u/AggravatingMedia1925

my nose has been in a lot of pain due to binging daily for a minute. still have a bit left i wanna do. does putting it on your gums or swallowing/subling work in any way?

everytime i do ketamine it’s not like any other drug where i’m like yeah! ahah!! pop this! snort a bit of that!

i mean its fun in the moment, then i get high, sometimes the high is manageable and feels AMAZING, most of the time it is

but the day after, im depressed, my feelings resurface, i start to hate myself again, i think others hate me, especially when i text people dumb stuff.

even if i don’t text, i still feel so hateful of myself, guilt. worthless. other drugs make me feel fun, like it’s a party. wtf?

everytime i do ketamine it’s not like any other drug where i’m like yeah! ahah!! pop this! snort a bit of that!

i mean its fun in the moment, then i get high, sometimes the high is manageable and feels AMAZING, most of the time it is

but the day after, im depressed, my feelings resurface, i start to hate myself again, i think others hate me, especially when i text people dumb stuff.

even if i don’t text, i still feel so hateful of myself, guilt. worthless. other drugs make me feel fun, like it’s a party. wtf?

anyone else get hight on any benzo and/or weed/mixed and get so sad and try text everyone till you have no one else to text and no one replies so your just high numb sad but not sad and eurphoric music in my head and i don’t feel here but not ketamine not here just not hear with hate

anyone else get hight on any benzo and/or weed/mixed and get so sad and try text everyone till you have no one else to text and no one replies so your just high numb sad but not sad and eurphoric music in my head and i don’t feel here but not ketamine not here just not hear with hate

anyone else get insane guilt after getting high or feeling amazing? (not dependency dosing but like ACTUALLY feeling high)

i get so guilty even if i don’t do anything wrong like steal or lie for big things, i do occasionally manipulate situations or make up some “white lies” but nothing serious, i can ignore it but dwell on it.

anyone else feel like this when they just wanna enjoy their high?

i feel like it’s because i love loathing on the high, telling people who are also druggies how high and amazing i feel, but obviously we’re on different schedules, some people are at work when im texting this, some people only still to weed or certain types of pills.

you get the gist

if you redose later in the day does tolerance go up by a lot? will i still feel it?
bromazalom specifically

Anyone else feel the same way?

Like whenever i go back into my camera roll and look at a pill, or some powder, im like ouuu shit! even when the drug is mid

Bars especially because of how satisfying they break, but also maybe ketamine or opioids etc. all so pretty

Shit they’re deadass sexy, i get more drive looking at them than a handsome guy i can’t even lie

So stupid but looking back on drugs 😩😩especially when you don’t have them anymore

can they tell? i’d assume due to pinpoint pupils but would they just account that for something else?

just completely curious, do they say anything about it? has anyone had an eye doctor mention it lol

does anyone know what the difference between these two are? i have taken ebrom before but not bromaz.

just realized this shit feels ass when too low of a dose, not because i don’t feel pleasant effects, but because i also can’t feel anything good

took enough that i can’t feel most emotion, but still enough to think clear, and im just thinking about how lonely and shitty life is.

i was crying but can’t even feel sad

not even stupid ass rumination but genuine emptiness and loneliness. fuck.

how long or often days in a row can i use benzos without becoming dependent or withdrawing?

if you have not much relief why would i become addicted?

lol yeah idk why this is happening, only had this happen once or twice, very rarely and only one of the times was it from 7

this is for 7 btw, the only thing i can think of is reducing my doses *slightly* a bit ago because i was running low

i MAX do 40mg in a day, even then rarely, i was probably doing 10-20mg ish during the day and then another 10 later in the day (very low doses)

but now since 4ish days ago i’ve been doing 10mg daily, is that really enough to cause withdrawal? and why such a shitty symptom??? i’ve been in withdrawal and never had to shit water??? the fuck????

is this withdrawal? i feel like i’ve kept my doses consistent, i don’t think im withdrawing?

what would personally you consider to be the most cheapest drug to abuse in your opinion?

and also i do mean things that take your mind off stuff or whatever etc etc, not psychadelics or anything like that

edit:wondering maybe if benzos could be considered cheap since low demand

do antiacids effect 7oh absorption in anyway? i know with other substances or medications if you take antiacids before it will kick in better, anyone know if this is true for 7oh?

does anyone know if there’s studies on this or if anyone knows if 7 effects that mechanism like other medications?

feel like ear ringing is worse on this for me

7oh significantly improved my therapy sessions.

i’m insanely gaurded, i’ll shutdown immediately, it’s super hard to talk about anything in my life.

i would literally argue with my therapist, and oftentimes couldn’t even find a topic to talk about because i’m so closed off.

i recently started doing 7oh again after being sober for 8ish months, i use it daily, and it has significantly helped me with opening me.

i can actually build from sessions and take away something from it, i leave feeling good and hopeful. it makes the sessions feel so much more productive.

note: i go to therapy completely sober and clearheaded. i sometimes do get withdrawal but very minimal since i only take around 10-40mg daily. i dose only once a day, sometimes ill redose once again, but other than that mostly controlled.

has anyone else experienced improvement like this?

i know this is probably not very good. at all. but i just wanna share something i’ve noticed and experienced from this compound.

if this okay to mix? never done k alone, but i’m dependent on 7oh

i feel like withdrawal would make anxiety or the experience worse but i have no idea

thoughts? is it a safe combo? is it predictable enough?

do yall drive on this? what’s your opinion on it?