This our first trip together and it was very sudden but we here now. Im working (travel dancing) and was just gonna focus on my girls + sleep. But now I got this fine ass man with me 🥹
I'm gonna be going thru ovulation and that mullet & mustache combo really got me going thru it 😭
I just want to trace my tongue along his tattoos and be a complete slut 😫
So I'm in the talking stages of a potential dynamic.
We both are vetting eachother, its going good so far.
We have things in common, hes polite and respectful. He did mention something and im confused because I haven't heard of this or experienced it personally.
He asked if I was in contact with any of my ex doms to which I said not really. There are 2 that I have messaged from time to time but just platonically. He then asked if I was comfortable, if he could speak to 1 of them in regards to me?
Has anyone experienced this? Why does he want to speak to my ex doms?
Its that time where I feel the need to be chained to a tree like a werewolf during a full moon because my body is telling me I need my back blown out & to be used in the worst way.....how do y'all fellow girlies deal with that.
Wtf do I do 🥹 send help.
I have always been told I'm a caring, kind and sweet person but I ended up hurting a dom I didn't mean to hurt.
After being hurt many times, I unfortunately picked up bad habits of misinterpreting hints or just silence. I wasn't supposed to be the other who hurt others, its not in my character to do so.
Im pretty sure I'm done being a submissive. The amount of heartache and pain I get from it just isn't worth the good I have received in return.
There are good doms out there and they deserve good submissives but I guess I'm not one of the good subs anymore..
Id like to say I'll come back to this part of me and embrace it but I can't help but feel like this part of me will stay unfulfilled in my life.
I feel like my dom maybe losing interest in me or just doesn't want a dynamic with me.
We had a busy few days and I feel like we didn't get to talk much or connect so the other day I suggested we spend a couple hours together to watch a movie or just talk so we can reconnect.
He said he was fine with it. So I was hoping he would let me know when hes ready. This past couple days he hasn't been texting me as much. I understand he's busy but when he's his normal self, I hear from him all day. He mentioned being a bit sad having a depressed feeling. I let him know I'm here for him and he means alot to me.
It maybe selfish of me but I feel kinda alone and like maybe he just doesn't want this anymore. He hasn't called me Kitten, I've called him Daddy. Ive told him I miss him, no response to that. I've asked about playing and he says maybe... this is all before he told me he was sad.
I told him I'd give him space since an incident happened before when he told me if hes not acting himself just give him space but this feels different then that. Like I'm being silently left behind.
Hi...my name is Lesliee 🩷
About me; 5ft Petite Latina, long black hair, lightly tanned skin. Quite feminine, love the color pink, glitter and makeup. I'm into reading, listening to audiobooks and horror tv/movies. I enjoy in depth conversations, I want to be able to be vulnerable, be my weird self and talk about whatever is on my mind. I sometimes feel like I'm alot, I cry when I feel too sad, get anxiety when I feel like I'm not being heard/seen. I've been in dynamics before and my needs were not met or even acknowledged, I know what I want/need. I want to know about my doms day, what they do for work, how they feel throughout the day.
About you; Preference Caucasian. 6ft or taller. You don't need to like what I'm into hobby wise but if you are I'm sure we can talk for days. I would hope you're into the emotional side of being a dom, taking a submissive serious. Treating a submissive like a person/princess first before anything else. You understand the vetting process and dont rush things.
About us; Attraction is obviously a good start. We share most of the same kinks but also consider each other a safe place to talk and express. We both are mature and don't yell or start arguments, instead we talk things out calmly unless told otherwise. We don't give eachother the cold shoulder.
Kinks; Free use, Rough play, dirty talk, sexting, light degradation, CNC, spanking, Choking, spitting, cock worship. I'm sure there are others just can't think of them right now.
If you read this far, & Believe you are a match....Please message me with your favorite color. 😊🩷
I just officially got asked to be his princess!
Today was my last day of finals. I passed!
I let go of the old and now I'm stepping into the new.
I have a daddy 😭🎀, he's tall (6'3), handsome, colored eyes, lifts and tattoos. Hes emotionally intelligent, he's smart, strong work ethic and treats me like I'm the only girl in the world.
What else do u guys use for shimmer?
Ive used TF soleil blanc, Palmers shimmer bronze oil
I need more variety. Any suggestions?
Can be scented or non scented. I have tons of perfume lol
So Ive been vetting this dom & he's really kind.
He gives me butterflies. Ive never gotten them before from someone. 🙈
He's kind, gentle & explains everything to me. I ask alot of questions and he just let's me talk his head off lol. I find him really attractive too. Usually looks don't matter much to me either 🥰
He calls me princess & kitten 🩷
What are some good nicknames/pet names for a dominant to call their submissive?
I like Princess but maybe a few others too. Just to switch things up 🥰
I'm looking for a real connection with a daddy dominant who actually wants to get to know me as a person.
About me; 5ft Petite Latina, long black hair, lightly tanned skin. Quite feminine, love the color pink, glitter and makeup. I'm into reading, listening to audiobooks and horror tv/movies. I enjoy in depth conversations, I want to be able to be vulnerable, be my weird self and talk about whatever is on my mind. I sometimes feel like I'm alot, I cry when I feel too sad, get anxiety when I feel like I'm not being heard/seen. I've been in dynamics before, in each one I wasn't able to be emotionally vulnerable and I didn't enjoy that. I want to know about my doms day, what they do for work, how they feel throughout the day. I attend college full time studying forensic psychology and I work as an exotic dancer to pay for it. My job is not who I am as a person or submissive.
About you; Preference Caucasian. 6ft or taller. You don't need to like what I'm into hobby wise but if you are I'm sure we can talk for days. I would hope you're into the emotional side of being a dom, taking a submissive serious. Treating a submissive like a person/princess first before anything else. You understand the vetting process and dont rush things.
About us; Attraction is obviously a good start. We share most of the same kinks but also consider each other a safe place to talk & express. We both are mature and don't yell or start arguments, instead we talk things out calmly unless told otherwise.
Kinks; Free use, Rough play, dirty talk, sexting, light degradation, CNC, spanking, Choking, spitting, cock worship. I'm sure there are others just can't think of them right now.
If you read this far, & Believe you are a match....Please message me with ur favorite color ☺️
So today I had an important interview for a internship that I have been busting my ass over. Tonight I will receive an email if I make it to 2nd rounds.
Im currently vetting dominants as im currently looking for a new dynamic. However I came home after my interview and I can't help but feel kinda sad.
I know what I accomplished is good but sharing this excitement and enthusiasm would have felt so much better with a dominant. I miss that tbh.
I'm looking for a real connection with a daddy dominant who actually wants to get to know me as a person.
About me; 5ft Petite Latina, long black hair, lightly tanned skin. Quite feminine, love the color pink, glitter and makeup. I'm into reading, listening to audiobooks and horror tv/movies. I enjoy in depth conversations, I want to be able to be vulnerable, be my weird self and talk about whatever is on my mind. I sometimes feel like I'm alot, I cry when I feel too sad, get anxiety when I feel like I'm not being heard/seen. I've been in dynamics before, in each one I wasn't able to be emotionally vulnerable and I didn't enjoy that. I want to know about my doms day, what they do for work, how they feel throughout the day.
About you; Preference Caucasian. 6ft or taller. You don't need to like what I'm into hobby wise but if you are I'm sure we can talk for days. I would hope you're into the emotional side of being a dom, taking a submissive serious. Treating a submissive like a person/princess first before anything else. You understand the vetting process and dont rush things.
About us; Attraction is obviously a good start. We share most of the same kinks but also consider each other a safe place to talk & express. We both are mature and don't yell or start arguments, instead we talk things out calmly unless told otherwise.
Kinks; Free use, Rough play, dirty talk, sexting, light degradation, CNC, spanking, Choking, spitting, cock worship. I'm sure there are others just can't think of them right now.
If you read this far, & Believe you are a match....Please message me with ur favorite color ☺️