy for this little discovery as i’ve never squirted before or resentful of doing it on my bed right on my weighted blanket…

okay, surely this question’s been asked multiple times, but when i look this up, i see people in the comments either say the eating enthusiast just doesn’t like this particular pussy or that the pussy carrier should get tested for STDs

unfortunately i just don’t like the smell of pussy. even my own. i can handle mine since i don’t bury my face in there, but how do i eat my lady? i want to but i can’t be down there too long.

i figured flavored oral lubricants work a bit, but is there anything else i should try?

when i read all those posts about male submissives using their dommes as kink dispensers, i always paid too much attention to the “male” part.

i’m f4f. have been seeing this girl for around 5 months and she initially said she wanted to serve, but wanted to get used to me and build some trust first.

i’ve been doing ALL the labor, from managing communication to planning and running the scene.

recently i tried talking to her about me wanting her to be more proactive and take some of the labor. tried discussing her desire for servitude. and here’s where it got soooo damn obvious.

apparently she didn’t want to initiate, tell me about her desires, give ideas, do planning. she viewed servitude as me using her. well, okay, i’d gladly do that.

well what do you gals think submissives mean when they say “i want you to use me sexually”? i always thought it meant they want me to use them for MY sexual pleasure. but in her mind, it’s always meant me using sexual/genital practices on HER to feel in charge, me being in the giving role strictly. wtf?? who on earth calls it “using sexually”? unless i’m the one being used.

domestic use in her opinion is her being furniture or being told to bring stuff. not cooking, cleaning or doing anything actually beneficial for me.

weird fckng wording but okay. i ask: “so all you’re offering is for me to get mental satisfaction (questionable), but how can you actually benefit me and satisfy me physically, even outside of sex if you’re against touching my genitals?”

“well that’s what i’m talking about. i don’t want to unless we’re close enough and yada yada yada. i know it’s unfair but i don’t want to force myself to do anything i don’t want to.”

🫩

whatever honestly

tw: body dysmorphia

i’m fat. not morbidly obese, but certainly chubby. i’ve wide shoulders and fat thighs. i’ve never felt attractive in my life. i’m perceived as a masc too.

i know lesbians tend to drift away from the conventional beauty standards. i personally find a huge variety of people attractive. but i feel like some ugly terrible exception.

maybe i perceive things this way and it’s not true, but i feel like people don’t want to touch me. i’m a switch and i can never find a domme who’d want to do things to me. women i’ve talked to usually just want me to come over, eat them out and call it a day. no attention to me.

my submissives don’t want to serve me physically either. they set it as a boundary. they say it’s something they’d be willing to do further in a relationship… but then months past, i am the giver 24/7 and they still don’t want to do anything for me.

i feel disgusting. i’m working on myself. i’m working out. i’m hygienic. i have a cool style. people often compliment me for it.

but seems my body is still too gross for anyone to want to touch me. i can only be appreciated as a skillful pair of hands.